Dilemma of Marriage Left
Chapter 59

Arrive at the apartment. Nila closed the door and locked it, along with a heavy breath. Unexpectedly, his career in a company that has been a field for years looking for sustenance, must end not because of retirement. He had been determined to work there for a long time until his retirement.

"Again, again ... A soul mate and sustenance are like a pair of shoes. Again, again ... I have to give up those two things, maybe God wants another way so I can be strong. I am also sure that God must have prepared all the plans of His best version," said Nila, topping her bag with a giant step while entering the room. His thoughts, emotions and feelings were being 'sold' all out. It felt very tired, maybe it was time for Nila to rest a little from her fatigue all this time.

The woman opened the wardrobe and took a slow breath, then took out the suitcase and placed it on the bed. All her clothes in the closet were taken out. But he did not immediately put it into a suitcase just like that, but arranged it so neatly.

After packing, Nila booked a plane ticket that was not too far from the estimated completion of the delivery of the apartment key. After the ticket business was okay, Nila immediately got out of the unit while pulling a suitcase and hooking her bag on the shoulder.

Unexpectedly when Nila just came out of the apartment lobby to wait for a taxi, the sky suddenly clouded. Nila raised her head, in an instant the water droplets fell onto her cheeks.

"Rain," the woman murmured as she stretched out her palm to make sure that what she felt was really rainwater.

Apparently true! What was originally just a small grain, grew longer like a stab in the top of his head. Luckily, a taxi arrived and the driver helped Nila put the luggage in the trunk. Coinciding when Nila and the taxi driver were already inside, the rain fell rapidly.

"We're going straight to the airport, Miss?" ask the taxi driver, make sure. Because who knows Nila will go somewhere first before going to the airport.

"Yes Sir. Straight away," replied Nila from the rear passenger seat.

The car drove in the rain. Along the way, Nila just kept quiet while staring out the window. His feelings slowly felt peaceful, free and detached. Nila knew this was already part of the girl of destiny in her life. He enjoyed it so much, fighting the pain of his love that he knew, not being avenged by Fatan.

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Arrive at Soekarno-Hatta airport. Nila queues to pick up the suitcase in the pick-up section. From there, he immediately went home.

On the way, Nila called her mother. But Mirna's phone number is off, and Nila's feelings are suddenly anxious.

"Where is mom? How is the number of inactive tumbens?" his mind while looking at the screen of the phone that is still on.

Nila tried to call again, but apparently the same. Inactive and out of range. The phone was put back in the bag.

The taxi car driven by Nila had arrived in front of the yard. When he just opened the door, it turns out his mother also came out of the house while carrying plastic waste.

"Mother." call Nila and get down and shut the door back.

Mirna was surprised by Nila's arrival there.

"ila? You home?" mirna looked at the eldest child as if in disbelief.

Then Nila nodded quickly then hugged her mother for a while. "Later on, yes, ma'am" said the woman as she let go of her embrace.

Mirna nodded in doubt and let Nila go back to the taxi to pay and take her suitcase. While waiting for Nila, Mirna threw the trash she brought from inside into a garbage can located not far from where they stood.

"Mother is healthy, Nila. Yes ... Like what you see now. Healthy right?" Mirna smiled until she looked like a stroke from her eyes. The two positions face each other.

Nila chuckled softly then nodded. "Yes, I'm right." The woman held both of her mother's hands. "Mom, can Nila sleep on Mom's lap?" tanyanya.

Mirna tilted her head slightly. "Can, here." He positioned his body facing forward and then grabbed both his thighs. After that Nila smiled and spread her body on the sofa with both of Mirna's thighs as a cushion for the head. Tell you what, somehow Nila feels very happy.

"So, what's the matter? I'm surprised to see you go home and not tell Mom just yet!" mirna began to wonder. The middle-aged woman instantly had an unpleasant premonition on her eldest child.

"Nilah ... Resigning from the company, ma'am," the woman replied, breathing heavily.

Mirna was instantly dumbfounded and then linked her two eyebrows. "Why? Is there a problem?" he asked in a low and soft voice.

Nila then recounted the incident she had just experienced earlier. Sontak Mirna also joined the emotions after hearing the story of the eldest child.

"Yes, that's how it is, Mom the story is. Nila also did not think. But on the other hand Nila was also grateful. With the incident, the original character of Mr. Edward was finally able to guess," concluded Nila after ending the story.

Mirna took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and her emotions slowly subsided.

"Mom, your decision was right Nila. Mother will not be willing you continue to work there if the leader is like that, whatever the reason he ... Just keep him wrong. We need money to be able to survive. But let us not be dishonorable slaves because of the money itself."

Nila was silent. To be honest he is not hard to be an unemployed person, even the savings he has is more than enough. However, his feelings were heavy because he could not see Fatan anymore.

"Nila .. " call Mirna very soft. Sontak Nila gasped and looked back at her mother. "Why daydream? Anything else you think?" ask the middle-aged woman.

"No, Mom. But it had crossed Nila's mind about Mother's talk at that time ... Um, did Nila open a home-based business, Mom?" ask Nila. It was highly unlikely that he would have to tell her about his feelings for Fatan at this time. Even his heart was fragile.

"Are you sure? Open the business is not as easy as making products directly sell. Many aspects we need to test." Mirna asked back trying to ascertain Nila's sincerity.

The woman got up and sat down and folded her legs on the sofa. "Yes, Nila knows, Mom. But you want to be Nila's partner?"

The question made Mirna smile rise instantly. "Surely dong, anything of good value. I will always be there and support you" Mirna said with a sincere heart.

Nila was unable to speak, she immediately hugged her mother while saying, "Thank you, Mom ... For all the things that I have sacrificed and showed Nila from Nila was born until now has been this big ... Sorry if now, Nila has not been able to find the right man to be Nila's husband."

Mirna rubbed the back of her eldest son. His heart trembled as Nila said so. "Nothing Nila ... Let God show you the way to find a soul mate. Man can only resign, if God is more skilled with everything that happens in every step of our life."

Nila tightened her embrace. In her heart was proud to be given an extraordinary mother, to her.