Ex Bastard's
Guilt

Excuse me..

That's the only word I can say without being able to express.

also thank you for all the things you have done for me..

I don't have the courage to come and say goodbye.I'm just afraid to go back to being selfish, and hold you back.

Thank you for keeping your promise to Queen, as well as to that jerk guy, even though it's actually not enough in my opinion, hehe.he should have suffered more no, because it's been wasting Queen.

Soon our divorce verdict comes out, you're free now Bagas.

I'm sorry I can't make Kanaya come back with you, I've explained everything to Aya, I hope you will fight harder for Aya and I always pray for you to always be happy.

Sorry to make things complicated between you guys.

I'm sorry.we're gone

Anina and Queen

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Bagas down Anina's empty house, Anina has gone somewhere, Anina even left all the gifts Bagas, car, ATM, and house.

Bagas sighed, the one Bagas was worried about was Queen how could Anina carry Queen without money.

From outside the house there was a knock on the door, even longer it sounded like a bang.

Bagas walked intending to open the door, but it turned out that the door had been opened first by the domestic assistant whom Bagas hired to take care of Anina, who was, Bagas looked at who had come and was still standing a few meters in front of him.

"Where's Anina..?" there was no answer from Bagas, Bagas only looked at that face, a face that Bagas longed for. "I told you where's fucking Anina?" his yell.

"It's gone Naya" said Bagas who was able to return his look back to his calm face.

"Where'd he go?" Kanaya approached Bagas who was sitting quietly on the sofa.

"I don't know"

"Sit down Naya, you're not tired of standing like that"

Kanya did not mind Bagas even continued to press his phone repeatedly contacting Anina's number which was clearly inactive from now on.

Bagas who felt ignored did not stay still, and immediately pulled Kanaya to sit down, Kanaya revolted how not Bagas pulled him to sit on his lap.

"What are you doing breng sek"

Bagas tightened his hands on Kanaya's slender waist "At a moment, please allow it a moment. I miss you.., Naya ku"he said Kanaya stopped revolting and let Bagas hold her, bagas breath that blows and makes Kanya's nape warm at once hot.

"All Naya's done, can I come back?" Bagas shook his head while chuckling "Not again have I explained that we never broke up, no, so.."

Kanaya woke up with all her might and succeeded, Kanaya widened her eyes in disbelief "Still about it, right,? listen Bagas is there or not, it should be with you married Anina it means the relationship between us is over"

"But I had to, and you know it"

Kanaya frowned "It is too late, if you were honest then, without hurting me. Maybe the path would be different, but you chose silence"

Bagas shook his head "Then it should be what I did, then, let Anina kill herself and it's all because I couldn't keep her that night until she ended up in a man's bed that she didn't know"

"What should I do when the knife ends its life, especially not just the dead man, but the innocent baby, after that night I was always haunted by guilt because Anina lost her chastity because of my carelessness and found Anina depressed and suicidal because it turned out that night made her pregnant"

"I love you really, but I can't tell you the truth either, I'm just afraid Anina's getting worse and keeps blaming me"

Bagas' breathing gasped as he said it at length.

"Then why?, at least you tell me" Kanaya looked down undeniably she also felt guilty, because she also forced Anina away, because she could not accompany Bagas that night.

Bagas shook his head "How I speak, even I am too afraid to look you in the eye, I am afraid to see the fact that you hate me Naya, yes I admit all the stupid things I did I regret, because I might be able to take away my guilt towards Anina but I ended up with my guilt towards you"

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