D. Deirsh & Depression
Part 4's

..."Sometimes I think I can decide my own destiny!"...

     "Don't go bang! Don't stay in Dei with Mama hiks...." The cry broke, Dei begged her brother not to leave them.

     Despite continuing to plead with her already hoarse voice, Carles did not care. He just focused on taking all his clothes to the bottom.

     "Bang hiks.. please bang! Pity mom if brother leaves."

      Carles put all his clothes in the bag. He turned around, approaching his begging brother crying.

      "Lo is selfish" Carles said, leaving Dei speechless.

      "If you're not selfish, I'll STILL BE WITH KITAA...." Say Carles again with a little snapping at the end.

      Back then Dei was really scared to see her, even Dei just lowered his head without seeing Carles's face.

      Carles grasped both of Dei's shoulders, so that his grandfather stood right in front of his brother. Dei fell silent while enduring the pain on both of his shoulders.

      "After you've ruined all this, you want me to stay here!" carles said with a little smirk on his face.

       "Lo is selfish... YOU'RE SELFISH." Snapped Carles while pushing Dei down.

       Carles immediately left the scene sitting on the floor with fear. Dei slowly hugged himself and hid his face, until the cry returned.

       Slowly Dei lifted his head, he fell asleep still sitting on the bed. Sunlight came into his room through the open Sela.

       Dei stood up and sat on his bed, he

A little dizzy plus he still remembers the incident last night. Dei tried to stand up and immediately cleaned up, and headed straight for the kitchen.

       That's what he feels in his house right now. Dei cooks for him and his mother breakfast, Dei is still in grief, but what his brother says is true is that he should not be selfish. Dei headed to his mother's room with a plate of rice and a glass of water.

       Dei opened the door, seeing Dela her mother crying. Dei knew what his mother was feeling now, just as it seemed to lose someone they loved. Dei walked over to try to calm his mother down.

       "Ma! Mama ate first yes," Dei said slowly, but there was no response from Dela.

      "Mom, you'll get sick if you don't eat!"

      Hearing his son's words Dela just shook her head. Since her husband died a week ago, Dela has been alone in her room.

      "Ma! Dei please mama ma-"

      "If you recede that night" said Dela Suddenly and made her child speechless.

      "If you hadn't left that night,"

      "If you obey what your father, mother and brother say,"

       "Definitely... Th-your father is still alive, hyks." The crying of Dela broke again.

       As for Dei, he fell silent at what his mother said. An ANDAI word was like making himself so very guilty, Dei's tears flowing past his smooth cheeks. Dei was still silent to be able to accept his mother's sentence in his mind. Even if he could say it too. If that time could be repeated, there would be no loss a second time.

       Until Dei realized when he heard the sobs of his mother, Dei tried to approach his mother.

       "Ma! Sorry Dei, please forgive Dei hiks.." Dei said so regretfully.

       "Please stay with mama, mama still wants to be alone," said Dela made Dei a little surprised.

       "Ma...."

       "Please get out."

       The sentence made Dei's heart so sick, only this time he listened to his mother speak like that. Dei immediately ran out to his room, until he was sitting limp on the floor of his room. And again, the crying broke again.

                            ~~~

        He ends up letting go of someone he loves. When love becomes the beginning of the story, and there will be a word wound at the end of the story.

         And now Dei heard that story. Salwa pulls Dei not to go home first to listen to her story.

         "Udah done! Dei comes home now yes." said Dei who wanted to stand up but returned to sit because pulled by his friend.

         "Ihh Dei! I don't know how Salwa feels" said the girl. Dei just smiled, his friend likes to read Stories in one of the applications.

          "That's just Sal's story!"

          "But the ending is sad anyway...." Salwa said with a sad face.

           Dei who was quite tired because he had worked plus heard the curses of his friend, he immediately stood up and went straight home.

          "Maybe don't read it anyway, Dei's gone home first." Dei stood up and took his bag.

          "First... Nye"

          Salwa replied by waving her hand, but with a still sad facial expression.

          Today Dei walked in another direction, not as usual towards the city hall. Dei walked towards one of the workshops, a few days ago Dei brought his bike to repair with the help of some Smp children in his house.

          Dei felt quite tired, because the distance of the cafe to the workshop where the bike is quite far and plus the hot sun is quite hot. Until a few minutes Dei walked finally he reached the workshop.

         The workshop looks quite crowded, plus many young people who are justifying their motorcycles.

         Dei looked around, until he saw someone he knew.

        "Of Hendrik!" Dei's greeting to the owner of the workshop. Dei knew enough about Hendrik who used to be very close to his father, even if Hendrik already considered us as his brother.

        Om Hendrik walked over to Dei. "Udah dong, it's just a change of tires." Said Hendrik who was possessed by Dei.

        "Gas! Please bring that bike here."

        Bagas a young man who worked long enough in the workshop om Hendrik was immediately take his bicycle.

        "Don't you see Dei?" tanya Bagas who knew him well.

        "Busy Gas work." Bagas nodded and returned with his work.

        "So how many?" ask Dei.

        "Ehh, no need not, anyways just change the tire doang," said Hendrik.

        "Oh om, Dei does not feel good, om always do not want to be paid if the same Dei."

        "Not to be ponakan om!"

        "Serious about free?" ask Dei again.

        "Yes Dei, you keep the money."

        "Judah! Dei went straight home, he wanted to be late in the afternoon, too" Dei said, taking his bike.

        "Yes be careful of you, go straight home and don't go anywhere."

        "Thank you, om. Bagas! Dei go home first yes," Dei told Hendrik and Bagas.

        "Oke Dei Be careful." Shouted Bagas.

        Dei had now brought his blue bicycle. It had been a long time since he could feel his bike riding again, and even the universe seemed to be siding with him. The weather is quite hot now has been replaced with a cloud that is quite soothing for people who are again on the move outside. Even a gust of wind now made Dei's short hair fly.

         Because maybe Dei has not carried a bike for a long time, making himself tired quickly. Dei chose to rest on one of the park benches in each row of cities. He placed his bicycle on a tree that was not too big, and went straight to one of the benches not far from the tree.

         A little boy was seen sitting by himself. Until Dei remembered something, the boy was a little boy who stood in front of the cafe for a few days. Dei approached him immediately.

        "Hi!" sapa Dei made the little boy look at him.

       Dei sat next to the boy. "What are you doing here?" ask Dei.

       "Wait for me, please" replied the boy.

       "Dad." Dei's murmuring parroted.

       "Dad said to go to the toilet for a minute."

        Hearing his words Dei immediately looked around, he wondered if there was a public toilet around them now.

         "Is it still a long time? It looks like it's going to rain!" dei said while looking at the sky that was almost covered with clouds.

         "The sky is longing for the earth."

  Degs....

        At that time his heart was beating uncontrollably, a gust of wind that suddenly was quite strong crashed into his body. Dei slowly looked at the child.

       The words spoken, the smile issued. Lordy! Now he really feels his past is near him now. Is it true, someone is missing him or is he missing someone!

       "Sister!" call the boy to wake the silent Dei.

       "That sentence," said Dei who suddenly came out of his mouth.

       "Ohh, I used to say that" he said.

       Dei fell silent again, he was still thinking about the sentence of the boy, even the smile of the boy was very similar to someone in his past.

      Dei looked back at him. "Whose name are you?"

      "RADITE!"

      "Dad...." The little boy ran to hug a man. Dei also saw the man, the man who called Radit's name.

      "This father is a good brother, Radit was with this brother" Radit told his father.

      Dei was still speechless, he was at a loss as to what he wanted to speak at this moment.

       "Thank you for your son" said the man, and Dei nodded slowly.

       "I am the King" said the man, extending his hand.

       Dei saw it initially confused, until finally he received his speech. "Deirsh."

        "Thank you again, we're ahead." The father and son also left Dei who was still loyal in his place.

        What kind of fate is he accepting now. God gave that person back, in a different version.

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