CHASING THE LOVE OF THE TEACHER
The Unspoken Sadness

Cilla sat alone on a park bench. The atmosphere tends to be quiet because in addition to Sunday, there are no doctors who practice, now the time is also shown at 11 noon.

“Awas overslept sitting alone in the breeze,” greeted the handsome man immediately sitting next to Cilla.

”Kok this Sunday to the hospital also ?” Cilla frowned both her eyebrows.

“His name is also doctor,” said the man while laughing.

”Unfortunately the doctor can not be off as well?”

“If followed anyway,” sahutnya relaxed. “Especially in addition to taking care of the patient, must supervise the running of the hospital as well. You met papa yourself, yes ?”

“Iya, surely you have been able to leak,” said Cilla laughed slowly. “Papi is in the hospital again, do not know until when. Om Raymond and doctor Lee said that it was difficult to find the right treatment path for papi.”

“Papa already told me about the condition of Darmawan on the way here this morning. I'm not going to say don't be sad because there's no way a child won't cry to see the condition of his sick parents. But my message, do not force everything according to your wishes and finally only regret and regret when your wishes cannot be fulfilled.”

“Terus Cilla should how ?”

“Pasrah.”

“Against learning,” Cilla sighed. “That's hard to keep the tears from coming out.

Doctor Steven laughed softly while shuffling Cilla's hair.

“You know Cil, even a doctor can cry and stress when he fails to help his patients. Sometimes there is guilt about not being able to keep someone alive, especially in my field where the patient is a child. But doctors are still humans who have no power over other human lives. Doctors are just an extension of God's hand that works real in human life.”

“I think every doctor is used to dealing with death.”

“Human doctor too, Cilla,” Steven doctor instead pinched next to Cilla's cheek. “Have the same heart and taste as humans in general. So too with the police and the army. You think their conscience doesn't struggle while on the battlefield or again shootout chasing criminals ?”

“Dirty habits,” scolding Cilla while rubbing his cheek that was pinched by Doctor Steven. “Same exactly with Mas Juna, a really pinched hobby cheeks.”

“So you are pegegemesin anyway,” Steven said while chuckling.

“Don't be too sad anymore let alone cry it continues, your eyes are already swollen for sure if you go back to the room will be asked and even make your papi become depressed. Now clean your face first in the toilet,” Steven held out a sweep

“Neventless. Udah promise Mas Juna can not cheat,” said Cilla while chuckling and his hand refused to give Steven.

“Checking ?” Steven knitted his two eyebrows. “Tell me Juna if you're like my own sister.”

“Tadi Cilla has promised not to accept other men's offers to relieve sadness, including loaned doctor's handkerchief,” Cilla woke up followed by doctor Steven.

“Excessive really Yes Arjuna,” grumbled Steven.

“Not possessive but equally take care of the heart, because nowadays cornering married people is more challenging than new dating.”

“Kok I feel insinuated ?” Steven frowned.

“Indeed doctors have tried nyerobot wife people ? Very sensi, anyway,” cebik Cilla. “Udah back home ! Om Raymond said that Steven's doctor is now child-bound. This Sunday it is better to go home quickly and play with children.”

“Iya Cilla's. How chatty you start like a mother-and-mom, yes,” ledek Steven while chuckling while Cilla is instantly a manyun.

”Cilla back first doctor Steven,” said goodbye to Cilla while starting to step.

“Cilla !”

Cilla looked over as Steven called out his name. Seen Steven walking over and finally walking parallel to Cilla.

“Call me Brother Steven just don't use any doctor. Continue not to forget, sad may be, asking in prayer may also be, but of all that Cilla must resign and sincere.”

“Yes, thanks for the advice KAK STEVEN,” said Cilla laughed as he emphasized his call to doctor Steven. “Greetings to wife and son Steven, yes !”

Cilla waved her hand and ran small towards the elevator while Steven smiled before stepping out towards the lobby.

“Having cheated on her story ?” ledek Erwin from behind Cilla accompanied by laughter.

Cilla was surprised and immediately turned her head because she did not notice that the two friends Arjuna had seen her since Cilla spoke with Steven's doctor before separating.

“Aja love Cilla has not run out, where there is the rest of the heart to be invited to cheat,” said Cilla while sneering.

“Cie cie.. who love died with Kakang Junjun,” ledek Luki also laughed.

“Kok tumben both doang ? Usually like a circus troupe,” asked Cilla while entering the elevator followed by Luki and Erwin.

“Boni equals Mimi again no family event. I think it will soon be official,” said Erwin. “Dono again looking for people who can be entrusted by his son first because it is impossible to be taken to the hospital. If Pius doesn't have his voice in the group.”

“Mas Juna again go home first grab the same clothes work bag,” said Cilla while walking to the papi room.

“Udah info same Juna as report want to come here,” said Luki.

Cilla nodded and opened the door slowly. It turned out that papi was talking to papa Arman and om Rio, while mama Diva was talking to aunt Siska on the sofa.

“Sorry for a long time, Ma,” Cilla immediately threw his butt next to Mama Diva and leaned his head on my shoulder.

“Iya, earlier Juna already told you that you are called a doctor,” said mama Diva in a slow voice so that papi does not hear.

“Juna has also reported if you go home first, Ma ?” cilla asked while embracing the arms of Mama Diva. There is a sense of comfort can be spoiled with the figure of the mother who already considers it as her own child.

“Udah, was wa mama tell you too.”

“Please same in-law,” ledek aunt Siska while laughing.

“Tante Siska wants to also have a spoiled daughter-in-law ?” sahut Cilla while chuckling. “Mean her tell Kak Theo quickly find a girlfriend tuh, keep asking for marriage.”

“Eh do not be a stove,” Theo's nagging who heard Cilla's talk even though his position was near the papi bed accompanying Luki and Erwin who swerved.

”Iihh sensi really if talking girlfriend,” cebik Cilla. “‘In fact that aunt same om already want to have a grandson, only Kak Theo was not sensitive. Jutek again,” Cilla stuck out her tongue mocking Theo.

“Indeed you did not hear also the inner voice of your in-laws who want to quickly have a grandchild ? You even told Juna to wait two more years,” said Theo did not want to lose.

“Iya Juna's WIFE, whose work shows off constantly. Deliberately make a lot of marks on the neck let you know who finished wrestling match with HUSBAND !” Theo with a stifled face deliberately spoke with great emphasis.

Reflek mama Diva and aunt Siska turned to Cilla who had been sitting upright. Even papa, Rio, Luki and Erwin looked directly at Cilla's neck.

Theo folded his hands in front of his chest with a triumphant face while the papi sitting leaning on the bed only smiled.

”Yes for Cilla !” Erwin was wide-eyed while covering his mouth with a palm. “Juna is given what to eat so gahar?”

Cilla immediately pouted and stared back at Theo with a lame face.

“Your bed did not collapse right ?” ledek aunt Siska laughing.

“Diihh Aunty follow-up again,” Cilla directly manyun.

“Not just Cilla full of former vampires, Mam. Arjuna is also the same, just wait for the child to come back here,” said Theo while smiling mocking Cilla.

“Duuhh Kak Theo is really an acute Jones, yes. Iri ya see Cilla same Mas Juna make signs like this,” Cilla reply with lips pout.

“Then his grandson's program does not have to wait for Cilla level two. Later mama equally papa want to help take care,” mama Diva also mopped while smiling.

“Tuh hear request parents,”’cibir Theo.

“Starting not yet, Ma,” whispered Cilla shyly make mama's eyes immediately widened.

“Keep that what?” mama asked with a frown pointing at Cilla's neck.

“Gatot aka failed miserably because papi fainted,” said Cilla still with a whispering voice while giggling.

Mama Diva smiled as she shook her head. This young daughter-in-law is quite innocent and speaks for what she is.

“Then directly the program so papi out. Mama is equally papa do not mind,”’ujar mama Diva while laughing slowly.

“Need discussion first with Mas Juna,” said Cilla with a blushing and blushing face.

“Shamely so, surely his mind again perverted,” Theo quipped.

“Om Luki, om Erwin, meningan take Kak Theo lunch gih. I think the effect of hungry stomach so the innate gas just,” said Cilla with a sloppy face.

“It looks like everyone is getting hungry,” said aunt Siska. “You order ushered here or eat out ?”

“Tante, om same papa mama out eat first is okay, Cilla nemenin papi here all wait Mas Juna. Bik Mina had already wa if there was a lunch for Cilla.”

“You sure you didn't eat ?”

“Cilla is okay, will be a moment doang,” said papi Rudi.

“So I've eaten the same ice cream Mas Juna at the cafe, Pi, still a bit full as well. It's okay, Ma, Cilla really want to wait here aja.”

Mama Diva looked at Papa Arman who nodded and said goodbye to Papi Rudi to come out to eat for a while.

“Cilla want to ship what ?” mama asked while stroking her daughter-in-law's head.

“Nevent gone, Ma. Later all eat with Mas Juna alone, already cooked the same Bik Mina.”

Mama Diva just smiled and eventually all left Cilla and Papi Rudi in the room.

“Papi already taking medicine ?” tanya Cilla approached the papi bed.

“Already. Papi wants to rest,” said papi Rudi while laying down his body. “Papi Repotting Cilla, yes ?”

“But not so ah, Cilla does not feel bothered, really. Consider this quality time with Papi who is super busy,” said Cilla while laughing.

“Seeing Cilla a lot that dear it feels papi's heart is much calmer now. Moreover Arjuna,” ledek papi while laughing. “Until making a sign so that many people know that Arjuna loves very much the same Cilla.”

“Duh Papi makes Cilla really embarrassed,” said Cilla blushed while smiling shyly. “Cilla did not realize that Mas Juna made this sign. It's a lot, wide again, can not be closed plaster.”

“Nothing, your husband is indeed a loving man. Once love will not let go. Papi is really happy Cilla is married to Arjuna. Luckily, Arman's father forced her to marry his son to Cilla.”

“Yes, Cilla is happy too. When I first met Mas Juna at school, Cilla really did not know that Mas Juna was his son Papa Arman loh, Pi.”

“Looks like you guys are a soul mate,” says papi with a smile.

“Iya, Mas Juna looks a very loving guy yes fit again carrying Cilla at the funeral mami.”

“Papi is really calm if you have to leave Cilla in the near future.”

“Papi don't think assorted dong, the spirit must be healthy continue,” said Cilla while raising her clenched hand, a sign of encouragement.

“If Papi is still given time, would also carry a grandson from Cilla same Arjuna,” said papi while chuckling.

“Papi must be healthy, and if God does want to give Cilla the same Mas Juna momongan in the near future, Cilla will not reject it. How God loves you.”

“Papi can only pray for the happiness of Cilla and Juna,” said papi with a voice getting slower and not long papi eyes closed.

Apparently since then papi has begun to feel sleepy, the effects of drugs given by doctors.

Cilla smiled and fixed the papi blanket and kissed the papi cheek.

“Cilla is very dear to Papi and will always pray for the best for Papi,” Cilla with both corners of the eyes are wet.

Cilla was no longer able to prevent the sadness she was still trying to keep in her heart. His little heart really hopes that papi will heal, accompany the days of Cilla until she can graduate college and give grandchildren to papi.

Cilla rushed out of the room and closed the door quietly, then sat down in a chair not far from the room.

Her crying could no longer be held back, her inner sense was crowded. Cilla looked up when a hand touched her shoulder and immediately slid into Arjuna's arms that had just arrived and saw Cilla coming out of the room.

Arjuna rubbed the back of Cilla who was still crying in his arms while praying that God would give his best for papi.