Dilemma of Marriage Left
Chapter 9

At exactly 7 p.m., Nila had just arrived home. He turned off the engine and got off the steering wheel.

"Whose car is this?" asked Nila monologue when she saw a black Avanza parked next to her car.

With curiosity, Nila also immediately entered the house. When she reached the door, Nila saw two men talking to her father.

"Night Well," said Nila, do not forget to also greet the two guests with a polite bow. "Please go inside first, Dad," she said, then went to her room.

Arriving in the room, Nila immediately took a shower and changed clothes. Only then could he relax in his room. At first it was just laying his body on the bed, but apparently Nila was already asleep. Because he wanted to cry, it seemed like Nila's tears had run out crying Bayu. For Nila it was impossible to expect the man to be back with her. Maybe trying to let go would be better, so that if one day meet again Nila will be normal and as if nothing happened before.

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In a car, Bayu and Winda sit side by side. As always, there is a distance between them. More precisely the end met the end, looks like a man who is marching. The driver was initially surprised to see his employer not as harmonious as they say goodbye to the large mistress in the house. But the driver was silent and did not ask or say much.

"Mas, can I get something?" Winda's questions broke the silence along the way to the mansion.

"What?" Bayu asked back, returning again with his cold attitude.

"Where did you meet Nila? Didn't he you say your friend? What fellas?" cecar Winda who immediately asked questions to her husband.

Bayu took a deep breath, before finally answering the wife's question.

"First, we accidentally met at a mall that happened to have another music show. The show was broadcast by television. That time ... I bought a gift for my mom because she had a birthday. Yes, long story short, we met again in social media and continued to communicate with each other more and more intense," explained Bayu honestly.

"You love her?" Winda's question this time made his heartbeat beat rhythmically. The answer is 'yes'. But unfortunately Bayu just kept quiet, did not answer a word about it.

"If you love her, why don't you marry her? Fight him, why would we want to marry me and our marriage like a drama that somehow ends. The reality is only a week to be your wife, but it feels like a long time ago ... Unfortunately I-"

Quickly Bayu cut the ravings of Winda.

"Enough Winda! If you want to blow all your junk it's better if we get home, okay?" he raised his voice a little. Bayu feels the ugliness and the secrets of his household are not worth listening to by anyone else except the two of them. There was a driver there with them.

After getting a clash thrown by Bayu, Winda was silent.

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A few minutes later, they arrived home. Bayu first went inside and was followed by Vinda. Luckily Bayu's mother was not there when the two passed by.

"Sir, how many times do I have to say? Do not carelessly reveal the secret between us! You have to realize who I am and who you are. Our marriage is not based on love. I personally need some time, to touch you I'm not ready!" asserted Bayu indirectly asked Winda to understand him.

Both of Winda's eyes glazed over. "What is less than me? So what do you mean 'who' is that? Our job status or what? I know Mas, our marriage is just a compulsion. But just so you know, since we were legal to be husband and wife, I learned to love you. Unfortunately you are different. Is it because of Nila?"

Hearing the name of her most beloved ex-lover, Bayu's heart immediately boiled, hot.

"Don't bring anyone else into our household. Because Nila is nobody to me!" insist the man once again.

But apparently, Winda is still not satisfied. The woman still wanted to pry Nila at her husband.

"But I don't know why I feel like you have something?"

"Do not judge something that you do not know for sure the truth," concluded Bayu then went into the bathroom to take a shower so that his mind could be fresher.

While Winda who is still very curious, immediately look for the existence of her husband's mobile phone. But the result is nil because Bayu brought his phone into the bathroom, carried away while still in a pants pocket.

Winda was desperate. He also chose to come out of the room with a face that still looks upset.

Unexpected when just down the last steps, Winda passed by his mother-in-law.

"Sir, why are you ? How can it be no good anymore" asked the half-century woman who still looks beautiful.

"Let's go back to Sesama Ma Bayu. Last time we ate in the store, there was a woman named Nila. There's still something strange that's the same attitude Bayu." The woman finally spoke up because it was impossible to hide anymore. Remembering her husband's always cold attitude when with her.

"Well, you know Nila?" ask Winda with mixed feelings.

Her mother-in-law just nodded slowly while still showing a face filled with anger.

"Actually, who is Nila Ma?" Winda is getting curious. Tucked away there was fear in his heart as well.

"He ... "

"Sir, I want to talk to you!" a Bayu's decree suddenly appeared at the end of the stairs.

Winda jumped in shock, because he had not received information from his mother-in-law about Nila.

"Wood, before you talk to Winda ... Mom wants to talk to you first. Come with Mama now!"

Soon the cold war between Bayu and Vinda will be intensified.

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The mother brought Bayu into a room that her father used as a workspace. Now the room is only used as a reading room for her mother everyday as a relief of longing for her late husband.

"Are you the same as Willa eating with Nila?" An initial question that had made the atmosphere instantly tense.

"Yes, but it wasn't Bayu who took Ma ... Dany brought it. Bayu also does not know why Dany knows Nila," replied Bayu honestly.

"Dany know that you're Nila's ex?" The second question of the atmosphere began to melt a little because the tone of his mother's speech was not as high at the beginning.

"Sir Ma, he doesn't know anything about it. Bayu never told or knew Nila with him."

"Lantas, how is your relationship with Vinda? I think the more here Mama saw you guys kind of stretching. Don't tell me because of Nila?"

"Woodu Sama Winda well Ma. Bayu also never forbid Winda to make a career. Let him do what makes him happy."

"Are you in love with Vinda? When will you give Mama a grandchild?"

The question seemed to trap Bayu to refute his conscience which until now has not done husband and wife relationship with Vinda.

"That child is sustenance, Ma. Where does Bayu know, right?"

"But you've been trying yet? Maksimalin dong his efforts to be a grandson of Mama."

"Yes Ma. Doain aja," concluded Bayu impatiently want to get out of the room.

But apparently because of the curiosity of Winda is very large, the woman to eavesdrop in front of the room where Bayu and his mother were talking. Ironically, the room from the very beginning of construction was designed so that no one could hear anything that was happening inside. Even to 'play' by making the loudest possible sound would not be able to hear it. Only the players and God know.

"Si*al, I can't hear anything! What are they talking about? The vow! It felt really curious," Grumbled Winda while shaking his waist standing in front of the door.

Suddenly, in the midst of his grief, he heard someone about to open the door. Winda immediately looked for a hiding place.

Sure enough, Bayu came out of there and followed by his mother-in-law. Winda breathed a sigh of relief because he did not get caught eavesdropping by them. Because it is not just a laugh, but a word that might be hurtful can happen. After feeling safe, Winda returned to the bathroom to take a shower and changed clothes.

When Bayu went into the room, the man did not find his wife there.

"Where did Vinda go?" he muttered and walked and sat on the edge of the bed while connecting the cable on his phone to charge.

A moment later, Winda came out of the dressing room wearing his pajamas.

"Win, you're not with Mama?" tanya Bayu impressed indifferently.

"Discharge by the way" replied the also indifferent Winda. While Bayu snorted annoyedly. Actually Winda wants to ask a lot more, but it seems unlikely that Bayu will answer it.

"Why did your contract file go to my office?"

Winda was silent for a moment while thinking. "Seriously? I don't know, either, I don't deserve that file!" then he rubbed his forehead.

"Tomorrow I will take it home," said Bayu then lay down his body with a position to turn his back to Vinda, as well as done by his wife.