D. Deirsh & Depression
Part 5's

..."God will always replace it with a better version."...

       "Can't you choose to go back!" Strictly speaking of a girl.

       The one who was angry was smiling.

       "I don't need your smile, which... I-I need you to come back."

       "And you know! I miss you every night, always me"

       His words stopped as a hand tried to remove the strands of hair that tried to cover his face.

       The man closed his eyes for a moment. "I miss you more."

       "just! Maybe God wants us to be apart for a while" said the man.

       "That night was the end of our story, a tragedy, until fate had to separate us."

       The girl recalled the incident that night. Where he must witness someone he loves must be gone forever.

       "Athar! let Dei come with Athar, Dei is tired!" dei slowly said.

       Athar the man shook his head. "You stay here, because you still deserve to feel happiness."

       "You! You're my happiness.." Dei explained.

       "Not me anymore, there will be someone who will make you happy."

       "Dei wants to join Athar.... "

       At this time the girl's heartbeat is not strange, even her breathing is like racing to go anywhere. The dream came back again, making Dei so agitated at this moment, that a grain of cold sweat slowly fell from his skin.

       At five in the morning, Dei chose not to continue his sleep. He was in front of the mirror and still thinking about the dream.

       The dream that always comes makes him unable to heal from the wounds of the past. Every dialogue that occurred in his dream, made Dei completely unable to forget about it.

       Dei looked at himself in the mirror before him. He saw her, saw a girl who was being played with by her destiny.

       So agitated, that was what Dei felt from this morning until now. Now Dei was getting ready to go to work, and before that he chose to go to a place where his mind was so agitated.

       Dei walked over, looked for public transport and immediately went towards his destination.

       "That stops." Dei said giving the fare and immediately came down from the angkot.

       Now that he had arrived at that place, Dei closed his eyes for a moment and tried to hold back his tears from falling. Dei looked back at his surroundings now, long enough he had not come to that place. Not that he did not want to visit, but he tried to mengikhlaskan.

       Dei stepped his feet slowly, entered a large gate and was immediately greeted by a gust of wind that made his hair fly.

       "Did you welcome me who just came here!" Dei said softly.

       He continued his steps, not forgetting his eyes that were focused on looking for something. Until Dei fell silent, he had arrived, a name once he longed to have met.

       ATHAR RAJENDRA PRAJA Name located on one of the tombstones of several tombstones around it. Dei had already arrived at that tomb, the tomb of someone who meant so much to him first.

       "Hi how are you?" dei asked as he approached the tomb.

       "You always refuse, if I always want to come with you in dreams."

       A single tear passed through his cheek. "Even! You asked me to forget you."

       Dei lowered his head, he was no longer able to hold back those tears. A cry now rang out, Dei raised his head again while looking at the sky for a moment and looked back at Athar's tomb.

       "I've been trying to forget you. But! Not with my heart still wanting you" Dei said trying to calm down.

       Dei slowly held onto the tombstone. "What is in this life! I can't see you anymore?"

       And finally the cry broke again, he really couldn't help it. One year he had felt that longing and one year he had lost it all.

       "That night! It was very beautiful at first for me. But not in the end, where he took you from me."

       At the moment the atmosphere was very quiet, there was only him in the cemetery. He was only accompanied by a few birds that were busy flying there and here in the air.

       "When it rains that night.... " Continue Dei said.

       "I still remember what you said. If at that time the sky is longing for the earth" said Dei.

       "Did God miss you that night too! Till God, take you away with him...."

       That is what Dei is thinking now, where he thinks that God misses his lover more.

       "Athar! I'll never get tired of saying, I miss you so much."

       Rumbling sounds, laughter makes the atmosphere of the cafe so crowded. Cafe bells that continue to sound and the employees who continue to return to bring orders, so it looks very busy.

       "Please enjoy." Dei said kindly when giving an order.

       Dei was back, there were still many orders that he had to deliver. Seeing so many customers overwhelmed some employees, they all did not know, that tonight so many buyers. Though they have given info in front that today the cafe will close faster than usual day.

       Dei was waiting for some orders to be made. Sometimes it helps what he can do.

       "Dey! Would you like to go home with me?" An offer from Eza made Dei pause for a moment.

       Dei did not have time to answer, Salwa immediately cut off when Dei wanted to speak.

       "No way, Dei will go home with me" continued Salwa.

       "Need Dei!" Salwa asked, and was immediately taken in by Dei.

       Eza saw that a little upset. But yes, he also had no right to force Dei to go home with him.

       "Sorry, brother, Dei with Salwa." Said Dei who felt bad.

       While Eza just nodded his head while smiling. The three of them returned with their work.

       At nine o'clock in the evening, the cafe was closed. So is Dei and Salwa who are currently walking towards a park.

       "We've never been on this road!" salwa said to Dei.

       "So long ago I never played or walked again with my friends."

       Dei who heard that just smiled. Had thought also, that he was the same as Salwa, had long since he did not gather with his school friends.

       Now that they had reached a city park, they had been sitting leisurely on a stretch of grass without any idle.

       "Dey! Where are your friends now?" salwa asked making Dei a little confused.

       "Ihh Dei was dumb."

       "Emm, Dei also doesn't know, maybe they are busy working too or continuing to college."

       "Oh yes! How not to go to college?" Ask Salwa back.

       The question this time made Dei completely speechless, a glimpse of past memories appearing in his mind. Salwa who saw Dei's behavior became confused, Salwa had thought if there was something wrong with the question.

       "Hey Dei! I'm so dumb again.... " She said while awakening Dei from her daydream.

       Dei just shook his head. Seeing that Salwa was immediately looking for another topic for them obrolin.

       "Eh yes Dei, you realize that brother Eza is like lo," said Salwa.

       Dei was a little shocked and continued with laughter because of the words of his coworker. "What the hell is Sal, Dei was already considered brother Eza kayak Dei himself."

       "It will be you who consider as brother, if from his sister Eza he knows right." said Salwa teasingly.

       "You love Eza's brother" Dei continued.

       "Where I am, I already have."

       "Do you have a boyfriend?" This time Dei asked.

       But the topic this time made Salwa's expression change.

       "Gue has actually been fooled, and will soon be engaged." Salwa answered, who seemed unhappy.

       Again shocked by the words of his friend, he even thought that there was still an age of matchmaking today. Dei looked at Salwa, he also felt something making his friend was not as happy as before.

       Dei slowly approached him. "If you don't want to tell a story yet, Dei knows how you feel now" Dei said.

       "Later if you are ready to tell a story, say it to Dei, it must be Dei Dengerin," Dei smiled.

       "Huuaa thanks Dei, you mah Besti I really...." Salwa said while hugging Dei.

       Dei returned it while laughing happily. He felt a little bit of his happiness again, this time he thought, that every God took his happiness, would definitely be given back that happiness in a different version.

       Friend, friend, Dei hopes it will not be usurped by his destiny again.

       Busy in the kitchen every morning, it has become common for women who already have a family. Likewise with Erin, who had been busy with kitchen equipment at her brother's house.

       Today he plans to have breakfast with Dei, and after that he wants to ask his uncle to accompany him to buy something.

       After he prepared food at the table, Erin also prepared food to be delivered to her brother's room.

Krekka....

       The sound of the room door that he slowly opened, seen his brother was awake and was sitting near his window while enjoying the morning weather. Erin walked up to Dela, putting the food she had brought on the table.

       "Sister! Eat first yes," said Erin approached Dela.

       "Later brother eat," Dela replied briefly.

       "Oh yeah, Erin will be the same Dei wants to come out, brother wants nitip?"

       Dela did not reply, she simply shook her head. Seeing that Erin sat on the bedside, while looking at her brother.

       "Until when!" erin said making Dela directly look at him with a dislike look.

       "Erin please be with brother, it's been a long time...."

       "Enough Erin," cut Dela to make her adek speech stop.

       "Nobody ever said it, don't ever talk about it again."

       Dela heard that, only sighed in annoyance. He did not like it if his grandfather always discussed his past.

       "Sister! Erin saw him!"

       "He always looks okay now. But not with his eyes, which always have the hope of big brother," said Erin.

       "You're out, brother wants to be alone" pleaded Dela.

       "So please catch Erin! Don't let anything happen, you'll feel sorry."

       "So I said get out, GET OUT.... " Snapped Dela, making Erin choose to leave her brother.

       Now there was only a sobbing, the tears fell again. He felt it again, but he could not understand it.

       "Sorry Mama Dei."

Jakarta, june 22...

       The touch of different music in some shops, the cries of the sellers on the people who were looking around, made the impression of being so warm.

       Currently Dei is quite happy to accompany his aunt to shop for some items needed at home. Now they are in a bakery that is quite crowded with buyers, Erin and Dei also choose to sit in a chair to wait their turn.

       Erin put some of her groceries down. "Aunty hasn't been here in a long time, and now a lot has changed." Hearing that Dei just smiled looking at his aunt.

       "Eh yes, out of here we go to where the fruit used to be, auntie wants to buy fruit for your mama, then we go home aunty already tired," said Erin.

       "Dei aunty who bought," continued Dei while looking at his exhausted aunt. "Tante let's rest here, while waiting for the bread order,"

       "Ohhh May-can Dei.." Erin replied while taking out some money and giving it to her pony.

       "Now, buy your mama oranges same apples."

       "Yes tan, Dei go first huh," Dei said as he received the money.

       "Be careful."

       Dei smiled and immediately rushed out of the bakery and walked towards one of the fruit sellers who was quite close.

       Now that he was in the fruit place, Dei had just finished choosing the fruit he was going to buy.

       "How much buk?" ask the fruit seller.

       "One hundred and five thousand mbak." Reply to the seller.

       Dei nodded and immediately took the money.

       "But the money."

       That sentence, not from Dei's mouth. A man who suddenly appeared next to her and immediately paid for her shopping.

       "No, I have money"

Degs....

       Now his heartbeat seemed to stop for a moment, his body trembling. Dei was speechless at the man, wanting to talk but difficult to say.

       "Lord! What kind of fate did you give me." That sentence crossed his mind now.

       Dei knew him, knew him well. He will never forget someone who means enough to him.

       "At-athar!" Dei was trembling.

       The man smiled but did not reply to the remark, he immediately rushed away leaving Dei who was now still speechlessly confused in his place.

       "Mom!" said the fruit seller, making Dei aware of his daydream.

       "I'm sorry buk, is this the money?"

       "It's been paid but mbak, same brother earlier." Said the seller.

       Dei was still feeling confused, as if he was being played with right now. He took the plastic and went to look for the man with him.

       There was nothing that he passed, Dei noticed everything around him, but he still did not find the man.

       Dei continued to search for her, until he saw the man laughing with some children across the street.

       He did not want to lose track of the man again. Dei ran a little towards him, without realizing a car was speeding right towards Dei who was running.

Tin.tin...Tin.tin....

Bruck....

       "Accident... A wreck...."

       "Tolongggs... Quick.... "

       "Follow him... Lift your.... "

       "Call a quick ambulance, O God of pity.... "

       Slowly his eyes opened, the cries of people made him slightly dizzy. But when he opened his eyes perfectly, a hug now he felt.

       Deirsh was in someone's arms, Dei slowly looked at that person's face. A man with elbow eyes, slightly messy hair, earrings and Dei saw, a moon tattoo on the man's neck.

       "Please call a fast ambulance...."

       "Follow him.. Lift your... "

       The sound of the crowd, made Dei turn to look at him. Very crowded people in the middle of the road, and also seen a bag of groceries that had been scattered in the middle of the road.

       "You're CRAZY! You want TO DIE...." A clash made Dei shocked.

       Dei looked at the man who was still hugging him. There was a hint of anger on his face, making him feel extremely confused.

       "If I hadn't been quick, you might have been there." Said the man while looking at the crowd in the middle of the road.

Degs....

       Sounding heart rate is now irregular, the breathing that racing makes him so dizzy. Dei saw the crowd, crash, die. Dei was completely dizzy, he was already unable to think of anything at this moment.

       Dei slowly released the man's embrace. As he walked towards the accident, Dei wanted to see him. But just a few steps, a grasp held his hand.

       "Lo is crazy!" said the man back. While Dei was just silent with his empty mind now.

       "Lo don't see how you are now."

       Again Dei did not respond. Right now he was completely confused, plus hearing the sound of horn on the street, the sound of screaming, making himself feel so dizzy.

       Until a familiar scream was heard by his ears.

       "Dey... Build Dei...."

       The last words he heard, before he actually fell back in the arms of the man with him.

SERIATE.......

Hay all......

Story D: Deirsh & Depression is back...

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