Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
Makes Me Feel Stiff

No one can resist the power of the owner of our lives. There is a love to replace suffering. There is laughter to replace weeping, as well as birth and death in this world.

As strong and as big as we can but if the universe has determined what we have to experience and go through then that is what we must be ready to accept.

As powerful as Jesselyn tried to remove her body from both hands Leon who hugged her tightly from behind. Leon's heavy and raucous voice for withstanding the sobbing didn't care about Jesselyn at all.

As forcefully as Leon hugged his girl hoping for her understanding.

"Deliver!" jesselyn shouted to the lower floor where Bagas was calming the wife who seemed shocked and did not expect this incident.

"No. I won't leave before you say we're all right" Leon pleaded. "I love you and you know that, right?" he said again, convincing his girl.

Leon's appearance was so chaotic with disheveled hair and eyes.

"Do you understand the word freelancing?" jesselin's voice sounded so rude and unfriendly.

"Aaaaaa.you...."

Leon screams in pain as his arm is bitten by Jesselyn leaving a tooth scar. Hurriedly Jesselyn let go of her body and turned to face Leon who was still grimacing.

"Get out!" jesselyn's orders.

"I don't want to!" about Leon.

"I say get out right now," cried Jesselyn who increasingly made Lena who was under the roar could not bear if Leon also became a target Jesselyn.

"I'm going to go out but you use this first" Leon said, not wanting to make Jesselyn's anger bigger. Leon showed me the ring he had been holding.

"I don't need and stop to always stick with me because it's so annoying and makes me uncomfortable. Understood?" jesselin said without pause.

"I know you're angry but you're gonna hear me say what, you just misunderstood. Okay, you're angry, but should I get hit too?" with a heavy voice Leon again tried to convince him.

Jesselyn finally collapsed hearing Leon's words. He crouched down, bowing his head above both knees. His cry escaped out, spilling everything he felt.

"I don't know what happened in the past but please don't be like this. The past has its own story, huh?" leon hugged Jesselyn. "Never think of staying away, even hate me."

His cry sounded more and more softly when he was in Leon's arms. The feeling that has raged since last night he spilled with the roar of tears.

"Please get out, brother. I want to be alone now" said Jesselyn pulling her body from Leon's arms without even looking at her.

Jesselyn knew what happened had nothing to do with Leon but somehow it was hard for her to reconcile with her current heart going to Leon because of Lena's aunt.

****

This morning the day was so bright but inversely proportional to the situation in the Bagas house. The faces of the residents look so cloudy and moody.

Still the same as usual morning, this morning Jesselyn came down to the kitchen to help her aunt prepare breakfast even though she did not say a word.

After breakfast, Jesselyn prepares to go to college. Just like last night, he left alone without being delivered even though Leon was ready with his bike waiting for Jesselyn early. Leon follows Jesselyn's bus from behind until he arrives at the school. After convincing Jesselyn to arrive safely and enter the campus area Leon turned his motorbike back.

Leon went straight to one of the leading companies, because from tomorrow he will immediately work there. Bagas actually wanted Leon to take over the company he held after Leon graduated but was rejected because Leon wanted to work outside the company owned by his father.

Leon is very grateful to be able to work in the company he has been looking for so far, especially the company is close to the campus area which is also where Jesselyn attended college.

It was almost afternoon when Leon returned home. He was so excited to give good news to his father and mother including Jesselyn about him who would start working officially in a large company.

when he found a motorcycle that was familiar to him.

Leo, who had just walked out of the house after taking Jesselyn home, caught Leon waiting for him next to the red sports bike he had been riding on campus.

With a grin on Leo's face walking so casually toward Leon.

"Do you want to go to my house?" leon asked unceremoniously displaying a hostile face but was replied with a smile by Leo.

"Gue has no obligation to answer that question, after all, the hostess and hostess have no problem with my presence here" Leo replied so casually as he put a helmet on his head.

Leo bent over observing both of his motorcycle tires. He was worried that Leon would return to clean his motorcycle tires.

"Secure" said Leo as he was sure there was no problem.

After the motor engine is turned on Leo directly poked the gas past Leon just like that.

"Suck!" leon clenched both his hands.

****

The atmosphere of the dinner felt so awkward but Lena was happy because Jesselyn wanted to join in unlike the previous dinner.

Jesselyn finished her food just a little so quickly. A glass of water in front of him was also made toilet.

A large spoonful of sauteed kale accidentally put Leon on his plate to attract the attention of the girl in front of him. To be honest he still can not eat much but whatever he will do to get back the attention of his girl.

Both Bagas and Lena were gawking, swallowing their saliva they had sucked at the recklessness of their son. Unlike Jesselyn who looked ordinary.

"Leon, don't be forced son," said Lena warned but not hugged by Leon and continued to put the kale stir-fry into her mouth.

Leon hopes that Jesselyn will ask him to stop while handing him a glass of water but of course it only exists in wishful thinking. Jesselyn did not react at all until Leon's face flushed red as he held back from regurgitating the vegetables he ate. His face was already flushed like a boiled crab that had just been lifted from a frying pan and was ready to be served.

"Leon, stop!" bagas said loudly so that Leon would end his madness.

Leon ran into the bathroom with one hand closing his mouth.

Uekkkc... Uekkkc... Uekkkc...

Leon spits out everything he eats including the vegetables he deliberately ate to attract the attention of Jesselyn.

At the dinner table Bagas and Lena squash their son's madness. Unexpectedly the views of the two lead to Jesselyn who was engrossed in her thoughts.

When Jesselyn was about to stand up and clean up the dining table, she realized that two pairs of eyes were on her.

Echem...

Bagas cleared his throat, slowly sliding a glass of water over Jesselyn while Lena looked at him expectantly.

"Have you finished, ma?" ask Bagas to his wife who still holds a spoon in her hand. "It's our night break yok, ma!" Bagas took a spoon in his wife's hand and gave her a code to follow her words.

"ye-yeah, pa. Mama's done," said Lena gulping down her drink.

Jesselyn sighed looking at the glass that Bagas shifted to her. His eyes were now fixed on the bathroom where there was Leon who had been trying to pull out what was stuck and wriggling in his throat.