
..."Dad is the first love of girls. I love my father, think of him as a hero and everything. However, now all of that is broken by the fact that my father .. incised a deep wound in my heart." ...
...~Deana~...
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Really, Deana felt hurt when she remembered about her father. The man who he always later in his presence, it turns out incised a deep wound. Creating lara that makes Deana unable to speak anymore.
He's disappointed.
He was wounded to see what the father was doing with his own eyes. In fact, all this time Deana was always waiting for the return of the man. Thought he was still a fine man.
"Nr ...."
Deana turned her head when she heard the call from her mother who was already in the doorway. The clock was eight o'clock in the evening, but Deana was not willing to eat at all. Luckily, Raffi has been home since last time because there was a dinner with Adit's parents. So Tinah was free to talk to her daughter.
"Why are you so moody like that? Are you sure you don't want to eat?" ask Tinah. Sitting next to her daughter and gently rubbing the top of the girl's head.
"Dea's not hungry, ma'am." Deana answered softly.
"You should eat. Don't be late, it will hurt. If you get sick, pity Raffi." Tinah is still trying to seduce. Now he uses Raffi because the woman knows how unfortunately Deana is to Raffi.
"Later, Mom." Deana sigh*hkan breath into the air roughly. It was as if he was releasing a heavy burden that felt squeezing the chest. "Mom, how's that guy? Did he die from being beaten up by the people?"
"That guy? Meanin?" Tinah pretended to be confused, but she knew who Deana meant.
"Sir." Deana answered briefly. Back to sigh*hkan his breath. The girl's heart still felt pain and her tongue was reluctant if she had to say a name or just call the man. I still feel very hurt and disappointed.
"The father has been taken to the police station. Wh why? You want to see him?" ask Tinah slowly.
Deana nodded quickly. "No, Ma. I don't want to consider him my father anymore."
"Why?"
"Because my father was a good man not a pickpocket." Deana's eyeballs are wet. The pain really made him helpless. He still did not expect and believe that his father became such an evil person.
"De, you better meet your father and talk. Ask him why he could be a pickpocket." Tinah spoke very softly.
"Dea won't, Mom. Dea better sleep and work. Dea doesn't want to see him at all." Deana also laid her body on the bed and hugged the roll very tightly. Coded Tinah that she would not talk about her father anymore.
Tinah did not want to force either. Let time slowly heal Deana's heart. Just like him who tried sincerely even though the heart of Tinah was ravaged. However, he did not want to look weak in front of others, especially his two children.
***
"Pa," called Raffi as the boy was on his way home with the father.
"Last noon Dea cried" Raffi fought. Adit stopped the car immediately. Then flipped his body to the side and looked at his son fixedly.
"crying? Why is Dea crying? Are you naughty?" guess Adit. The boy nodded quickly too.
"No," he said quickly. "Mbak Dea said glitter."
"Oh, indeed if the eyes are blinking it makes a cry. Don't you also cry a lot when you're flickering?" adit. Raffi nodded quickly.
After that, Adit returned to drive his car. He behaves as if it is okay when his mind feels anxious. Worried that something might happen to Deana. Adit hastened the speed of his car to get home soon because he can't wait to contact Deana.
Upon arrival at home, Adit immediately told Raffi to sleep, while he contacted Deana to make sure. Although he knew that he should not interfere in Deana's affairs, Adit could not resist curiosity.
"Hallo, Mas Adit."
Just hearing Deana's voice from across the phone has made Adit's heart shake.
"You're asleep, yeah. Sorry, if I'm disturbing." Adit. He intentionally called her.
"Not yet, Mom. What was? Tumben one phone night-night?" tanya Deana was curious because this was unlike Adit who usually was.
"Em .. is actually nothing, anyway. I just want to make sure. Raffi said you were crying this afternoon? Is that true?" Finally, Adit asked the question.
Long enough only silence was created between them as Deana did not reply at all, while Adit was still waiting for the girl to open her voice.
"Nr ...."
"I'm not crying, Mom." Deana interrupted quickly. "Just a flickering."
"You sure you're just a flickering? Mercifully. I think Raffi is so naughty that it makes you cry" said Adit trying to calm down when his mind was anxious and guessed that there was something Deana was hiding from him.
They no longer chatted for long because Adit wanted the girl across there to rest. After the call was interrupted, Adit stared at the screen of his phone while breathing deeply.
"I'm sure there's something you're hiding, De. I'll find out what it is."
***
Deana put her phone in bed. Then back in a deep breath before finally immersing the face in the pillow. His talk began to be heard again when he remembered about the father who had incised wounds for him.
He wanted to talk to Adit, but he didn't. Deana prefers to just hold it. He doesn't want Adit to misunderstand him.
"Oh my God, what should I do."
Deana closed her eyes and forced herself to sleep. He hoped that the reality he received today was just a nightmare. Which will disappear when I wake up.