Displacement 2 World
Under the rain

Agil leaned his head on the suburban lamppost, while listening to the music of zayn malik - pillow talk, some days agil is very fond of the songs performed by zayn malik, who is also known for his music, agil still heard him while closing his eyes, as usual he was waiting for someone to come, he told him to wait in an ordinary place, a place on the edge of the city, where the place was not far from where the two of them lived.

Agil closed his phone, and looked for the whereabouts of noze, because it had been thirty minutes he waited here, but noze never came, had several times agil send a message and call him but never lifted, he said, the agile feeling grew more and more so, but after that the agile feeling that became so now became relieved, because noze came running towards him, his smile was wide, his eyes to the invisible, because noze came running towards him, he ran and did not forget he always brought a cardboard box, agil suspected that it was food.

"Ah sorry" he said in a soft voice with a breath of frenzy.

"Why don't you tell me where you work, I can pick you up"

Noze just smiled, then he handed the food box, and it was true that the box contained two hamburgers, noze told Agil to sit in the seat nearby, to eat a hamburger together.

To be honest this had been several meetings between them, but from the many meetings, Agil never knew where noze's real job was, he only told agil if noze worked as a waitress at the restaurant, as they had met several times they were getting closer, they could see each other's true nature.

For agil, noze is hardworking, patient, and very kind, she is a person who always thinks about the feelings of others, without thinking about herself, she is also the most beautiful woman he has ever met, but for now, agil can not like it, agil only consider him a friend, even though he had thought whether agil fell in love or not but after contemplating that his feelings were not to love him.

Agil saw some bruises on noze's body, hand, and neck, "You why?"

Noze simply replied, "Here I fell while running this way, that's okay" and then he covered it with his jacket.

"You've been waiting for me here for a long time!"

"No problem, I'm also used to waiting for you here for a long time right" said Agil while chewing hamburgers.

"You after work usually what do you do?"

"Emmm play games and meet you"

There are many things they have to talk about but actually there are many things that are not important that they talk about, because they are not aware that the day is getting late.

Digang complex house noze deserted, noze stopped his steps, he looked at his house with a blank look, thought useless he came home because no one expected him to go home, every day the thought always appears in his brain.

He stepped lazily, opened the door, he was greeted by two people who were drunk in the guest room, a lot of messy stuff in the room, noze then took a broom and cleaned it.

"Aren't you tired of cleaning this place? it will be useless because what we do here every day and it will be like this again" said a half-old woman.

"Mother, because it's my job, isn't it?"

Noze lived with his mother and uncle, his father went to work when noze was five, but after that noze did not know where he was, because until now his father had never contacted him again.

"Where's the money?" said a man who was busy with his cigarette.

Noze reached into his jacket pocket, and offered him money.

"Here?"

Noze was silent and went into his room.

"Damn it, son doesn't know himself, you give money only this way? insolent I don't want to know tomorrow you have to earn a lot of money!!!" said mother.

Noze just fell silent while dropping his body on the mattress, such scolding has often noze heard, almost every day, because noze was used to just silence no answer he just fell silent and closed his eyes.

Many times noze felt lonely, because what he did at home was to listen to the harsh and toxic voices, his mother and uncle just sat down and enjoyed the liquor, while squandering the money, he said, actually noze already had a deposit without them knowing, this was the cost to eat everyday, and pay the rent of the house, and other necessities, noze never saved money for his future, he said, his work was really exhausting and it wasn't enough for them, just as noze left this hell, but noze couldn't be like there was something he couldn't leave behind, mother.

His mother had lymph node disease, because noze's mother was a toxic person in her life, she was more concerned with poya-foya and drunkenness, noze keeps savings for his daily life and keeps savings for his mother's recovery, he can't just leave her, like whatever it is she's still your mother.

Actually noze had run away several times, but when he went away and away from his mother he wanted to come back and want to be close to his mother again, I don't know the whispers always appear, always appear, where he always thinks hard thoughts.

Plus his mother often held him back from leaving him, noze was aware of his mother's abusive treatment of him, but he could not hate him.

"You know how long ago we lived like this, after that jerk went our lives were just like this" he said.

Noze held back his cries.

"So I hope you don't leave me, you know I'm sick?"

"But please stop like this, ma'am." said softly noze.

"You want me to stop? you want to see me die? in front of you"

Noze held back his tears, he lowered his head.

"What should I do?" inner noze.

"You keep working like that, you want to see me get well, right?"

There was no alarm that woke noze, he suddenly woke up at three in the morning, he listened to his mother's voice whining in pain, with the feeling that noze was worried about moving on to see his mother.

"Water!!! get me some water!!!"

With a breath of breath noze took the cup filled with white iar and helped his mother to drink.

"I can't walk because I'm dizzy"

"I told you mom stopped drinking like that"

"What did you say?"

"I've answered that foul party a few times" he continued.

"Why are you stubborn!!! I worked hard with the feeling of being forced!! getting money isn't that easy but why are you like this"

In a hoarse voice he replied, "Then go away do not care about me, if you go your life will be the same, you have the heart to see me dying like this every day"

Like being stabbed by the sword his heart ached when his mother said that, it felt like his heart did not sincerely have to part with him even though noze knew what they were treating noze.

When the clock went so fast, noze prepared to go to work, he stopped when his mother was sitting smoking in front of his house, not wanting noze's pleasantries to just pass by but was stopped by his mother who called him.

"How do you do?" said his mother while inhaling cigarettes.

Noze stopped, he turned his back to his uncle, because noze just answered, "It's normal"

"Aren't you sorry I recommended you there?"

Noze then turned his head, "Thank you" said noze briefly.

He stood up and stepped towards noze.

"You're enjoying the job, right?"

On a cold morning walk, the city began to busy with his activities, noze walked unfocused, which he only thought was about the mess of his life, occasionally wanting noze to disappear from the earth and be reborn, he said, why would he fall into these kinds of things, but if he didn't do this, his family would be devastated.

Being unfocused, he thought everywhere, noze bumped into a man in front of him.

"Ah sorry" he said without looking at the man's face.

"Hey!" said the man.

Noze turned, "Ah! agile"

"You're going to work?"

Mistakenly noze replied, "yes gil, I'm too late"

"I'm sorry to bother you, but can you later after work get to meet me at my usual place?"

Noze just nodded, and left just like that, agil fell silent and didn't think much about why noze was a little different because he thought, noze was in a lot of trouble.

"Still the same way that woman did?" randi said while taking a drink at the table.

Agil nodded.

"If you look around like gil like the woman is not real" continued Gilang.

"Why can I conclude like that, I already know him close, but he's fine"

"You don't know what exactly is gil"

"I know, he lives with his mother and uncle, indeed his family is like that rough, and yaaaa drunk and so on"

Randi and Gilang just stared at each other.

"Don't let you regret it gil"

"I don't like it, I've said it a few times, right? I just thought he was my friend"

"You ever been invited to his house?"

"No, because yes I know his life story, I often invite him to come to my house"

In an ordinary place, on the side of the road, agil sat while waiting for the arrival of noze, actually already thirty minutes agil waiting here but, noze still did not come, agil tried to think positively, but four minutes missed, but, up to an hour, Agil was still sitting waiting on the street chair, until nightfall, until the rain came rushing, agil pulled over in front of the store, and the, he re-opened the phone and called but no one said, there were many messages that Agil sent but did not return.

Agil then moved and returned home, agil was shocked when he saw on his front desk there was a box, and agil was sure it was from noze, with a big smile, with a big smile, agil took the box and opened it, but agil was surprised that it was not food as usual, but it was a letter.

Agil opened it and read it.

"Agil thank you for being my new friend, because if I didn't play that game I wouldn't have met you, thank you too because there you my life became so beautiful, although when I return home I will go to hell again, hahahah, agil why yes you can be kind, ah refa also when I visit your house, refa very friendly like you, you are, I'm sorry you thought this box was food! ah, I'm sorry I couldn't come as promised, because there was a sudden job so I had to work, maybe next time? ah or not yes gil, maybe it's time we split up don't look for me yes gil, because later you will regret, bye the way my name is not noze hahahaha"

Agil dropped the letter and when he fell down, agil remained motionless, reading the letter, "This is not a dream?"

Agil tried to dial noze's phone number but it wasn't picked up, with a disheveled feeling that he got up and ran, not caring about the rain.

He broke through the heavy rain, his goal was the noze house, whatever happened agil hoped noze was still waiting for agil to come, agil was already thinking about strange things along the way, he increased his running speed, he added, until I don't know a lot of people cross paths with agil and agil hit many times he does not care, which he cares only one safety noze.

"Wait for me noze!!!!"

Agil broke down the door of the noze house, but still there was no answer, many times agil broke down, but still there was no answer, agil shouted until someone male opened the door.

"Who?" ask the plain man.

"Is noze in this house?"

"Noze? who's noze?"

Agil rolled his eyeballs while tousling his hair, ah yeah almost forgot noze faked his name.

"Are you his uncle?"

"Are you Jihan's friend?"

"I'm sorry he's busy working, he can't make friends with anyone" the man continued, closing the door rudely.

Agil was several times very frightened and worried, he ran looking everywhere, looking for places they used to visit, agil looking at various restaurants in the area but there was no noze, no where, until Agil sat in the street chair with a feeling of resignation and disarray.

"What are you doing? where'd you go?"

At the same time, he heard the ambulance sirens coming, the ambulance was very fast passing through agil just like that, the ambulance walked towards the alley of the housing complex noze, which was very fast, agil's eyes stared intently at the ambulance and ran after him.

His heart was like being squeezed, his heart was back in pain when what was seen in front of him, some people came crowding the blood-soaked woman in the street, agil approached.

"I beg you not to heaaa I begnnn" his inner.

Someone got out of the ambulance, and some people also came out of the ambulance box, they took out the patient's banker and lifted the woman's body, he said, a woman with a man who agil met earlier came crying, agil could guess it, agil could see clearly who he was, his body suddenly unable to move, he could not move, his eyes let out water that just fell.

The ambulance just left with the woman's body, and the two people who lived with her.

"Noze?......."

Even Agil's body could not catch up to the ambulance, he approached and saw clearly the bloodstained road, and flowing because of the rain, agil looked down at the blood, the blood of the woman who always sends her food box, which always comes on time when there is an appointment.

"Son? are you her boyfriend?" said a mother carrying an umbrella and she gave an umbrella to agil.

Agil simply stared blankly at the mothers beside him, and accepted the umbrella limply.

"Patience son" said the mothers while leaving agil.

The people who had been crowding saw the body chuckling finally returned to their homes, and now all that remained was agil here, still staring at the blood, the blood that flowed, and now all that was silent, his wet body he could not move, his heart was broken.

"Am I late?" his inner.

"Am I stupid?"

Why did the old wounds come back? even crying is like numbness.

"Why did I have to know you?"