Falling in Love Again
Flashback 5 Years Ago (Dining Together)

After the return of Fatur from the hospital made himself a more quiet person, rarely spoke if not spoken to by his mother and brother. The change is increasingly visible when Anggita rejects him, Fatur's feelings some days are very chaotic. Moreover, knowing his father had come several times to visit his home made Fatur even more upset.

For what papa came to the house when Fatur had told many times not to come to the house if he was there. Surely at any time Fatur will never forgive his father. After Fatur came back from campus to see his mother was very busy in the kitchen. Unlike usual so many mama cooking a variety of dishes accompanied by Mili who was busy helping her mother, will her mother come to the guests?

"What's Mili's sister's mother?" fatur asked as he walked into the kitchen to see his mother and Mili was so busy cooking as if they were both being chased by time.

Mili and his mother were shocked by the sudden arrival of Fatur, indeed his mother and Mili did not tell Fatur about the arrival of his father here. Mili chose not to answer Fatur's question and continued cooking the almost cooked dishes on the frying pan. Unlike his mother who began to approach Fatur as if trying to speak well and calm his son.

"Yet cooking," replied his mother who approached Fatur as the man approached Mili who was cooking with both hands tucked into his pants pocket.

"Mama tumben cook in the afternoon? Usually if dinner usually mama cook it impromptu and not this much?"

Fatur does not like cold cuisine every Fatur wants to eat something must be his mother always make it. But this time his mother cooked so many menus and from all the menus that his mother cooked only one favorite cuisine Fatur, actually his mother cooked for whom?

Mili and her mother told Fatur who was coming tonight. But his mother can't lie to Fatur who's coming tonight to his house. His mother tried to calm down to tell Fatur who would come hoping that his youngest son would be able to accept.

Her mother knew Fatur would be angry if she found out, but her mother had no choice but to accept her ex-husband's request to meet her two children. Although her mother's pain is still stored, at least her ex-husband deserves a second chance.

Fatur's gaze was still faithfully waiting for his mother's answer, who would come tonight. Why is her mother so so heavy to say who will come tonight to her house. Both eyes glanced momentarily to the left and right, while Mili continued to pray if her sister would not emotion who would come later.

"Your father will have dinner here tonight" replied his mother looking at Fatur.

Glek, it felt Fatur was difficult to swallow his saliva and his chest was pounding very hard due to the emotion of hearing who was coming. Why could her mother just forgive her and take her to dinner together? It was as if everything his father did had never happened.

Indeed Fatur did not forbid his mother and brother to forgive his father but the one that Fatur pinta is to never invite his father to come to his house again. Especially if there is a fatur there. Fatur's cheerful face turned cold and flat, his eyes turning cynical. Fatur did not believe that his mother and brother would forgive his father. But he could not force it because Fatur had never spoken would not forbid his mother and brother if he wanted to forgive his father, but not with Fatur who would never forgive him at any time.

Fatur just fell silent not to talk back after knowing who would come to his house later tonight. While Mili could only catch his breath if Fatur's anger did not explode, without much talk Fatur stepped his feet away leaving his mother and brother without a word. Has not had time to move far immediately steps stopped with the question of his mother.

"You ate together, right?" asked her mother when Fatur was about to step away from the kitchen.

Fatur's footsteps stopped hearing his mother's question, what a difficult and heavy question for him because it would be a table with his father after a long time they were not together anymore. How will Fatur feel?

"Look at it later, Ma. I do not promise," replied Fatur briefly without looking at his mother and went back to leave his mother and Mili.

Tias Ayu was only speechless at the passing of his son, he knew very well how Fatur felt it was not that easy to forgive his papa. It must be that Fatur's feelings right now are very chaotic, that's what Tias Ayu had in mind.

Fatur continued to move his feet towards his room, opened the door of the room violently and closed it so tight that a very loud sound of a knock was heard. His mind floated somewhere it felt Fatur could not if he had to have dinner one table with his father later tonight.

His thoughts have been contaminated by the figure of Anggita, sometimes making Erik very upset because Anggita has clearly rejected his best friend but Fatur still hopes for him. Lazy reply to incoming messages from Erik makes Fatur throw the phone he took earlier on the mattress to his original place.

Fatur could not imagine if tonight had to have dinner with his papa, after so long now they can eat together again. What they were going to talk about at dinner tonight, there was no way Fatur would ask the reason his father left him. Fatur is eager to find out why his father left him for so many years without a proper life.

When Fatur was daydreaming sitting on the mattress suddenly heard the sound of his bedroom door ringing, his daydream broke because of that sound. Fatur could guess if it was his mother who would invite him to dinner. Fatur quickly opened the door of his room and saw his mother standing in front of his door.

"What's wrong?" fatur asked in a slightly firm tone looking at his mother who was not allowed to enter by Fatur.

"Your new father came, let's have dinner together," invited his mother in a hopeful tone to Fatur.

Fatur's mouth was silent when his mother informed him of his father's arrival, a coming that Fatur had never expected until now. But Fatur also did not want to make his mother sad, Fatur could imagine if he had to sit together facing dinner with his father.

Some time Fatur was silent thinking what to do, but honestly Fatur really missed being together with his father. The rare time that Fatur had once had with his papa.

"I'm not hungry yet, Ma. I'm tired of taking a break for a while, mommy and sister first I'll catch up."

Tias Ayu was very disappointed to hear Fatur's words, he could not force if Fatur did not want to come to dinner with him.

"Alright if you don't want to come, but mama really hope you come to dinner with us," said Tias Ayu hope while leaving Fatur who still stands sculpting.

The atmosphere in the dining room was so awkward and stiff, the three people were silent to each other in silence no conversation between them. It feels like only this time the three of them have just tasted dinner together again after so long. There is sadness and heartache if Tias Ayu remembers his past, as well as Mili who at mealtime must be as fighting over a rice spoon with Fatur. That memory now lives a memory that can only be remembered by Mili and Tias Ayu.

Tias Ayu, Rudi and Mili had already sat together for the night in the dining room, the three of them enjoying the dinner that Tias Ayu had prepared. Rudi's heart is very happy and sad because it can eat together again after a long time, although this evening Fatur did not take part in dinner together but did not reduce the happiness of Rudi to be able to eat dinner together with his ex-wife and his first daughter.

"I made you your favorite food" Mili told her father as his eyes began to explore the cuisine on the table.

Hearing Mili's words made Rudi very happy when his daughter cooked her favorite food, really Mili did not forget her favorite food of his father.

"Thank you, Mil. Papa was very happy," said Rudi so happy and moved to look at Mili who was sitting in front of him.

Just as the three of them were about to start dinner, Fatur suddenly came over and sat down beside Mili. Seeing the arrival of Fatur made the three of them speechless and shocked by the arrival of Fatur who had eaten together. Fatur sat without talking but made his mother and father very happy even though Fatur did not talk but he wanted to eat together. Rudi's eyes stared fixedly at his son with eyes that began to glaze over. Time passed so quickly that Rudi did not realize that his little hero had now turned into a very handsome and mature man.

"Don't you think I went to the grave together which means I forgive you! I only respect mama who is tired of making food" Fatur said firmly to his papa.

Rudi just smiled at Fatur's words, it doesn't matter to Rudi whatever the reason for his son. Yang Rudi knew at this moment he was very happy to see so clearly and closely the son and daughter. Tonight was a very happy night for Rudi, but not for Fatur who had to struggle with his past wounds.