Displacement 2 World
The past 2

I sat in the middle room, staring blankly ahead, this room was silent, there was no sound at all, the house that was usually crowded was now empty no one at all, how long had I been gone? my inner.

Even the important equipment is still neatly arranged here, does the mother not visit this house at all? the house that witnessed my father's death. I took a deep breath, my departure for five months turned out to be fruitless, I thought that after I left I could forget all but yes would certainly remember again, I thought, how can we not go back to the past.

I went for five months, to Grandma Randi's house, the three of us went together, because indeed all of us were on vacation because the high school was over, I didn't even tell mom at all, mom called a few times I ignored, I just sent the message "I need time" I think mom would often go to the house, and take valuables from home, I think, oh yes really his stuff is now expensive, so it is impossible to take used goods.

I walked towards the room, completely messy and a lot of dust was scattered, because I thought it seemed like I was going to sell this house, actually I had thought about this for a long time, I'm just like my mother in the end I'm leaving this house forever, after all, all the memories are in this house.

I take care of my things, throw away the unused items, and take the things that if they are still useful to me, after that I go down, there is already randi and gold there, and there is, they were just like me when I first entered, completely scattered and there was a lot of dust everywhere they were astonished.

"How come your mother didn't come here?"

"Forgot the old house, is now happy with his new husband" I said.

"Certainly? you're gonna live here alone?" ask randi.

I just kept thinking, even though it was 90% that I would leave this house, but there was still 5% weight to leave it.

"Okay, you can stay with me if that's the case" said Gilang.

Gilang continued, "My mom already thinks you're her own son gil, just relax gapapa"

Shame indeed, but it seems like this is the way, the money from the results of this house will be sanguine for me later.

It has been almost a week this house is not sold, I think it will be difficult to sell because the house looks old, but no problem, in the house does not look old, even it looks aesthetic to me.

I used to check the house, just sit around waiting, or just look around, and I just remember dad having a garden behind the house why don't I just sell it all, how can I forget about it?

I walked excitedly to the back of the house, I was surprised my eyes were glaring after what I saw in front of my eyes, there was my mother and her husband there, they were talking to someone, they were talking to someone, they saw me coming and my mother came to me.

"Where have you been" mother's soft voice, her eyes glazed over.

I'd love to get away from mom, but why can't I move, my heart hurts every time I look at mom, this is a meeting of me and mom after 5 months I don't see mom.

"Mother misses agil" mother approached and held my shoulder with her two hands, her eyes were covered with water, she was really crying in front of me.

"I'm sorry mother agil" he said.

I held back as much crying as I could, because I thought crying was not the thing that made me melt with all your words, I even hated that man so much, she said, that man made mom and me like this.

"What's going on here?" I tried to shift things.

Mom cleans her tears.

"Agil mom will tell you later huh son, now mom ask us from anywhere? I miss you so much and worry agil"

I rolled my eyes, can I believe it?

"We're selling this land and this house" suddenly the man came to divert the conversation.

Shock I heard everything that the man threw me, my eyes glared with great difficulty I sold this house, and this man lightly sold it which had nothing to do with any of this.

"ANJ*YOU!!!!!!!!!" I pulled the man's collar.

"Seenak jidat you talk like that monkey??!!!"

I was angry that I cursed out in front of the man, how could he come along? mom stopped me, and hugged me. My mother took me to the front of the house and explained it to me.

"Yes the mother who told him, he did not interfere, the mother has spoken to him, the money will be loving to you, because this is all ours" said the mother, in her soft voice.

Because of the soothing voice, I was able to get swept away and was able to forget my emotions from the man.

"Why don't you tell me I'm still trying to sell this house"

"Mom wasn't told you where you were"

My mind can send a message.

"Where do you go, why don't you visit this house?"

"You know that you never came here?"

I'm nodding.

"Mom felt sick coming here son, because once mother came here once waiting for you, but you never came that's where I felt my heart hurt"

His eyes fell back on his cheeks.

The atmosphere became cold, because the wet place was as wet as rain, the wind blew, the air was more and more faintly visible because of the fog, the trees moved with the wind, the wind flow, and little by little dropped a few drops of rainwater.

I took a deep breath, "I also need time to return"

"Where have you been hemm? why do not you know at all, even the mother asked the mother randi and they did not tell the mother"

"I deliberately told them to shut up and not tell mom, I should understand why I left"

Mom nodded and nodded.

"I still can't catch Mom" I said.

"Why gil, he can do anything for you"

Mother held both my shoulders, "She always asks how you are"

"STOP!" my yelling.

I explained that I did not need to be pitied, all I wanted was to live a quiet life with my solitude, I could not live together with the mother and the man, I could live alone without the help of the man, I let out all the feelings that I had been holding in front of my mother for a long time, she cried, she hugged me, she tried to calm me down, and she explained everything, about everything she had long been craving, too, he told me all why this happened.

I'm sick of it, I stand up and leave it.

"Remember!!!!"

"Yes ma'am yes" I stopped and faced my mother.

"I don't hate or get angry with my mother, but for now I have to go" I left her, leaving her alone still sobbing in tears in the front seat of the house, the mother's house, dad and me, first.

Today was a sad day, even I didn't want to cry but I ended up crying too.

Long story short I made money from selling land behind my house and my house, but one deal I had to live with my mother, she said, mom says that I can't have to live with other people's families while I still have a family.

It happened to me to stay with my mother, but it felt like I was also the same as mother betraying my father, the reason I was here had no choice, but mother said that everything she did was for my father's sake, too, for daddy?

I don't know if I'm possessed by a demon or if I finally agree to stay with my mother in her new home with her husband, I swear to myself I won't talk to her husband and her son, except for the important thing, this is my vow to myself.

True I do not have to live dependent on other families, I have a mother at this time, was disappointed because of this big thing mother kept secret, I can not think like a child who is unstable, he said, I should have been able to think openly, mom was so happy I could be back in mom's arms, even though there was still pain.

I live with his new mother and husband does not mean I forget my father, I always remember him with mother, mother even often tell his love story when meeting father for the first time first, the romance was them.

"You don't want to know who your father really is" she smiled.

"I already know ma'am, he is a simple father figure, hardworking, and wise right, right." said I was excited.

Mother fell silent, and she continued, "Look your new father is crazy...."

To be back with mom again when there's someone just now I've been sick what else I have to know the identity of the new person, it feels like I don't want to know it, to just talk I don't want to, I don't want to, especially knowing

I want to feel angry in front of my mother again, but things will kind of go back to that problem again, a problem where I kind of betrayed both my parents.

"He worked in project manager project, he has been working gil for 10 years, and he will be ready to finance your college"

I smiled wryly, is that seikhlas he can finance his stepson?

"You should thank him"

I just nodded, and left the living room, with a lazy step I stopped when someone was suddenly in front of me.

"You don't want to play with me?" Her speech.

Refa, the boy.

"There's a lot of games in my room, PS?"

I followed him no harm, right? True there are many computers in his room, I know that the game must be very expensive, I was unceasingly shocked to see what was in front of me.

"You can play as I please, as long as you don't leave this house, you can be shot" he said.

"Get out of the house?" I'm confused.

"This is your home, right, you can finally accept it, although there are many processes that you have to discuss with your heart right"

Haha, it is true that there are also many processes that I have to process again when I will stay here, preparing my heart to be able to accept even though the process is very long, which is the day that my mother told me, which is the day that I told her, and I felt an incredible destruction in my heart.

For a long time I had to be able to accept it, I am grateful I can think openly at this time even though it is not 100% I can learn how to accept it, I can learn how to accept it, I was happy to meet mom and mom to explain everything and I started to understand a little.

But to be able to accept that man I need a long time, sorry. On the sidelines of my boring day, I just pondered I don't know what I was thinking, even some times my mother persuaded me to continue my education, college, but it seems like I should take some time because I'm late, even some times, mother is the type of person who always does not impose my circumstances, despite what circumstances, mother always let me properly but there are limits.

In short, how many months have I been able to adapt to my new family, I talked and I was able to get back up, but it did not make me forget my father.

I can accept that man, Mr. Burhan, em om Burhan. He was nice to me, but it didn't blow me away because I thought no one could replace him.

"You want a year off first, Gil?" he said while chewing food.

I just nodded, "It seems like it does take time, later he will do it himself vigorously if it feels better"

Om burhan gave a lot of motivation that night, it makes me sleepy and can not enter the mind.

"Refa is also an active child, I want her to be a doctor later"

That night the room was filled with laughter from my mother and om burhan, I just looked down and wanted to quickly finish eating and go to bed.

That morning, at about three in the morning, my mother came into my room, where I was still closing my eyes but actually I could not sleep, mother stroked my head and kissed me on the forehead, I still close my eyes not wanting to open them.

She said, "If one day you leave Agil, you hope you can make peace with this new situation, no matter how bad the past is, but wake up with a new one, I know it's hard to accept this, but how? om burhan understands our situation gil, the legacy of everything I leave to you, san om burhan does not intervene, you will just have fun with them now"

I was confused as to why mom was talking like that, after that mom left for work, I listened to the sound of the car down there, mom was ushered in by om burhan that morning.

I didn't think much of what my mother said, because all this time my mother always did that every day to me, but that day was a little stuck, I don't know my mind, just pray for the best.

My phone rang, just a few minutes after my mother left and my eyes were closing, but were disturbed by the ringing of the phone, because I am a gamer I often get phone notifications or sms from online gamers sites, it is a natural thing every day because my job is to sell several game accounts.

I turned off the phone and went back to sleep, but the phone kept ringing, so I picked up the phone.

"Hallo's with Mr. Burhan's family?" a half-sobbing male voice asked across the phone.

I answered yes with a hoarse voice.

"Sorry before you can go to Rose colors hospital, Jakarta"

I asked why, but the man only replied that something had happened to Mr. Burhan, I was a little unconcerned with om burhan, but suddenly refa broke down the door of my room in a messy state, she cried.

"Father and mother!!!!"

I'm just gawking, "Why are they?"

Refa was still sobbing, but I understood the max, I went up and ran out, I did not care about my appearance, I ran without using a vehicle, my mind and heart were in a mess at that time, I kept running, I kept running, I don't care about my surroundings.

I opened the hospital door, there were a lot of people there, I was stopped by the fathers, he asked me who I was, I was concerned, can I answer at a time like this?

I was placated by the gentlemen, "Relax the deck, our parents are being examined, you can wait here, sit down, and drink this first"

My mind is messed up, even to calm down I can't.

The doctor finally came out and opened the door, "His family is Burhan sir?"

Without further ado I asked, "My mom doc, mom retno doc"

The doctor hinted me to sit down and calm down, with ease the doctor said, "I'm sorry I've done everything possible but for mom Retno can not be helped there is heavy bleeding in the back of her head, I've done my best but God wills another, forgive me deck"

You know what I felt then?