Falling in Love Again
Flashback 5 Years Ago(Weighing)

It seems that today Anggita must return to meet Fatur who is still in the hospital, not to answer the expression of Fatur's feelings, not also deliberately to see him. But to return the Fatur jacket left behind when borrowed by him. The hotel clerk last night delivered a jacket belonging to Fatur left in the laundry place, inevitably Anggita had to deliver it to Fatur.

Although actually Anggita is reluctant to meet but what can be done, Anggita must meet with Fatur and say goodbye if he will return to Jakarta tomorrow morning. The words of Fatur yesterday still make Anggita nervous and confused look they both do not talk much when they meet.

"This is your jacket left behind. Last night the hotel employee delivered it, so I came here to turn in your jacket," explained Anggita when he arrived at Fatur's inpatient room.

It was a coincidence that in Fatur's hospital room there was no one, Erik had just returned home for college and his mother Fatur had not come.

Why the attitude of Fatur today became different as usual, a little calm and quiet when Anggita came.

"Still," Fatur replied briefly as he picked up the jacket Anggita had given him.

The two went back to silence for a moment there were many questions in the mind of Fatur and Anggita, one of which was that they were eager to discuss about yesterday but were very embarrassed to start.

"Gue all want to say hello to you." Aggita started the conversation after they were momentarily silent.

"Where are you going?" tanya Fatur who began to panic heard Anggita was about to leave her.

The assumption of Fatur is if Anggita wants to leave his room, but in fact Anggita wants to return to Jakarta. Seen from the face Anggita so reluctant to tell Fatur because for Anggita himself a little heavy to return to Jakarta.

Honestly Anggita has started to like his togetherness with Fatur, the existence of Fatur is very missed by Anggita. Even his feelings started to appear lately. But Anggita doubt if they are both able to undergo a long-distance relationship or commonly called LDR. Jakarta-Batam is not a short distance, if they want to meet must cross the vast ocean and many miles away.

"Tomorrow I'll go back to Jakarta."

Deg, Fatur's face was silent and looked very flat and cold looking at Anggita. What Fatur just heard made him very disappointed, is it true that Anggita will return tomorrow to Jakarta? That's a sign they won't see each other again.

It feels when Anggita comes Fatur's face looks so very happy, but when you hear tomorrow Anggita will go home to make Fatur disappointed. The smile on his lips disappeared instantly with a flat face impressed cold, and Anggita could see the disappointment Fatur painted on the face of his look. Fatur's mouth was locked tightly not talking, silence had described his disappointment to Anggita who came home suddenly. Actually, it is not a sudden home just advanced a day early.

"Thank you, yes make it all," continued Anggita again tried to invite Fatur to speak because from then on the man just fell silent.

"Yes," Fatur replied briefly in a flat-sounding tone with no painted smile and did not stare at Anggita in the slightest standing right beside him.

"See you later, Tour." Aggita say goodbye because the atmosphere there makes him start uncomfortable.

Anggita feeling very nervous when staring at the two eyeballs Fatur, his eyes were not as sad as yesterday. The look in his eyes was not as comfortable and peaceful as yesterday, the look in his eyes was not the look that Angita liked.

"Yes," Fatur replied still in a cold and flat tone just a word away.

Anggita's footsteps began to leave Fatur who was still silent not much to say, actually Anggita really wanted to talk a lot with Fatur. About anything when he still has time in Batam. Not a farewell like this, was Fatur angry with him? Not yet Anggita went further than the place Fatur, suddenly the voice of Fatur held Anggita's footsteps.

"Then how do I feel the same? Are you gonna let him do it like that?" tanya Fatur still with a firm sounding tone made Anggita's footsteps stop.

Deg, Fatur again questioned about his statement that had not been answered by Anggita. Anggita's body froze without looking at Fatur. What should Anggita tell Fatur about the answer? One moment Anggita was silent thinking about what answer he would say to Fatur.

Anggita can not lie if in fact also like the figure of Fatur who had just known him a few days. But Anggita think realistic if there is no lasting relationship in undergoing LDR. You just don't want to waste time and energy on an uncertain relationship and often run aground in the middle of the road.

Although Anggita knows not all who undergo LDR relationships will run aground and end up in vain, there are also some of them who succeed but only a few percent. The reason Anggita does not want to undergo LDR because he can not be far from his partner. Anggita's body turned to look at Fatur who was waiting for his answer while continuing to look at him. On his face implied hope to Anggita.

"Gue at least can not LDR, but I also can not lie if I also like lo," said Anggita revealed the feeling.

Heart Fatur happy not to play hear it even though there is a disappointed side but it is closed with the feeling of Anggita who also likes it. A smile now flashed on Fatur's lips when he heard it like there were butterflies and flowers blooming in Fatur's heart. His handsome face did not look flat anymore, his smile did not look cold anymore, his gaze did not look cynical anymore to him.

Honestly Anggita was very happy to see all the changes in Fatur's face made his heart calm, and Anggita also did not lie about his feelings to Fatur. All this time he felt happy when he was with Fatur.

"So you don't want to try LDR?" tanya Fatur reassures Anggita who looks very doubtful.

The girl lowered her head while thinking about Fatur's question. A moment later back to staring Fatur fixedly somehow shadow moments with Fatur re-occur, visible in the mind Anggita.

"Gue knows we are many miles away, Batam-Jakarta is not a short distance that can be reached in half an hour. I will try to make this relationship not in vain." Fatur tries to convince Anggita to change her mind.

Honestly Anggita is very confused what to do at this time, he also does not want to waste time and opportunity with Fatur.