Ex Bastard's
Sick..?

"Hi.. How do you feel, is it better?" Bima is still waiting for Kanaya to wake up and will make sure that Kanaya is okay.

Bima rubbed Kanaya's hair soaked with sweat, "It's not feverish, thank goodness.." Bima sighs in relief.

"Big brother here?"

"Hmmm. You had a fever, so I'm waiting for you, I'm worried"

"It shouldn't be necessary, you must be busy" said Kanaya.

"No problem, I told Wita to hang out in a temporary cafe"

Kanaya nodded "Something is bothering you?"

"Ga..k why?"

"The doctor said you were too stressed"

"I'm not pa-pa"

"Yes, the important thing is that your fever has gone down, it means you are good, now you eat the abis just take medicine" Bima took a bowl of porridge that Alyla had made for Kanaya.

"So, I can go home alone"

"Yes later after this I go home" Bima began to feed the porridge to Kanaya.

"Already" Kanaya held Bima's hand in the third bribe.

"Today's two bribes Ay.."

"Nice" Kanaya shook her head

"Well, what do you want me to buy?"

Kanaya shook her head again"I want to rest" Kanaya put herself down again, then slept back to Bima, after taking medicine from Bima's hands.

Bima lifted the blanket and kissed Kanaya's forehead "I go home first.." Kanaya silently did not answer, her eyes closed.

After hearing the door close Kanaya opened her eyes again "Sorry I brother" he said.

Kanaya was struck by guilt towards Bima, he promised to try to open his heart to Bima, but in fact as hard as he could try to remain Bagas in his heart.

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Bima drove his car out of the residential complex where Kanaya lived, he would go to the cafe now and work, even though it was noon and very late, but could at least divert his mind.

Bima squeezed the steering wheel tightly when considering Kanaya, this is dangerous when his heart churned he did not want to die silly and accident, quickly Bima pulled over his car, resting his face on both hands and rubbing it rough, Bima quickly pulled over his car, he thought it would last even though it hurt, but why when it really happened it felt this sick, it really hurt.

Bima closed for a moment and patted his chest "This is not what you want Bima, then feel it" he said more like a mockery.

It turns out that it really hurts to love someone but that person does not love us, especially when asleep even that person still thinks about his love.

Bima held back with all his might since he was still waiting for Kanaya who was asleep, he wanted to shout at Kanaya that the one beside him was Bima instead of Bagas.

Kanaya's pale face, the cold sweat that came out from Kanaya's forehead made her worry half to death, but the rumble as Kanaya's eyes closed made Bima hold her breath.

As Kanaya's pale lips continued to murmur that name, a name that couldn't easily disappear from Kanaya's heart.

"Norra.."

"Norra.."

"Norra.."

Not just once, but many times, although sounding soft and soft Bima can hear clearly.

Bima scooped up as much air to fill his heart that felt tight, he had to survive at least he still had a chance, right? and he'll hold on until then, when Kanaya really gives up and doesn't choose him, that's when he'll give up.

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Patience Bima rest assured soul mate will not be exchanged 🤧

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Gifts can also be, one flower, two flowers, three flowers.especially if the flowers are sown on coffee 😅.