Dilemma of Marriage Left
Chapter 125

"Lativa, wait!"

The sound of Rusli's scream was able to stop the name's move. Both arrived at the rooftop at the same time.

Lativa was still silent. He did not turn his body. Because somehow it feels very heavy to do it. But all of that is just his feeling.

"Why are you here?" ask Rusli. The man was standing exactly one straight line behind Lativa. The distance between the two is about 2 meters.

While Lativa smiled thinly even though Rusli did not see him. A moment later, the woman turned around with a sad feeling covered by the cheerful look of her face and the bright smile she showed.

"I want to get some wind. What if Mr Rusli comes here?"

"I ...." Rusli fell silent again, suddenly nervous. He doesn't know what to say. But one thing is certain if he went to that place because he followed the woman who is now in front of him.

Lativa furrowed his eyebrows together until he tilted his head slightly. He waited for what Rusli would say.

Due to getting nervous, Rusli finally took a rough breath to eliminate his nervous feelings. He then walked up to the distance between himself and Lativa was only about 30 centimeters. Both eyes stared fixed Lativa's eyes, after which unexpectedly immediately bent his knees in front of the woman.

Rusli took out a ring box that Lativa had asked about. The box was opened by him and then thrust into Lativa. A diamond ring with a small jewel in the middle.

The woman was surprised, not expecting what Rusli was doing at this time. To him it felt like a dream and managed to get him to shut up.

"Lativa Anindita .. frankly, from the first time I met you, I felt like you were different. From your gaze, I can see a sincerity. At first I thought our meeting was temporary. But apparently God gives us a chance in this work. As time went on, I realized that there were feelings that have been bothering me lately."

Rusli stopped his words. The man took a deep breath. The nervousness he felt at this moment made his entire body feel a cold heat.

"I love you, Lativa ... Will you marry me and be my wife and the future mother of my children ?"

Lativa who had been holding back his tears so as not to fall, also finally dripped without excuse. He was very moved when Rusli expressed his good intentions.

"Sir Rusli sure you want to marry me?" tanya Lativa confirmed back, that what he was experiencing at this time was not a dream or fantasy.

"Yes, I'm sure. Is it wrong if I marry you? I just want to have a clear relationship of his status. Moreover, my age is not young anymore. For me to date is just a waste of time" explained Rusli with the same position, plus being under the hot sun.

Lativa was silent because he was thinking hard. "Thank you, huh? Mr. Rusli is very good. If rejected I fear it will be difficult to get a mate again. But I still want to enjoy my youth. Do you know if you have children? ... It's so complicated" he said in his heart. His mind continues to stir.

"I know Mr. Rusli's intentions very well. But honestly, there are a lot of things I still consider about marriage. Not just my trauma, but my own mentality that is not fully ready. Honestly, if according to Mr. Rusli the age becomes a benchmark for marriage ... My advice is to look for a woman who is ready for everything. I still want to enjoy my youth, sir. Many dreams that had drowned so far, I want to realize in this time," said Lativa. It is not meant to refuse, only if married must be ready with all the consequences.

Meanwhile, still in the same place. A man who had been watching them had walked over to the two.

"If there is no sense in him, never say fear of the good intentions he has expressed. But whatever the decision remains in your hands, Lativa. Me and Nila, we'll support whatever your decision will be."

That man is Fatan. I don't know since when the man was there, which he obviously has heard a lot since Rusli and Lativa came.

Sontak Rusli and Lativa turned towards him at the same time.

"Boss ... Since when is the boss here?" asked Rusli looking in wonder. The man was surprised not to play, and felt ashamed.

"You don't need to know about that" Fatan replied as he put both hands in his pants pocket.

Lativa looked back at Rusli. "Rusli ... I'm sorry yes .... " The woman bowed respectfully and then left in front of Rusli and Fatan.

Somehow Lativa's attitude to Rusli after this, and vice versa. Whatever the name is, feelings are hard to force. Although in her small heart Lativa realized there was a speck of taste for Rusli, but in fact it was not a yardstick for him.

"I still want to walk alone. To walk through every hope that was once my biggest dream. Following the direction of the wind in the midst of the dry water of life that I am now running. Sorry, I'm not ready to be your life partner. Because I feel ... I still have a lot to fix in me. We've just gotten to know each other better, and for me it's only the beginning. While getting married, binding promises is not just for a matter of months. Except for a lifetime," Lativa said in his heart as he walked into the elevator.

After Lativa left, now only Rusli and Fatan left.

"What are you feeling right now, Rus? Disappointed?" tanya Fatan with a flat and cold face.

"Yes, I'm disappointed. But ... I don't want to give it up" Rusli replied as he looked at Fatan confidently.

"It's good if you're sure, prove it. But remember, if God eases the way, you must be able to defend him after you have found his heart," Fatan said, then patted Rusli on both shoulders.

"Thank you very much, boss. I remember me often."

"Name-sama ... Oh yes the meeting schedule this afternoon, replaced tomorrow just before lunch. You see, I want to check the content of Nila," said Fatan accompanied by his orders.

"Good, Boss. The schedule for tomorrow I will send at the latest later tonight yes," said Rusli.

"Yes, don't be in a hurry. You can also calm your mind after returning to the office. I understand what you are feeling right now" Fatan said.

"Good, Boss. Thank you very much."