Falling in Love Again
Flashback 5 Years Ago (Milli's Match with Son)

It has been almost half an hour more Son waiting for the arrival of Rudi in his office. But during that time also Rudi has not come, whereas last night Rudi himself asked Putra to meet him.

Adiyana Sutanto's son is the son of a fellow soldier at the old police academy school. It turns out Putra went to college in the same place as Mili. All was planned by Rudi a long time ago, because Rudi and his father Putra had planned to match the Son with Mili.

The son deliberately went to the same school and entered the same department as Mili so that the two of them could always be close, without Mili knowing if Putra was the son of his father's friend.

"Have you been here a long time?" rudi asked as he shifted the hot tea towards the Son sitting beside him.

His face seemed as calm as his heart and personality. The son is indeed a man who can control emotions and calm, his quiet and calm attitude makes Mili sometimes happy to be by his side. Mili has been close to each other without knowing who the real Son is.

"Already, Om," answered the short Son while taking the tea given by Rudi.

"How has your relationship with Mili developed? Has he started liking you?"

The son was silent for a moment while taking a breath, it was very difficult for him to be able to get close to Mili. She is a very cold and closed woman. I do not know what to say and reported to Rudi, because what happened still remains the same even though the Son can start close to Mili.

"Still the same. She is not the type of woman who is as easy to approach as I imagined," said Putra in a pessimistic tone looking at Rudi who was so very confident that all his plans would work out easily.

There was a bit of disappointment in Rudi's heart because it did not match his expectations, but on the other hand Rudi was also happy because Putra had started to get close to Mili after almost a year and a half they were one class.

"I was almost frustrated approaching him because he was very difficult to approach by men," added Putra again began to tell me about Mili.

Indeed, his ex-wife once told me that Mili did not have someone special in her heart, like a lover. In contrast to Fatur who began to open the heart and try to start a relationship with women. But Mili until now has not been able to try to establish a relationship with a creature with the name of a man.

"Did he have a lover?"

"Yet. He didn't even have that special someone all along. It seems that he is not interested in a serious relationship."

Maybe Rudi had a lot of patience to be able to match the Son with Mili. But for sure at this time the Son is already near his daughter.

"I beg you to take care of him, because he never trusted anyone," Pinta Rudi pleaded with the Son.

"You don't have to worry because I'll take care of her."

"And don't let him know about you."

"Yes, Om. I'll make sure of that."

If only Putra didn't like Mili, he might have retreated a long time ago. Since her father showed her a photo of Mili when it was also Putra had started to like her, it turns out Mili is her SD childhood friend. Without Mili knowing until now the Son is the man who was once saved by Mili, when the Son was beaten by some of his classmates.

At that time Mili and Putra were first class friends but Mili was not aware that Putra was his childhood friend. The wounds left by his father made Mili forget all the beautiful events while with his father, including with the Son. And when Putra finds out that she will be betrothed to Mili, her heart is happy not to play. Especially when you can major in college, there Putra can take care of Mili well.

It feels Mili has almost been criticized by an extraordinary curiosity because of the letters that often come to him. All the words that the mysterious person wrote made Mili's mind disturbed. The last few days Mili looked a lot dreamy, and her mother realized there was little change to her daughter.

"What's wrong with you, Mil?" tias Ayu asked when he saw Mili daydreaming to leave the TV on but his gaze went nowhere.

Deg, Mili is aware of the voice of Tias Ayu approaching her. Mili's face was a little nervous as her mother sat beside Mili and looked at her fixedly.

"You sick?" tias Ayu asked while holding Mili's forehead ensuring her daughter's body temperature.

"No, Ma," Mili replied trying to calm down even though her heart was being hit by a big question.

Tias Ayu was a great mother to Fatur and Mili, although she lived and raised both her children never to complain or Mili to see her mother cry. Mili believes that her mother often cried without the knowledge of herself and Fatur.

"Where's nature?" Tias Ayu tries to believe what Mili is saying and changes the question of her son's whereabouts.

"Get out with Anggita. Tomorrow he said Anggita wanted to go home, so he accompanied Anggita for the last day here."

Tias Ayu looked back at Mili with a clingy look and Tias Ayu's gaze made Mili a little nervous, let alone the knotty smile that was painted on her lips made Mili have an unpleasant feeling.

"Your sister already has someone who can be invited to tell stories and share complaints. Don't you have someone you can share your story with?"

Exactly the assumption Mili turns out his mother alluded to someone special to him. Mili's eyes began to glance to the left and to the right as if looking for an excuse, and avoid more questions from her mother.

"Which other man should I trust, Ma. Is there still a man I can trust other than Fatur?"

The look on Tias Ayu's face, which had been filled with smiles to tempt her daughter, changed instantly when she heard Mili's words. Like being stabbed by a knife Tias Ayu heard, why did Mili suddenly just talk like that?

There is a sudden change in Mili's face if Tias Ayu mentions men, because Mili is comfortable with his current situation. Moreover, the condition of both parents that makes Mili reluctant to establish a relationship with men.

The trauma still lingers in Mili's heart, what it's like to lose her first love, what it's like to be betrayed and abandoned. Everything still felt very clear in Mili's mind.

"When will you shut yourself down?" tias Ayu asked in a soft tone looking at her daughter.

Mili's eyeballs turn reddish with clear-colored water starting to fill the retina area, his eye fertilizers over time many contain clear circles called tears. Mili's current feelings could not be described with words, only cries could be expressed by her.