Dear Me Jesselyn Anastasia
No. gabe...No. gabe...

LEON (POV)

Hah...very annoying, not unwilling to do what papa asks but whatever the reason will never be accepted.

Because of so many college assignments I had no time to do hobbies that I really liked for almost a month. So when I had free time I decided to play basketball with my friends at college.

As usual after playing basketball, we spent time in one of the cafes near the campus. Because it's so cool I don't remember having to pick someone up at the airport.

I don't know him plus he's just a kid who just got into second grade High School. I don't think it's a problem if I don't pick him up and also think maybe papa picked him up because before leaving for college I didn't promise to pick him up.

Hah...very annoying, when it is still so early and in a sleepy state must wake up because of the sound of lightning papa when he was angry coupled with his nagging.

I can understand and also accept papa's reaction. But a slap also floated on my cheek and it was something I could not accept.

Papa, who I have admired so much and someone I wanted to be like, became an annoying father. Papa who never raised his hand to anyone but this time I got it myself.

A really annoying kid. I haven't even seen him yet but one slap I've received because of him. She made a morning so memorable for me, so it didn't matter if it gave her memorable days as well.

Frightened, that's what I saw from him at the first meeting and it made me even more excited.

But what was wrong with me, his fear was like as if I was going to pounce on him. I thought he was a talkative, dominant kid but I was wrong. He's just a kid who hasn't come out of his shell and needs to be forged.

The first impression of him makes me a person who is indifferent and does not care about him. I don't care if he's around or not in the circle of people around me. I was always stupid and didn't care every time he looked for a way to get close to me.

Brother Leon again what?

Where did Leon end up?

Did Leon just come home?

Didn't Leon eat?

Brother Leon why?

Brother Leon...

The question he always asks is just to be able to communicate with me.

Actually not not want to drive him to school as you ordered, it's just not better if he is independent?

He is not a Paud or Primary School child who must always be escorted to school.

And again I was wrong. One more slap I got from papa because of him and it irritated me even more.

For some reason after his arrival I often felt upset and angry, just angry I always show with silence and be ketus. He always managed to get my mood up and down.

I'm pissed 'cause he's papa to the point of slapping me.

I was upset when she managed to get mom and dad to side with her.

I was upset when he was mediocre when he actually wanted to get angry and protest at me.

I was annoyed when he easily spread smiles at people.

I get upset when someone praises him.

I was upset just because of the bike I usually taught him to ride he used with other men.

I was upset to see him put his hand on another man's shoulder.

And I was angry when he didn't hear me say not to pick up a phone call from his friend Leo.

Why me?

Haha...

No. No. I don't like it.

I don't know why it's as if there's a magnet on me that pulls my eyes to look at his face while I'm in my arms.

What was I thinking that I didn't want any other man to see her while she was soaking wet like what happened in the pool?

What happened to me so that there was no repellent when my father put on me the same ring as him?

Wh why?

Haha.....

No. No. I don't like it.

I was disappointed when the phone I gave him, he just left it on his desk.

I was disappointed not to remember giving the ring that she gave Bela.

There was a feeling of guilt when he heard his words when he was going home for his class vacation.

My chest was so tight I couldn't even say a word when I saw him turn my back and walk away from me at the airport.

There was a sense of emptiness when the questions I often heard from him were no longer heard.

And want to know what he is doing and along with whom when he saw school shoes and sandals home that even though it has been almost a year not worn but still neatly arranged in shoes as if waiting the owner is back.

After he decided to stay in the village again, although not a hundred percent but the condition of the house and the people in it was quite changed.

Nadya who usually comes home every weekend now goes home once a month. The reason is that in a quiet house there are no more friends to watch his favorite Korean dramas and there is no longer anyone he can be tempted to just joke.

Mama who become more sensitive and often daydream. Mama who is still always trying to find a way so that the daughter of her relatives can return to this house.

Even papa who is always worried about the health of his mother because he sees a mother who is often sad.

I know why my mom is so sad and I can understand but isn't everyone free to do what she wants? Including the one who returned to his old school.

Sometimes there is guilt when I see my mother sad and think if I had been kind to the child, would she have come back or remained as she is today?

He is the one whose name I rarely say.

Jesselyn Anastasya, a good name in my opinion and worth using.

A year after Jesselyn did not return, finally mama got the idea that she returned and continued to study in Jakarta.

With the consent of her mother Jesselyn, she asked her father to enlist Jesselyn in a private campus. One of the best private campuses and highly coveted by many. Mama also asked papa to pay tuition directly for a year with the aim that Jesselyn was difficult to refuse.

Even the cost to buy a plane ticket that can be transferred is not done. She bought a plane ticket and drove it straight to Jesselyn's house.

At first I refused to accompany my mother to go there tatepi see the condition of my mother finally inevitably I have to accompany her.

He wasn't home when we arrived, not even until we got home.

A short walk I've been on. But before I got tired I rested for a while. His mother let me use her room. Small and very simple. Very different from the room he occupied while in our house but it was just as clean and tidy.

There were so many photos that he displayed on the walls of his room and also on his study table. I didn't like some of the photos in her room so I decided to give a little beauty to the photos I didn't like.

Instead of comforting her heart, which might be hot, I bought her five favorite vanilla-flavored ice creams and put them in the fridge. I'm sure he'll enjoy it a lot.

As expected, Jesselyn will finally return to Jakarta and continue to study at the campus where she has been registered at the request of her mother.

Pleased and satisfied, that's all I could catch from my mom's expression when I heard the news directly from Jesselyn.

Yeah, he'll be back.