Displacement 2 World
The past 3

I screamed at the doctor's shoulder, and pushed him I ran into the room, I saw my mother's body lying there, I hugged her I was crying all over, I screamed.

"Mom why? wake up mom why sleep, mom? why did mom catch up with dad he said to take care of agil until agil successful, mom why did mom finally catch up with dad? is that how it feels with Dad? then agil here alone ma'am"

I'm still crying, my feelings are breaking into pieces, I'm hitting my chest and my head hoping it's just a dream, but it's real, I still can't accept this, I still can't accept it, I went back to the doctor and told the doctor to check on my mother again, but I was arrested, I went berserk trying to let go of the grasp of those people who were holding me back, I was like a demon possessed I really lost my sanity back then, which I thought why mom left me so soon, did mom miss you so much? until it has to catch up with him like this?

A few days after my mother's funeral, I was still silent contemplating, still feeling the tremendous destruction in my heart, I always cried every day never stopping, how not? after dad's departure now is mom's departure? does that make me look okay? I can only blame myself, why have I been so selfish? wh why? when the parents that I needed all this time left you, even the parents have not seen you successful, I always thought why god is unfair, why am I always unlucky? at this time of my messy state, om burhan and refa who calmed me because some days I did not eat I just cried in the room.

I came down from the room, "If it wasn't for you mom didn't die!!!!"

"Relax gil to calm down"

"Why did you marry her? you think you're doing that makes me look happy?"

"Why are you blaming me instead, you should be self-introspecting, you can't even divide your mother!!" suddenly refa swept.

"What?"

"justified? it's all your fault why, why can't you just pretend to look like you, I look around after moving house here, the father who is always good to you is even answered badly by you"

"Refa no kk, go camp!!" said om burhan.

"Why would you still want to live with him here? he's not a father's son, he's a mother retno's son, mother retno!! it's nobody dad!!"

"Refa!!!!" yelled om burhan, only the first time I saw om burhan had exhausted his patience.

"Get in the room!!!!"

Refa left, while I was still staring in front of the burhan, patting my shoulder.

"You can blame om, it's wrong om, but remember the incident that happened to your mother is destiny gil, before om sorry to make agil like this, but remember the incident that happened to your mother is fate gil, but remember destiny can not be changed and made up, om feel as agil feels, but please do not be like this ya.." he said softly, then he went past me, then he went past me, but he suddenly stopped, and turned his body.

"Oh yes, you can call om by the name of father gil.." and then is left.

I know, he's very good, I know that, but why? why do I feel that as kind as possible, as friendly as he is, he seems unable to replace the position of father.

But every night I think about this, at my age, why can't I grow up, I don't blame burhan, I know it's fate but will you feel the way I feel? something that cannot be explained.

I sat in the garden seat that night, the atmosphere of the city with the warm aroma of burning corn beside me accompanied my solitude, the city lights that seemed to shine on the streets, the yellow highlight that made the atmosphere more fragrant, the streets of the city were a little quiet because it was late at night, the tree did not know what it was, fell on me, its yellow leaves fell on my face, ah dull face and a lot of my inner acne.

I rubbed my face with my scarf, my skin was greasy in this situation, but after rubbing, a slightly stout hand thrust a tissue right in front of my face.

"Dirty gil, cook with a scarf anyway" said Randi.

True my two best friends came, uninvited they like to know like getting a signal from me, randi and gilang sit down, and imitate my style, exhale long and close my eyes, yes! that's habitual.

"Your face is ugly now" said gilang, I just laughed.

"Do it with chest!!!" randi hit the head slowly.

It has been two months of the departure of mother, I have been able to be a little accepting and sincere about her departure, it is precisely this that makes me have to get stronger.

"Once it was crazy we didn't see you"

"You are busy" I said.

"We are busy, we will never forget to have a strong friend like you" said Randi.

That night accompanied by grilled corn and coffee we joked and told him during elementary school, about the same small, in fact it was unnatural for a horde of men to tell about childhood, about childhood, what we should be talking about is women.

Yes, Randi at first he was not long ago in a relationship with women who work in car stewardesses, he said they met on the dating app, at that time they did jaanji to meet, he said, after they met, it seemed like there was something that was not suitable, because Randi's work was irritated, making the woman decide to separate.

Not out of thought, is there a woman who sees a partner from her job?

Around twelvepm, the three of us were still somewhere, right. Ancols. Father and mother's favorite place.

"Mom said at that time why did it really happen? me, Randi, and I'm the only three of us who came here"

Randi and Gilang invited me to play a ride there, but I was a little no mood, I could only wait for them, it was strange to come here without a mother.

Although I could rise again and sincerely, I thank you for being alive today, and for my father thank you for accompanying me there, and for my father Burhan and refa, he said, thank you for keeping me up to this moment.

I put my shoes on the front shelf of the house, I sat for a while in the chair, and opened my phone, there was a message there.

"Gil father and refa go first, must deliver refa early in the morning for health checks, today refa there is a course so there must be health data, it's three in the morning, it's three in the morning, I've prepared fried rice at the dinner table, have a good meal, and don't forget to sleep!"

After reading I close the phone and go home, there is fried rice, and there is noodles too, I was a little not**** dined, I did, but I'm gonna take the fried rice and noodles upstairs, to my room.

*clunting!!

My phone's ringing.

"Are you the one who signed up for this game account? congratulations on getting a coupon worth 100k, grab it and don't miss the place!!"

"Hais" agil slammed the phone slowly towards the mattress.

"No, don't believe it! there's been a lot of messages like that, but I've been tricked again"

For almost two hours, Agil still back and forth to adjust his body position, several times trying to close his eyes but again he could not sleep, until the sun appeared, the rays hit just in the window of his room.

Finally after the effort, Agil fell asleep, but while still asleep soundly, he dreamed he saw firsthand the tragedy of the accident, it made Agil wake up in shock.

His breath gasping with sweat poured everywhere, not thinking he had such a dream, again he remembered about his late mother, when his heart was sincere why something like this haunted him.

Down in his bed, still motionless, such a dream made him sick, agil got up from the bed and went to take a bath.

In the bar, Randi is still busy with his drinks and drunk, while Gilang is busy playing games with his phone, he thinks they have their own world.

Agil opened the phone and got a tex message from the inbox of the game application.

"It just so happens that you're in a bar!" write that message.

Agil does not criticize because such things are natural in the world of struggle.

"Why don't you reply" the message continued.

Agil who was fed up then replied, "Why?"

"I finally met with lordgil, is your name true lordgil? your game name is unique"

"Where are you?"

Agil lifted his head and looked for her whereabouts, ah right there, and it was a woman, she then moved closer.

The woman wore a hoddie and plain jeans, unlike a naughty woman when playing in a bar, her hair was long brown and she let it unravel.

"It's nice to meet you!" said the woman as she offered her hand to shake hands, Agil accepted.

"Finally I was able to meet a reliable player, lordgil" the woman sat in front of Agil, agil just felt awkward and clumsy.

"I'm noze!!"

"I'm agil"

"Have played with you a few times but I've never seen your face"

"Keep, why do you know I'm lordgil?"

"I tracked your location, sorry in advance because I was dating you" the woman named Noze laughed.

Agil only listened to the story of the woman, the woman had indeed played online games several times with agil, but because just a little bit of playing together it did not make them meet or know as online friends, but because it did not make them meet or know as online friends, because agil himself is lazy to respond to messages from people who are invited to play together, but this time he could meet the woman named noze who had played with Agil several times lately.

"You are so curious huh ahhaha" asked Agil.

"Yes because you always win and I lose"

Randi with a messy posture due to drunk approached the woman.

"Who is he gil??? your girlfriend! well, why didn't you tell me all this time"

"You don't have to get stupid, go and take care of your drink!" agil.

"I happen to live around here" too"

"Oh yeah?"

"When can we meet again?" said the woman, without further ado agil said, the woman left, and just left.

Gilang approached, "From now I'm waiting for the woman to leave because I can't wait to ask gil, is she your boyfriend?"

Agil rolled his eyeballs, "Why is every woman I make friends with always associated with a boyfriend"

"Yes who knows"

"He's my online friend, I know him for playing together"

"Beautiful too!!"

It is true that Agil admitted it, his face was small but at first glance like pevita pearce, but this is more prominent and looks more fierce than pevita pearce, puft.

He is not so great in playing, during his playing sessions agil always skip if his leg can not be invited to fight again, usually there are many women who play and lose just like that even though the game has just begun, but I don't know every agil play and meet with unsername ozeklan, he wants to help and teach him, he wants to help, and it was unexpected that it was a woman named noze, they finally met!

On the corner of the city, in the streets of rats, dirt and damp paths, they walk staggeringly, helping randi walk randi who has staggered no rules embrace the shoulders of agil and cross that already looks tired.

"Damn it" grumbled.

"Rest first" said Agil.

"Gil.." a hoarse voice echoed across the place, a narrow place narrowed by tall buildings.

"The woman....women ituu whoa gil..why beautiful" said Randi with a voice typical of drunk people.

"I told you, it's none of your business why are you still asking?"

"Why don't you tell me that you have a girlfriendr gil"

Agil and gilang just rotate the eyeballs, ngiggau drunk people are things that they are no stranger to hearing, let alone a randi.

"Suck!!" randi suddenly swore.

"Why do women******that reject me hee? damn are you beautiful? not at all"

"What's that woman really pretty?" ask agil to gilang.

"Lumayan gil, you can imagine what a train stewardess looks like"

Agil smile.

"He's afraid of you, because of your big and stocky body, let alone your handsome and dignified face!!"

"Bullshit!!"

"Lhoh!? you're big-faced and handsome, who won't get smitten"

Gilang said, "Actually the woman likes the posture of Randi and his handsome face but because of the work of Randi he rejected it"

"Truely female ******!!"

For agil and a close friend of Randi, Randi is known to have a large and stocky body, it is what makes everyone misunderstand often many people who think that Randi is a soldier, but yes, the original is so.

Many women like him, but Randi is a voter.

"It's hard to be Randi" said Agil.

"You're the gil yourself, voters how else?"

In addition to busy working, Randi is fond of exercise indeed, often doing work out activities at home, and of course, agil also does that although often different from the crossbreed who prefer to eat and busy playing games.

"You're also a lot of women who like you"

"But I don't care hey, I'm sick of what else is taking care of this kind of love thing"

"Mistake you gil, bland when there are no spices of love between your bitter lives"

"Well, when your problems are so complicated and there are flakes of love, does love always look 100% beautiful?"

Glazed just rolling the eyeballs.

"Lake it easy, I'll find it for you, because for me it's not"