Displacement 2 World
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Noze came out of the bathroom, he was surprised by the results of his test pack, the results were positive he had repeated it several times to make sure that it was not true but, tsst pack always produces positive results, the results are positive, noze washed his face, eyes shed tears his face did not show any expression.

Is this work the consequence like this? is this normal for women who work like this? but noze did not accept, he closed his eyes.

The last time he did this job was yesterday, and noze didn't know who did this, there were many he met, it was true that two months noze had not seen any sign of the moon coming.

This is a mistake indeed, it should be when working like this, it would be nice to do KB, but noze prefers to use a deterrent, why he always does not care about the small thing.

And now what should he do? who's father? even taking care of herself was a big mistake, and now she is pregnant? it comes to his mind about agil but noze is not that jerk he does not want to ruin the life of agil, even though noze has put his heart on him.

His mind was messed up, I don't know all he could do was cry, how would I be okay? one mistake can change everything.

"Han, there are customers" said someone who came suddenly.

"I'm sorry I'm not feeling well, I'm going home first"

Along the way he was like a numb, dead-end destination, he felt his body was very disgusting, is it worth a woman****** like this befriend a man who is kind hearted, it had been months noze had thought of ending his life, but since the man had come noze was a little happier, yet now he had made a mistake and still wanted to be friends with the good man?

Noze held his stomach, "Foolish boy do you think you grew up in my womb will be okay?" he hit his stomach hard.

Noze cried he had lied to agil, he made a big mistake, he did not deserve to like a good man like agil, he had lied about his work, "My name is jihan gil, my job is a prostitute"

Noze's eyes couldn't lie, he was crying, he didn't care about the people around, he saw Agil sitting waiting for him in the street chair, wanted it to feel like noze was running towards Agil and hugging him, but this already disgusting body of noze did not deserve a hug from such a kind man.

Crossing noze's mind, he went to the bookstore to buy a box and write a letter, he wrote with a smile even though his feelings were very sick, then he walked towards the house agil, put the mailbox, and he said, until the rain came, noze kept going, he was doing bad things every day, that's what noze always thinks about right now.

Is today the right day? his eyes closed his steps stopped his face facing the overcast sky above feeling the splash of rain that fell on his face, it was painful but not as painful as this feeling.

"Is today the time? leaving behind mom, uncle, and agil."

"That's free if I'm still alive my problem is getting so-so how not? I think over time the problem will be solved but why not me? the problem is growing"

"Try now to see my life? my job is a prostitute, my family, my mother and uncle a drunk and just lazing around at home, the future? is it in my mind? can money make life happy? not for me, everything I do is my own fault, right it's time, I've been thinking about it for too long"

After Noze put his bag in his room, he walked out, he stopped his steps and looked up at the sky how beautiful it would be if I could stay up there, he walked into a building not far from his house, he walked up the stairs, many people who cross paths with noze, but they knew that noze was a prostitute, they just stared at noze, he said, noze knew it was noze just walking around without expression he didn't care who passed them.

The building was a clothing store but that could be used only on the lower floor, on the empty upper floor, this became a noze opportunity to end his life.

He stood at the end of the building, he was crying and felt a great loneliness, his chest was tight, it felt numb, he was holding his stomach, "You don't have a father for what you live for"

"Look at my bleak life, don't you see it? why don't you understand my feelings? are you guys deaf? this is all my stupid fault!!!"

Noze closed his eyes, but suddenly he listened to someone shout, calling his name, noze opened his eyes, and true agil, noze could see agil from above, agil was looking for the existence of noze, noze was looking for the, noze could see his drenched body.

"Why are you looking for me? a person of you doesn't deserve to be friends with me"

His eyes could not turn away from agil, he still saw agil until he left and could not see again.

"Why are you looking for me? you can't see me, can you? I'm on top of gil..... on top of the gil building..... Why don't you come here? don't you see me upstairs when I'm already standing at the end?"

He rubbed his tearful cheek, "Thank you, gil, for the past few months..."

His heart was like being squeezed, his heart was back in pain when what was seen in front of him, some people came crowding the blood-soaked woman in the street, agil approached.

"I beg you not to heaaa I begnnn" his inner.

Someone got out of the ambulance, and some people also came out of the ambulance box, they took out the patient's banker and lifted the woman's body, he said, a woman with a man who agil met earlier came crying, agil could guess it, agil could see clearly who he was, his body suddenly unable to move, he could not move, his eyes let out water that just fell.

The ambulance just left with the woman's body, and the two people who lived with her.

"Noze?......."

Agil sat quietly in the usual place, where the tongkrongan of the three of them, agil, randi and gilang, agil's face did not express, it opened the worries of his two best friends, randi and gilang.

"Already crazy, we pray for the best that he can be received by his side" said Randi approached and sat beside Agil.

Randi and Gilang have been playing billiard hours but they are not serious about playing, because his friend, agil he just lost his new friend, their efforts both to entertain extinct.

"I just found out his name wasn't his real name" said Gilang.

"Sut.." randi slapped the cheek away violently.

"Its okay!"

Agil stood up and looked at the two of them, "I just lost him, but I don't want to lose you" she said.

"Why you?"

"There's nothing I've been tired of musing a few times, anyway jihan died a few weeks ago right?"

"It's still pretty strong, isn't it?" gilang.

"I'm still in shock, he lied with his real name and about his job" he said.

Randi and Gilang just put their heads aside.

"And why she killed herself because she was pregnant" said Randi.

"Not only that, I think there were a lot of problems that happened to him, actually I wanted to help him but I was late, I just came to his house at that time, and a few minutes later the ambulance came"

"Gil why are you so strong?" grouse.

Agil smiled, "Strong but lately it's often nighttime"

"That's it, let this be a lesson to us"

Agil put his shoes on the front of the house, he walked inside, and stopped in shock because the reflex that suddenly came blocking his net.

"Still thinking of noze's sister?"

"No" said Agil briefly as he stepped through the refa.

"I know how to lose his loved ones" grumbled refa while stalking agil behind him, agil suddenly stopped making refa hit agil's body.

"Why did it suddenly stop?"

Agil turned his head, "Have you asked like this several times? he's quiet there, why are you still wondering about him to me?"

Agil left her, "Gilak is really arrogant"

Agil dropped his body on his mattress he closed his eyes for a while, he exhaled while opening his eyes, his phone shook he opened the message.

"I'm sorry you're agil, jihan's friend?" number is unknown.

"Hallo?"

"Sorry, is this Agil?"

"Ah, what's wrong?"

"I'm Jihan's uncle, whom you met at the time"

Actually, Agil already did not want to connect with the jihan family because if still he could not heal his heart.

"What's wrong?"

"Can you meet in a cafe near here?"

"Yes, I'll send you the location"

All was broken when the bald man told Agil everything, about his household life and how he became like this, he just respected and nodded accordingly, he did not want to fall too much to listen to this story from his uncle, agil did not want to scratch the wound for long anymore.

"His mother is now in severe pain" her voice shrieked from colliding with her crying voice.

Agil breathed his long breath.

"Actually Jihan has given us a lot of money but because of greed and selfishness, we are more concerned with our world"

No need for agil's pleasantries to go, "Wait here ya mas"

Agil went to the nearest ATM, he took the money and went back to the bald man's place, it didn't take long and pleasantries.

"I hope the money I give is not for gambling and buying things that are not worth it" Agil offered money to the man.

"Ahhh I borrow first mas" said the man.

"No-no need, I sincerely give this money"

the man was still holding his hand agil, and unceasingly thanked him.

"I want to ask you a question" said Agil.

"How much did he suffer at that time?" continued.

"She..heaa" his voice was hoarse and he began to cry.

"I was forced to work at the job, he was an innocent child, he was kind, I often uttered harsh words to him, taking and stealing money by force while he slept, though the money is his stash and...."

"Quite mas. mas treatment is inappropriate, mas words more appropriate mas catapulted in the grave jehan, admit his guilt and self-conscious"

The man abused himself while whining, and apologized many times.

"No! don't apologize to me because this has nothing to do with me"

Agil stood up, "I sincerely give this to mas, use it for the healing of upperclassmen, and I hope not to see me again" agil left.

It seems like it is enough for Agil, this is the end of his story with jihan, he does not want to be in touch with the jihan family, his life problems that sumit does not want him to add anymore, it feels he is numb, everything God has taken, can agik not feel happiness?

To be able to accept his own family only takes time, and for now it is not enough time, why should agil feel bitter again and again? nineteen years old is it old enough to feel the bitter things in life?

Jihan is a strong woman who first met, her figure can make a journey for agil, that everything will not be able to return to its original if it is still gathered in a terrible environment, which is very difficult, just skip the flow and just skip the problem, right it is the right sentence, after thinking how can we not pass the flow? and the solution is to end his life? everyone has lived their lives with various obstacles, all have different perceptions, me and jihan are different, we are just small people who start a new life, but the perception of jehan is wrong.

Between right and wrong, everything is always on the verge of confusion, the thing we never forget is that with a choice, living life is not always straight ahead, there are many paths that turn, there are many ways, and you have to get through it, and it's true.

Randi broke down the front door of the house agil, he ran until his breath was panting, Randi stopped in front of the living room, gail father and refa who were sitting suddenly shocked by the sudden arrival of Randi.

"What's ran?" burhan's father said.

"My phone is not picked up, om, I send a message too?" his voice gasping.

"Well, she's in the room?"

"Did something happen?"

"What?" saut refa's.

"Om my permission to go to the agil room" without listening to the answer from agil's father, Randi hurriedly ran away and shouted agil's name.

"Brek!!!!" the door to the room is open.

"Damn it!!!!! damn it!!!!!!" randi.

"Where are you fucking?"

Agil who sat down while playing the game looked confused, "what's stupid?"

"After sending the message 'Bye I'll go not see you guys anymore' you're really off shit, I'm not getting my phone raised my mind anywhere!!!!!"

Agil stood up and drew closer to Randi's face, patting Randi on the forehead, "Ah really hot, you have a fever?"

"Suck!!" randi.

"Some of you are worried like that?" agil said as he dropped his body.

"how I don't worry gil, you're the reckless one"

"But if it's not the case"

"Where did you just go?"

"That's my mom jihan called for help" he said"

"What do you want?" ask randi penasaran.

"I think he wants to borrow money but I love him, his mother jihan is sick again"

"If I'd gotten my hands on her mom"

Agik laughed, "The driver is that"

"Yes, that's all done"

"Kadung right, I've come home stupid"