Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
Try It If You Can

The married life of Jesselyn and Leon has entered its fourth month. Not much changes from the daily life of the two, only Jesselyn relented to not work again at the Rainbow Cafe as before she was married. She also recalled her mother's message to prioritize her family, especially her husband Leon.

Just like before, every morning he helps his in-laws in the kitchen and after that prepares Leon's needs for work and then he gets ready to go to campus.

Since Leon worked and took over the company, his papa has only been to the office a few times to monitor the workings of Leon and employees. Now both parents spend more time in Bogor with opa and oma.

As if he did not want to waste the opportunity, Nadya also often spent his weekend in Bogor. Unbroken spirit he remained in his stance to win the heart of Inspiration until one day the doctor collapsed and will accept it.

Every time to Bogor Nadya will visit Ilham at the puskesmas where he works and bring different food but none of which was touched by him. In order to get the attention of Ilham he was willing to go back and forth Jakarta-Bogor every week, bringing food that Ilham might like, he said, imham followed him to the homes of people in need of treatment and put a bottle of mango juice on the man's desk before he came home.

Everything Nadya did seemed meaningless because Ilham never paid attention to what Nadya did to him.

A month ago during Nadya's last visit to Bogor Ilham firmly said that he would never like and give Nadya a chance.

"Well, if you you really like me, I give you a month to make me like you. If in a month I have no idea anything about you, I ask you to stop chasing me and never appear before me again."

"But I really like you. Oma also talked to your papa, and your papa agreed that we have a relationship."

"Pope me, not me!"

"But I like you" Nadya assured Ilham.

"But I'm not!"

Although heavy and not as expected Nadya, he remains optimistic that he can certainly convince and seize the heart of Insham and make it his own.

It has been three weeks since their last meeting Nadya had never been to Bogor because she was busy with the schedule of lectures and the preparation of the semester exams, moreover, it will not be long again he will do field practice which will certainly take more time than before.

In the afternoon after completing his affairs on the campus Nadya who had missed the city of Bogor especially with Ilham immediately ordered a taxi to take him there.

At about ten in the evening when the taxi carrying Nadya almost arrived at the opa house, a young man was lying in the middle of the road on a motorcycle beside him in a wounded state. Without thinking, Nadya asked the taxi driver to take the man to the health center to get help.

"Patience yes, we are afraid again nyampe puskesmas, the place is not far from here," said Nadya holding the body of the young woman.

They soon arrived at their destination. Luckily the health center is open because there is preparation for tomorrow's counseling for the residents.

"Please, someone is injured in the car" Nadya called as she saw a woman dressed in a health uniform.

"Brought into aja mba first to be handled directly, the doctor's hump is also still inside."

Assisted by the taxi driver, Nadya pushed the injured man inside and placed him on the bed.

"Thank you. By the way my name is Reno, it looks like we're the same age so call me a name."

"I'm Nadya. You fell off the bike for speeding and recklessness, didn't you?"

"Haha... No, I was intending to avoid kittens, eh ngak knowya even apes like this."

Asik tells of a male doctor approaching the two with medical equipment in his hand.

"Why are you doing nights here?" ask the doctor to see Nadya and Reno take turns full of investigation.

"Ilham?? M-I mean I'm a doctor still working these nights?" ask Nadya back.

"Several weeks of being invisible and suddenly showing up at night with men."

Ilham opened the box in his hand and began to clean Reno's wounds.

"Your boyfriend?"

"No!" nadya replied definitely.

"Dock candidate" Reno winked one eye at Nadya and it was seen directly by Ilham.

"Arghhh.... Plan a minute, doc. Pain when pressed hard."

After treating Reno's wounds, Ilham immediately left the two and allowed them to go straight home.

"Oh yes mas, I had brought the motorcycle mas to the house of residents near the fall earlier, tomorrow can take the motor."

"Thank you sir, the villa where my family lives is far from here."

"If so you take this taxi just so that all of you are escorted, right your motorbike is not here, how?" nadya's bargain on Rono.

"May, as long as ngerepotin."

"Yes, you pay the taxi fare the most. Haha... Just kidding."

"If it's easy. Flip now?"

"okay!"

Just as the driver was about to take his taxi, Ilham approached them in a hurry.

Whafs-tok...

Whafs-tok...

"Hurry out" said Ilham.

Nadya lowered the car window beside her and Ilham quickly put her hand open the car door from inside.

"I'm the one who took you home!"

Inspiration pulled Nadya's hand out of the car and carried her away from there.

Haha...

Reno laughed watching what she had just seen, shaking her head as the two moved further away from her gaze.

"Road, sir. I'll pay the tax fee."

****

"Let's walk fast."

Like a chick, Nadya followed the quick steps of Ilham in front of her and occasionally her head hit Ilham's back.

In the middle of the road Ilham stopped his steps and turned his body to face Nadya. The quiet and dark streets make the atmosphere of the village streets so quiet plus the cold air that pierces to the bone.

"Why stop, doc?"

"What do you really want, huh?"

"I mean doctor?"

"Aren't you chasing me for a few months? Don't you like me the same? You even your family make me want and accept you but you're the same other guy these nights. You want to play me, huh?"

Nadya retreated step by step because of Ilham who cornered her.

"Whose man was that?"

The sound of Inspiration was slow but so intimidating that it made Nadya goosebumps.

"But it's good that at least I won't be bothered with you again every weekend. A woman like you is indeed the type that can't hold on to one person."

Nadya could no longer hold back every time Ilham said a sentence that hurt her heart. Nadya began to shed tears that she had been enduring every time Ilham issued sentences of rejection of her.

"Yes I like. I like you but that doesn't mean I'm a stupid girl who will always be patient with all of your words."

"You just found out you're stupid?"

"Yes, I'm a fool and a fool to like you. If you don't like it at least you don't need to hurt my heart with your words."

"How come, you want to give up?"

"Yes. I'm giving up on you. I stopped until here. I was wrong to think by not seeing you for a few weeks you will find me but it turns out I was wrong. You just calm down, I won't bother you again, won't appear in front of you again and will forget you."

Nadya reluctantly took out everything she felt. Although his heart and speech were opposite yet he felt it was enough for him to hold everything back.

Seeing Nadya as much as Ilham was confused and feeling guilty. He didn't know what to do other than to be silent on hearing everything Nadya said. There was even a sense of annoyance and dislike when he heard Nadya say she would stop seeing him and would forget him.

"So you want to forget I'm so right now, right? You want to forget me just because of the same guy you were at the puskesmas?"

"I don't know him. I just met you on the street, but I'm sure he seems better than you."

"Are you sure you want to fuck me?" tanya Ilham with a gaze so sharp and squeezed firmly Nadya's arm.

"Yes! I will forget you, I will never like you again."

Nadya increasingly raised her voice, unable to hold her emotions while Ilham spread his gaze around fearing that someone saw their quarrel and disturbed the citizens.

"Follow me!"

Inspiration pulled Nadya and brought her back. Nadya thrashed and lashed Ilham's hand trying to release his hand.

Ilham took Nadya to the contract where she lived and immediately locked the door.

"You said you'd spare me, right?"

Without permission Ilham immediately kissed Nadya's lips at a glance to make him spontaneously push Ilham's body and when he raised his hand about to slap, Ilham had already first held Nadya's hand and kissed her lips for quite a long time.

"Try it if you can" said Ilham when ending his kiss.

"Get in the room and go to bed, I'll drive you home tomorrow morning."

Nadya walked into the room with a blank look as her finger touched the lips that Ilham had just kissed. He did not understand what was happening and why Ilham did it to him.