Ex Bastard's
Dilemmas

Kanaya stared at Bagas' bead full of regrets "Sorry, can we go back. Give me a chance.." Bagas tries to grab Kanaya's hand, but Kanaya moves away.

"It can't be all different.." Kanaya shakes.

"What's that guy for?" Kanaya is not surprised if Bagas turns out to know, because Bagas is always watching him and Kanaya knows it. "Do you really love her?" Kanaya was still silent and lowered her head "Is your love for me no longer Naya?" Bagas walked closer "Look at me Naya" Bagas continued to draw closer eroding the distance with Kanaya.

"Look at me Naya, don't you love me anymore?"

"No.."

"I said look at me Naya, say it with my eyes!"The distance between Bagas and Kanaya is now only a few inches.

Kanaya looked up, her eyes were glazed and stared directly at Bagas's eyes "No. I don't love you Bagas.so stop.hmmp" didn't want to hear Kanaya's hurtful words, Bagas silenced Kanaya's lips with his lips, trying to uncover and search for something hidden, Kanaya revolted and hit Bagas' shoulder to let him loose but Bagas' link was so tight,bagas' right hand pressed down on Kanaya's nape to deepen her kiss, his left hand tightly pressed down on Kanaya's waist to get closer to her.

Kanaya felt her whole body weaken, with the overwhelming sting of Bagas she seemed to no longer feel her footing.

Bagas sipped Kanaya's lips gently alternating up and down no more resistance now, Kanaya closed with open lips let Bagas explore the contents of her mouth, her hands squeezed the Bagas's coat strong, and her,

Kanaya lost. As with any evasive Kanaya, she still loves Bagas, in fact since Kanaya did not stop loving this man, even though Bagas had hurt her.

Kanaya took as many breaths as Bagas stopped, but not distancing his distance, his chest rising and falling as his heart beat crazily.

Bagas rubbed Kanaya's lips wet from the sali vanya and then put their forehead together "You still love me Naya. feel it. I can even hear this beating very fast" Bagas put his hand on Kanaya's chest,then bring Kanaya's hand to touch her chest and equally glaring "This is proof that you still love me, her beatings are the same and always will be!"

Kanaya swallowed her hard-earned sali va, Bagas was right, her heartbeat was like it was going to explode now, Bagas cupped Kanaya's cheek "Let's start all over again" Kanaya closed her eyes enjoying Bagas' touch, Bagas said, but a shadow appeared in his brain that made him take a few steps back from Bagas.

"I'm sorry" Kanaya left Bagas, who was sculpting with his hand still holding the air.

Kanaya left, her Naya left and gave no more chances to her, her hands drooped, her hope was gone, was this really beyond repair.

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Kanaya shut herself in the room from the moment she got home from Anina's house, locked the room and plunged her whole body into the blanket, Kanaya cried...

Repeatedly hitting his chest that felt tight "Why should now.." he murmured.

Kanya doesn't go out until night and makes Alyla worry "Darling you haven't had dinner, eat yuk!" Alyla knocked on the door.

"I'm still full mom, if I eat the laper" Kanaya tried to normalize her hoarse and vibrating voice.

"You're good, aren't you, son?"

"Doctor needs to?"

"I just need to rest mom" Alyla gave up, she knew her daughter must be hiding something so Kanaya wouldn't open the door to her room.

"OK.if there's anything to call mom"

Kanaya drowned herself in the blanket after she could not hear Alyla's voice again.

His head suddenly dizzy maybe crying too much.

The next day, as usual, Bima picked up Kanaya, went into the house to meet Adam and Alyla.

"For om, auntie" Adam nodded, You can see the worried face of Alyla and Adam, what is it?.

"For Bim, did you pick up Aya?"

"Yes aunty, is there Aya?"

"Yes, being sick, all night he did not leave the room, just aunty knew that Aya was sick because he did not come out too, now again in the doctor's check"

Bima looked surprised, and Worried since yesterday Kanaya did not lift her phone even overnight her phone was off, Bima last met when Kanaya was spoken to by Anina.

The doctor had just finished examining Kanaya "Miss Kanaya is just a normal fever, maybe for a while don't get too tired let alone stressed, it seems like this is due to too much thought, is she in trouble?"

Alyla and Adam copy a glance and look towards Bima who also looks confused "May I meet Aya, om , aunt?"

After getting Bima's permission to enter Kanaya's room, Kanaya was asleep, possibly the effect of the drug given by the doctor.

Bima sat next to Kanaya and clasped his hands, as he remembered yesterday Kanaya was fine, what this was related to Anina, Bima knew about the relationship of Bagas, Anina and Kanaya especially Azka explained everything to Bima.

Without Bima knowing, the dilemma of Kanaya is currently related to him.

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