Dilemma of Marriage Left
Chapter 171

Nila wanted to wait for Fatan to come home, but in fact his drowsiness was much greater. As a result, he too fell asleep. But when he was completely slumbering, a dream came as if to signal him.

At that time Nila was playing with Ara in a park with a very wide meadow. Suddenly Lalisa comes to him with Wicak.

Of course Nila very welcome the arrival of Lalisa with joy. Nila hugged very tightly, as if there was a deep longing and heart was not wanting to let go.

"Mother, Dad. Here sit with us," invited Nila to embrace her two in-laws to come sit with her and also Ara.

But Lalisa and Wicak could not go forward, their bodies seemed to hold back. Nila was confused.

"What's up, Bun, Dad?" tanya Nila looked confused.

Lalisa then smiled. "Nila, Mother's favorite daughter-in-law ... Mommy knows Nila is very sorry for us. For that, we ask for help from Nila. Promise yes can not be separated from Fatan whatever your situation, we also titip Ara and our second grandchild. Keep them with Fatan with love. Don't be sad, we're not going anywhere. Sorry, we have to go first. Good bye, Nila." The woman waved her hand and the two turned around.

But when Nila tried to pull their hands, it was very difficult to reach her. Until a light shone towards Nila and blurred the two figures that had been in front of her.

Nila wakes up on the bed. His breath was stinged with sweat pouring out on his face area. At that moment, Ara cried quite surprised Nila.

He immediately got out of bed and approached Ara. Nila tried to calm her little daughter. After quite a long time Nila stood up, giving comfort to Ara. The two slept together in bed.

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In the morning, Nila heard a noise from the courtyard of the house. Because it just so happened that the window of his room was facing the front yard. He was curious and opened the curtains.

Nila focused her gaze toward the main gate of the house that was wide open. Many cars came and people were dressed in black.

"What's the matter exactly?" mumbling slowly. Then one thing that makes him more surprised is that there is a yellow flag perched neatly on the fence of the house. "Anyone died in this house? Uh!" Suddenly she remembered that her husband had not come home from last night. "Mas Fatan!" She hurriedly looked for her husband's whereabouts around the room, but it was not there.

"Missy? Where's my phone?" Nila was so hasty in finding the existence of that thing. His phone fell off the nightstand.

Once she was found, Nila immediately contacted her husband.

"Connect, but why not answer?" Nila is getting restless. His gaze then turned to Ara who was still sound in her sleep.

Nila also intends to get out of the room and ascertain who has died in this house. But before that, he moved Ara first. Given the safety, Ara's bed was more awake. In addition, Nila can also monitor through the screen of her phone.

When it was successful, Nila was about to exit the room very carefully. But one thing he never expected was that Fatan was already standing at the door.

"Mas" said Nila. She was so sad when she found her husband coming home.

"Darling .... " Fatan immediately hugged his wife very tightly. Wipe out all the longings that continue to struggle in his mind. "Mother with father ...." The man was crying in his wife's arms.

Instantly Nila's premonition became unpleasant. His breath was also crowded to hear the cries of the husband who had never been shown to him. The roaring cry might not even have any medicine to ease the pain.

"Why mother's father, Mas?" Nila tried hard to dismiss about her dream last night. For he did not want to feel that loss again for the second time, as he had lost his father.

"They don't exist." Tangisa Nila broke. It sounds even more sad than my husband.

"God, why do you make me feel lost again? This is what it feels like to lose the people I love. There are no more friends in this house, other than the mother when the Fatan mas again work," inner Nila was very sad.

Now, there were no words that could be spoken, other than the sound of crying. There are no eyes that look at each other, other than through dreams. There is no more love than prayer.

Nila wiped her tears, then nodded obediently. Both went into the room.

Half an hour later Fatan, Nila and Ara were all tidy. They came out of the room to the living room where the bodies of Wicak and Lalisa were buried.

Fatan takes over Ara, letting Nila approach the bodies of her parents. Saddened? Sure. Which child is not sad when their parents die? Not just for a while, but forever.

But Fatan was not a weak man who usually continued to lament sorrow. Enough of that crying in front of his wife. After that he must be strong and show his parents that he is a reliable independent man.

Meanwhile, Nila struggled to stay strong. But her heart was too fragile not to cry. Especially when looking at the face of Lalisa in the picture frame. He sat down beside the coffin that wrapped Lalisa's body, then one hand touched the top of the chest while bowing his head.

"My dear mother, I didn't expect Mother to leave so soon. In fact, Mother most eagerly want to see her sister Ara. Can you smile now? If so, I am thankful and relieved. That means Mother is happy. I'm sorry Bun, because it often troubles Mother, often make Mother so busy and ...." Nila was unable to withstand the tightness in the chest. "Now, Mother is really gone. Though Mommy has promised after homecoming, we want to go three ways with Ara."

Nila rubbed her face and looked at the picture frame of her father-in-law. "Dad, I'd like to say thank you very much Dad. To me, I think of you as my father who went first. But why are you leaving now, too? ... Father, Mother ... I'm sorry for all the mistakes that have happened whether intentional or not. Because I know, Daddy and Mommy are both good people."

After that, Nila wiped her tears and stood up and approached Fatan who was with Ara, welcoming the guests who were worshipping.

"Mas, here let Ara be with me" said Nila as she stroked her husband's arm.

Fatan turned his head, "It's okay, honey, let me be the same. After all, you're pregnant young and Ara is quite heavy."

Nila smiled wryly, then said. "If so, come with me to the kitchen. I want to feed Ara. Poor him since waking up hasn't eaten."

"Oh yes, you eat too. Mumpung there is still an hour left before leaving for the funeral," said Fatan then Nila nodded obediently.

The waiters had prepared breakfast in the dining room. However, when entering there Nila even found Wiwi who was cool eating his breakfast casually. When viewed from his face, Wiwi does not look sad or swollen like crying.

"Honey, you're the same Ara eat here. There's mom too. Let me go ahead first" suggested Fatan.

"Mas, are you having breakfast too? I'm afraid you'll get sick if you forget to eat" Pinta Nila said as Fatan put Ara in his dining chair.

Fatan glanced at Wiwi who was just silent, without giving any response. Even impressed indifferently.

"Oh yeah, I ate too." The man finally agreed. Although he's not really hungry, but remember his chat with his wife last night. It was a consideration for Nila's mentality as well. They also enjoyed breakfast together.

"Mom, has Elisha eaten yet? Tumben did not eat with us" asked Nila very carefully.

"He ate. You're the old one out of the room!" wiwi ketus.

"Oh so apparently," said Nila lowered her voice, then continued her breakfast again.

After breakfast, Mirna and Lativa who had come with Rusli had just arrived. Nila saw their arrival and approached.

"Nila, Nak Fatan ... I also defended sungkawa yes. Hopefully, Mr. Wicak and Lalisa are happy, and you and your family members in this house are given patience" said Mirna while hugging Nila.

"Thank you, Mom," replied Fatan.

"I also want to be sorry, sister," said Lativa. Same with Rusli.