Ex Bastard's
Still trying

Kanaya noticed the motion of Bagas who was lighting the film, why did the last word Bagas kept ringing in his ear 'While there might not be me in it' did Bagas intend to give up? then why? isn't that good but why does Kanaya feel that her heart isn't willing, Does Bagas not want to fight any more? did it just get here?.

Kanaya blinked a few times as Bagas approached her still with a sincere smile on his lips, then Kanaya returned her smile "Alright let's sit we watch the movie" Bagas led Kanaya to sit with his feet and Bagas went up next to him and lifted the blanket to his waist.

Bagas directly focused on the film that began to spin, while Kanaya still saw the look of Bagas' face that looks ordinary "Why?" Bagas realized Kanaya was looking at him.

Kanaya shook her head and began to look at the big screen in front of her, Bagas smiled and then clasped Kanaya's hand and watched the film again, Kanaya left her hand in her hand again it felt comfortable.

Kanaya will enjoy this.. Can it? before deciding everything must end, Kanaya wants to feel it again like when she and Bagas were together.

Kanaya brought herself closer to Bagas and laid her head on Bagas' shoulder, Bagas smiled and gently rubbed Kanaya's hair.

'Her 'Comfort..'

Bagas's hand continued to rub Kanaya's hair from behind, whether consciously or not Kanaya increasingly thrust her head into Bagas' chest and her hands hugged Bagas' waist.

Of course Bagas was happy about Kanaya's behavior, and hoped that Kanaya would be devastated and give her a chance to return to him, he promised not to waste her again.

An hour or so of film was played but it seemed that the two did not care about the film, and only enjoyed the company between them.

Kanaya was immersed in a feeling that was so comfortable in Bagas that she did not feel herself asleep.

Bagas realized Kanaya was asleep because he heard Kanaya's regular breathing in his chest, if he may not want this to end quickly and Kanaya remained in his arms.

Bagas gives a soft kiss on Kanaya's hair and then comes to the punch..

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Kanaya blinked her eyes repeatedly then squirmed and looked up and saw Bagas who was watching her still with his smile, Kanaya seemed to have to get used to Bagas attitude in the next few days.

Kanaya straightened her body then cleared her throat to neutralize herself who arrived nervously "His movie is done.." Kanaya saw the screen was black.

"Hmm three hours ago"

"You look comfortable and sound so I'm letting it go"

"Sorry.."

Bagas shook his head "After all I like, let's go back to sleep..?" Bagas patted his chest.

"No" Kanaya immediately got up and ran towards the toilet, while Bagas just shook his head with a smile.

Kanaya came out of the toilet after a few minutes of daydreaming, why could she forget herself so, so comfortable she fell asleep in Bagas' arms, and now she was ashamed of herself.

Kanaya did not find Bagas again when he came out of the toilet, he went out of the home theater and looked for Bagas.

There was a sound from the direction of the kitchen he was sure it was Bagas, because since he had not found anyone, did Bagas deliberately get rid of everyone in order to be alone, can be alone,as he remembered there were also some cooks who at that time made porridge for the Queen.Kanaya immediately approached Bagas who was now struggling with his cooking.

"You cook?"

"It must be a laper, right?"

Kanaya nodded, hungry, it's almost lunch time,

"It's just pasta, isn't it? this is all I can do, besides you've always loved my pasta" Bagas started pouring sauce on his pasta dishes.

"Not again.." Bagas stopped his hand movements. "I don't like it anymore, whatever it is that's related to you" Kanaya looked down at Bagas' stiffened face, but Bagas soon smiled again, even though Kanaya knew it was a bitter smile.

"Well don't eat then, what do you want to eat? I make it, or we just order it" Can not be denied Bagas heart feels stuck, but it does not matter this is all because of his mistake, the heartache he felt now was nothing compared to the pain of Kanaya before.

Bagas would keep a plate of pasta in the sink, but Kanaya kept it "Don't throw away food.." Kanaya immediately picked it up and put it on the table and started eating it. "I don't like it, but that doesn't mean I don't want to eat" Bagas smiled and sat in Kanaya's front seat.

Kanaya eat it with a voraciously, true Bagas homemade pasta is always delicious.

Bagas noticed Kanaya "He didn't like it, but it was so thin" Bagas rubbed the rest of the sauce on Kanaya's lips with a tissue, and stunned Kanaya.

"Ck. That's because I'm a lager" Kanaya turned her face when her beads and Bagas looked up, and then Kanaya remembered something "You don't eat?" He only realized that Bagas had only been watching him.

"Hmmm. his intention is to eat a plate together so romantic eh.. has run out" Kanaya gulped his saliva why he did not realize if he had spent it, so good his pasta made Bagas, so good, he did not realize the two servings Bagas made one he spent alone.