D. Deirsh & Depression
The Part 16
..."Sometimes not being confident makes us fail."...
Time is late enough to make Sweet Moment Cafe began to quiet, there are only a few visitors who still survive in the Cafe.
Eza, one of the officers, walked to the outside table with a cup of warm tea, and approached Salwa, who was talking to a middle-aged woman.
Eza put the tea down and sat down with them. "Diminum his aunty tea."
"Thank you, auntie so bother you guys to work this," said the woman with a little bad taste.
"No tan, after all it's quiet as well as its visitors, so it's not too busy" said Salwa with a sweet smile.
"But aunt, as long as she's working here, we see her very fine!"
"Yes right, even Salwa never saw him moan in the slightest." Connect Salwa.
The woman who was drinking the tea immediately put down her tea. He recalled where the incident was, he sighed before explaining to Eza and Salwa who were waiting for the answer.
"Aunty's trying to take him to a psychologist."
...~~~...
The sound of scraping iron made the night not so quiet, with Dei occasionally moving his hands towards the sky and lip movements like speaking on a swing that kept moving. The count of the stars that he repeatedly spoke, made his mind still in one goal.
He was still staring at the sky, until a sigh sounded because there was a count that made him come back to repeat.
"Dey! You here?"
Just as he wanted to count, the aunt appeared nearing his own. Dei slightly smiled as Erin walked towards her.
"What are you doing here yourself, it's already night?" ask Erin.
"Dei's just bored, so Dei's here to count the stars." Dei replied, making Erin look directly at the sky that night.
He felt sad to see the change of his nephew, Dei was so pale, there was not even a cheerful word on him right now. He looked back at Dei who was focusing on looking at the sky.
"You tired of Dei?" Suddenly asked Erin.
Dei who heard that instantly stopped his count, he returned his tantic gaze for quite a long time. Until a slug and a thin smile he showed in response. Seeing that Erin also smiled, she immediately rubbed her hair gently and looked back at the sky.
"But it hurts tan."
Just a few seconds in silence, Dei spoke again to make Erin look straight back at him.
"It hurts so bad everything." she said slowly with tears that had dripped.
Erin immediately hugged her bangs, she could not hold back her tears either. A warm hug he gave Dei to feel calmer.
"sickness...."
He stretched out his embrace and looked back at Dei meaningfully.
"From tomorrow, we'll heal together yeah, with aunt...."
"It's enough Dei Nahan pain, you have to recover quickly, will you?" connect Erin.
Dei nodded his head, before he hugged the aunt again tightly.
...~~~...
Almost 5 months later Erin took Dei to a psychologist. The first time he listened to the words of the friend who was difficult to understand at first, until he understood what his voice was going through. Erin wasn't even sure if Dei could recover from it all.
"Deirsh was affected by PTSD mental disorder" said Devy, a psychologist who is quite close to Erin.
"I mean Dev! What mental disorder?" asked Erin who was still confused.
"PTSD is Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, or what we know better Post-Trauma Stress. Usually this mental disorder occurs because of a trauma that has been experienced, usually he is often hysterical when seeing the same event. This disorder is also quite disturbing for sufferers because it causes more emotional distress." Obviously Devy.
After hearing his friend's explanation, he immediately fell silent. Erin recalled the strange things Dei had experienced, Devy's explanation was exactly what her nephew felt.
Erin was still silent, she tried to calm herself down after hearing that.
"But Dev! It can still be cured, right?" tanyanya.
"If the routine of his medicine insyaallah certainly can."
"We just don't know how long it will take. Because this mental disorder also takes a long time to heal," Devy explained.
"I just hope, he can recover Dev," said Erin slowly.
"We can help Dei heal together." Reply Devy.
Now that the 5 months have passed, now Erin is in her paternal room while seeing Dei who is busy with her activities.
The shadow as he accompanied his puppet to heal was always imagined. Where Dei who always complained to him to give up, crying every night, even to the point of saying a word finished at that time. But now that he saw it, Dei's struggle was really not in vain.
"Dei is nervous, it could not be Dei tomorrow," Dei said.
After being completely healed, Dei chose to find work to fill his free time. It helps her to forget her past.
"It could be, the proof you received in the cafe right," said Erin who immediately made Dei smile.
Dei walked towards Erin and directly hugged her so tightly. "Tan, thank you."
Hearing that Erin smiled with slightly teary eyes. "Together."
"Yes aunty came home first, you also rest tomorrow will have started work." Said Dela who went straight away.
...~~~...
Rock music is now heard throughout the closed room. It also looks like a guy who just finished bathing and dumped his towel in just about anywhere, the guy who now only uses shorts without a shirt and wet hair was immediately sitting on a sofa.
Regan has got a comfortable position with the phone in his hand. Several times he saw the contents of his cell phone just make him more bored, every day minutes and seconds there is only one group that always makes the phone is crowded.
Strange messages from his gang upset him. How not if a gang will plan something cool, not with the gang who just play guessing guesses in the group.
...-------------- RAJAWALI -------------------...
Egi:
Shut up baek nih, kek in aje cave...
Play guess yuk guess...
Geo:
Whahuh?
Egi:
Nih yaa's... What does a satay maker equal to a baker?????
Bian:
Same high hdup.
Egi:
Etss wrong....
Rahm:
So whatan jir.
Egi:
Sama2 don't sell meatballs 🤣🤣
Geo:
The handkerchief...
Bian:
Sinting emng
Egi:
One more one more
Here yes... What's the difference between our gang leader and another gang leader?????
Rhams:
Whahuh?
Egi:
The ono udh has a handler, which here is still netang🤣🤣🤣
Bian:
@Regan
^^^@Egi satan lu.... Look out when I see you, I circumcise your leg......^^^
Geo:
.
Bian:
.
Rhams:
.
Egi:
Hehehe joking boss jokes 😅😅
...-----------------------------------...
Regan who was stressed seeing the behavior of his friends was immediately put his phone to a table not far from him. The head of the gang is usually always respected, but not with his who is always matedekin.
He chose to be quiet while listening to the music that was still spinning. Look at the focus upwards with an empty mind, until something crosses his mind suddenly.
Deirshs. As soon as he immediately sat down with an expression that was difficult to understand, how could a Regan think of a woman he had made as his assistant.
"Beautiful anyway.." she unconsciously said that.
"I thought so." Regan said as she rubbed her face in annoyance. He took his cell phone back to get his mind off now.
Regan also opened one of his social media applications, initially wanting to forget what he was thinking, now Regan instead type the name of someone he kept thinking of it.
An Instagram account by the name of Deirah Anasyah which is clearly displayed is being seen now. Due to the name being quite unique, Regan easily finds Dei's account.
Regan saw one by one Dei's posts, because quite a lot of posts uploaded by the woman. Early look nothing interesting for Regan, just photos of the sky, the scenery and some food.
As Regan continued to shift the posts, her finger stopped at a post that immediately caught her attention. In the photo seen from far away a woman who seems to be dancing. Regan knows Dei is the woman in the photo, although she just got to know him.
Slowly he slowly returned to see the others, there are some photos that are quite clear showing the beautiful face of the account owner. Unknowingly Regan smiled at the photos, until the last photo of the smile was immediately changed with an expression that could not be understood anymore.
A woman who is so comfortable in the embrace of the man makes the photo like Romance dramas. Because the photo of the couple was only visible from behind, making Regan so curious about the man.
"What man is his girlfriend." Regan muttered quietly and immediately turned off her phone.
...~~~...
Slowly his eyes opened, feeling his body a little sore and his head dizzy. Now the girl only realized that she woke up on a hospital bench, she looked around and felt so quiet.
Until his gaze focused on a room number right in front of him now. "Fourteen."
As he recalled something, Suddenly his head was so dizzy. He closed his eyes so hard to relieve the dizziness. Now his breath was blowing irregularly, feeling a strange premonition that was hard to understand.
The girl tried to get up to look at the room in front of her now. Afraid to open the door of the room, he just looked from the window.
He could not fully see inside the room, only one could be sure that a patient was lying so limp. Out of curiosity the girl tried to see the patient, but when she almost saw him there was a voice that immediately shifted her eyes.
"Who are you?"
Degs.....
"MISTER Regan!" dei said a little screamed as he saw Regan right in front of him.
Regan also saw Dei with a very strange look. "lo if sleep dreams what the hell? In pursuit of the devil?"
"Every time you wake up must be weird." Reciprocity.
Hearing that Dei only shook his head, confused to answer whatever he immediately diverted the conversation.
"Sorry brother overslept. Hm... At this hour Dei came home, brother," said Dei immediately rushed to leave.
"Gue has not permitted you," said Regan made Dei immediately stop.
"But brother! Dei is a lore."
"Gue doesn't care."
"And now you come with me...." Connect Regan who's straight out of her apartment.
Dei who wanted to ask but Regan had already left just resignedly followed the guy. Now he just kept quiet while following Regan's path and now they were already in an elevator.
At first Dei just resignedly followed the guy, but when Regan invited him to the top floor made Dei become curious.
"Sister! What are we doing up?" Ask Dei slowly.
There was no answer, instead Regan looked at Dei so sharply that it made him instantly bow his head in fear. Dei chose silence without speaking again.
Until the two of them now arrived at the top of the apartment building. Dei who was aware of himself where only silent with negative thoughts that were already in his head now.
"Gue won't do anything." Regan said she realized Dei was just sitting at the end of the door.
Although there was still fear, Dei slowly approached the man who had been sitting leisurely looking at the city from the top of the building. Dei who was first on top of the building is quite high just standing behind Regan.
"Lo wants to sit or stand there."
Dei chose to sit next to the guy. Sometimes he looked at Regan who was so focused looking ahead. Although there was fear, but he was a little amazed to see the view of the city from above, how crowded the capital and the vehicles that passed so clearly from the top of the building.
"Other than the park, this is the most comfortable place for me." The sentence came out of Regan's mouth, Dei who heard it immediately looked at the man.
"This place makes us know, so cruel the world," said Regan to make Dei surprised.
"But on the other hand, I can feel calm when I see the sunrise or when I drown."
Right now Dei was just silent while hearing Regan speak. At first, he did not expect the boy to tell a long story.
"If it's your most comfortable place, what?" ask Regan Suddenly.
"Ep... Dei doesn't know, but the house is comfortable enough for Dei." The answer.
Hearing Dei's reply made Regan smile. Because the house is hell for him, not the most comfortable place he had hoped for.
"Do you have a girlfriend?"
At once Dei was so shocked to hear the question from Regan, because he did not believe that the guy next to him would ask about it.
"Why! I have one." Said Regan who immediately made Dei shake.
Now that they were back in silence, there was nothing like wanting to talk. The two of them just kept silent while staring at the city lights that one by one began to live, even the flakes of wind started to make them feel comfortable on top of that.
"Gue wants to say something to you." Regan broke the silence again.
"Gue... Actually have...." His words stopped there was a sense of nervousness seen on him.
Dei was very curious what Regan wanted to say, because he had never seen the guy so nervous as now. Out of curiosity Dei also dared to ask.
"Hm... What's Regan gonna say?" asked Dei a little scared.
"Guein..."
Regan shook her head. "No, you don't want to go home."
Dei looked at the clock on his phone. "Yes, Dei is late."
"You have come home there."
"Dei go home first, brother," said Dei.
"Be careful."
Again and again he was shocked by Regan's words, because he felt confused Dei just nodded and immediately went to go home.
Regan who kept staring at Dei left until completely lost from his sight, immediately rubbed the rough face of it.
"Crazy you gan, you want to say what was that...." Regan was very upset with herself.
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