Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
Idiotically

"God...."

Nadya's mouth was wide open followed by wide eyes looking at the amazement of the bridal room that had been prepared for her and Inspiration. Followed by Ilham who walked behind him, Nadya examined one by one the entire room starting from the bed sprinkled with red roses, and then she looked at each other, the bathroom that has been filled with water in the bathtub is equipped with candles with a soothing aroma and a balcony that leads to the hills.

Nadya's view is directed at the closet without lid in the room, there is a pair of white bathrobe hanging using a hanger. Still in her wedding dress she smiles while biting her fingernails looking at the bathrobe in front of her.

"You why? Must be fantasizing and thinking of something dirty, right?"

Inspiration that has been so sultry with clothes that stick all day in his body immediately took one of the bathrobe. He was impatient to flush his body with cold water and saw the bathtub he wanted to soak for a moment to calm his body.

"No. We're officially husband and wife so what's wrong."

"Here you go, you better change your clothes and take a shower. You are not tired and tired of what a lot of standing all day," said Ilham began to take off his clothes.

"Here let me help. As a good wife, I must serve my husband well."

"No, I can do it myself. Mending you shower deluan."

Inspiration held Nadya's hand that was about to unbutton her shirt. Feeling the rejection from Inspiration, Nadya's once bright face turned to frown.

"You're still like this when we're married and officially married?"

Nadya's face was so moody, she dropped her hand which was on one of the buttons of Ilham's shirt, turned back to Ilham and sat on the bed.

Seeing Nadya moody makes Ilham feel guilty. He approached Nadya and sat down beside her.

"Are you angry?"

"No. I don't have the right to be angry, do I?"

"I'm sorry that my nature offended you and made you sad. I just wasn't used to it. All this time I've always done a lot of things myself so when anyone pays more attention I feel a little strange. Sorry huh?"

"You don't need to apologize" Nadya said, throwing her eyes off Ilham.

"I'm sorry" said Ilham sincerely. He grabbed Nadya's hands and pointed them at the buttons of her shirt. "Come," Ilham nodded his head giving the code for Nadya to open the buttons.

Nadya's once moody face shone again. The two looked at each other and threw a smile.

Nadya smiled amusedly as Ilham helped her lower the zipper of the dress she was wearing.

"I took a shower, yes" said Nadya running to the bathroom with a bulging dress.

Huh.huh...

Like a mentally ill Nadya still keeps smiling looking at her face in front of the bathroom mirror. Poking his palm on his cheek, jumping around like a child after being bought candy and wriggling around his body.

"Truly the wife I never imagined I would have" said Ilham. "Sweet but I love her so much."

The party is over and the hue of happiness is inseparable from both families. The Abhimanyu family is a family of Ilham still cool talking with the Bagas family at one of the tables in the ballroom where the wedding reception has just finished. The Abhimanyu family is famous for its luxurious hospital and is second in the city of Bogor but Ilham actually chose to work in the village puskesmas.

Many of the things they discussed included their child's choice of residence. Both families gave freedom to Nadya and Ilham who chose to live apart from the family. Some months it is likely Nadya will go back and forth Jakarta-Bogor considering the remaining lectures are a few months until graduation and after Nadya will join Ilham living in the Village.

Opa is very happy because it means Nadya can help manage the tea plantation as she had hoped so far.

****

At eight o'clock the night Jesselyn and Leon were relaxing and enjoying the cold night breeze from the balcony of the room where they were staying tonight because it was impossible to return to Jakarta given Adnan who was still a child.

"Sister," Jesselyn turned her head back as Leon wrapped his arms around her waist.

"Ngh.." - Leon dropped his head on Jesselyn's shoulder. "I love you."

"I love Leon too."

"Do you remember the wedding vows we made when we got married?" ask Leon and get a nod from Jesselyn. "Thanks..." Leon further tightened their bodies, tightly hugging Jesselyn from behind. "Please promise to never leave and leave me even to think about it, okay?"

"Son Leon knows, if that happens then I'm the dumbest woman in the world."

"Haha... You are such a fool. Stupid to want to be with a guy like me" joked Leon.

"Sister Leon is also stupid for wanting to make me a wife, whereas I used to make Leon's brother upset, angry and even slashed his own wrist."

Leon smiled remembering the moment Jesselyn said.

"When I took the ring off your finger I was completely crushed."

"And at that time Jesselyn was really afraid to take off and lose Leon's brother."

Both are in silence. Adnan who seemed tired all day was sleeping so well as to give his parents time to enjoy this night.

"Jesselyn can ask you something?"

"As much as you want," replied Leon kissing Jesselyn's cheek.

"Since when did you like me?"

"Why ask that?" ask Leon to turn around.

"St! Don't go on" Leon said, pointing his index finger at Jesselyn's lips.

Hm...

Leon took a deep breath and exhaled it around Jesselyn's neck and ears.

"Eitherway. It seems like it started there when I saw you eating at the table for the first time but for love and affection it seems like when I saw you crying after I kissed you in the car on my birthday anniversary papa's coworker first."

"When Leon's brother kissed me with that brassiere, huh?" jesselin asked, recalling.

"Bringas? You mean I'm like a tiger, there you are a bringas because at that time you bite my lips until the wound," said Leon took off his embrace and twisted Jesselyn's body facing him, he did not accept the bulldoze.

"That's because Leon's brother didn't want to stop and let go of brother's kiss. You think I wasn't scared at the time?" jesselin defended herself. "Son Leon didn't apologize at the time either."

"Why apologize for something I really wanted to do, I like it and have no regrets about doing it that time."

"Even so, at least Leon's brother must..."

"Have not been discussed again" said Leon stopped their sweet quarrel and took the woman into his arms. "We better discuss the program to make his brother Adnan, how? Hehe..."

"That's what he wanted Leon. Adnan was a kid and needed us both. If we have a new road planned, agree?" pinta Jesselyn raised her head to look at Leon.

"alright. At least I have only one rival for now" said Leon, following Jesselyn's words and glancing at Adnan who was not at all bothered by their voices.

Jesselyn closed her eyes inhaling the scent of the body of the man who hugged her tightly, the man who always looked after her and who would always be there for her and their baby.

"Not at that time. I liked you and only realized it when I saw you on a bike bonnet with someone I also knew she liked you a lot. At that time you looked so happy with the vanilla ice cream in your hand. Out of annoyance and anger I vented it by damaging the bike" Leon said in his heart.

****

A couple of newlyweds are pampering their bodies by soaking in a bathtub. Earlier when Nadya was only about five minutes of soaking, Ilham who was also sultry immediately followed Nadya to the bathroom and took a dip.

Because of the shame Nadya only showed part of her head. Occasionally the views of the two meet each other because of their positions facing each other.

Echem...

Inspiration thundered broke the silence between those who were silent only from earlier. Slowly he moved closer to Nadya and sat down next to her. Jakun Ilham was up and down when their skin came into contact in the water, Nadya stiffened as Ilham sat closer and closer to her.

Srakk...

Bunyis gurgled with water as Nadya held Ilham's hand against her thigh.

Back the two looked at each other with sad eyes and somehow since when the two had already dissolved in a kiss.

The gurgling sound of water scattered to witness how the two dissolve in the beauty of love that welcomes each other.

Not until there, Ilham slowly lifted Nadya's wet body towards the bed that seemed to have been waiting for the presence of the two on it.

What was originally only one-sided love is now sweet love that gives and receives each other. Their union became more beautiful because now the love was already present in both.

A few hours passed, the wet skin because of the water is now swapped with sweat that is now attached to the body of lovebirds who just feel and taste the beauty of their wedding night.

Tired after doing their activities now only the sound of breathing both are heard. Give time for their tired bodies to rest. Gathering more energy for the next battle that was also in front of their eyes.

****

Still in Leon's arms, Jesselyn remembered something and was eager to tell Leon.

"Why?" leon asked as Jesselyn raised her face again.

"I used to dream. His dream was twice and both times the same."

"What dream?" ask Leon curious.

"I dream of someone holding me tightly with a beautiful gaze."

"Oh, huh?" leon said with a smile.

"But strangely it's not like a dream, as real as I can feel and smell the perfume on the body that holds me."

"Oh yeah, what does it smell like?" leon held back his laughter.

"The smell is exactly like the perfume that Leon's brother wears but ngak possible also right, let alone in the real world in a dream ngk possible."

"Why is that possible?"

"Yes no way, brother, it was Leon's brother who didn't seem to like me" said Jesselyn pouting.

"That's me. It's real and not a dream."

"What's? So that?" ask Jesselyn not to believe it.

"Yes, it's me."

Leon lifts up Jesselyn's body, bringing her in because the air is getting colder, while Jesselyn still can't believe what she thinks is a reality she never expected.