Falling in Love Again
Flashback 5 Years Ago (Fatur Past)

Anggita began to dissolve into the story of Fatur, it turns out that his world has not been as beautiful as Anggita imagined. Being the son of a state servant who has a position will not guarantee happiness, from the story heard by Anggita can be concluded if Fatur a lot of pressure from his father.

The Fatur he saw now was not the Fatur Anggita had seen when he first met. This time Fatur looks very fragile not as fresh as he first met.

"I want to tell you something about my life. I hope you'll remember it, because I won't tell it a second time." Fatur began to speak seriously looking at Anggita with a fixed make himself curious what would be said by Fatur.

"Do you want to hear it?" ask Fatur when he saw Anggita just speechless looking at him not much to say.

Just a small nod that Anggita did because he began to be hypnotized by the words Fatur just said. A knot smile was painted on Fatur's lips as Anggita accepted his request. This time is the right time for Anggita to know who he is.

"Sir. I am the son of a broken home. My mom and dad divorced when I was in high school, exactly 6 years ago they split up." Fatur began to tell a serious story while looking at Anggita with love.

Anggita was speechless and shocked when he heard it, it turned out to be exactly what Anggita thought if there was something going on between Fatur and his papa during this time. Because there's no way Fatur would hate his papa like that.

"My father is a policeman, his position is so high. Our family is very harmonious and full of love nothing less than me. I have a good parent, caring, loving, perfect family, exceptional material conditions without drawbacks. Until one day it was all destroyed instantly because of another woman who papa present to our lives." the expression of Fatur's face began to mute and his tone began to sound heavy.

Suddenly Anggita was silent sadly staring at Fatur, the eyes of Fatur look began to glaze over and Anggita could feel how heavy Fatur was telling his past. The past has hurt him to this day.

"One day my papa was transferred, he was in direct contact with the night world. Almost every night he was out never at home because of his new job. One day he meets a woman the other night and they fall in love. They hooked up behind my mom and until one day my dad left us because of that woman."

Deg, Anggita's heart began to feel sad and sick to hear the story of Fatur. So this is the reason for everything, from his cold attitude, from his ketus and jutek attitude, from his introverted attitude and temperament. Aggita felt unable to swallow her saliva and her chest somehow felt very heavy.

The same is the case with Fatur who is always sad if you have to remember everything. Even today he will never forget what his father did. Wounds that will never go away at any time. Wounds that make him a figure of silence and loner.

"Papa ignored us leaving without a message. For 6 years papa never explained why he left, no words of apology said from him. Papa also did not finance all our needs, food, school fees so that my mother had to bone up to support me and my brother. Mama started a small business and I started betting on wild races on the streets. That's what I do almost every night. The harshness of life I have felt all this time, Anggita," continued Fatur continued to tell stories trying to hold back his sadness and tears that were about to come out of his eyes.

Anggita was really moved to hear it, his heart was saddened and so did not expect if it turned out to be Fatur's life like that. Staring at Fatur's face which now looks sad and clear circles begin to meet the eye fertilizers Fatur.

"For 6 years papa never sent us a message. From then on my world began to crumble and there was no hope. This incident made Mili and I hit and turned us into introverts but the difference is that I am more temperament and uncontrolled. From then on, my father left me with deep wounds, and I began to hate him."

Unwittingly tears fell onto Fatur's cheek, Anggita knew how Fatur was feeling right now. It would not be easy to retell the cold past he had forgotten, let alone have made a wound in his heart.

"The night world, the rigors of life are no stranger to me, Anggita. I'm immune to circumstances that are always disappointed. Even life was once at stake."

His life? What life does Fatur mean? I am getting curious to hear the story of Fatur.

"During my time as a wild racing jockey, I had frequent accidents. Even in the head and ears very often, and therefore make me have vertigo."

It seems Anggita no longer wants to hear it because it makes Anggita's heart hurt, tears begin to fall to the cheeks Anggita. If Anggita who is in his position will certainly never be as fresh as Fatur at this time.

"Sometimes I'm hampered by having this disease, my studies and my activities have to be interrupted by vertigo. And I've been through it a long time."

"Till now do you feel it often?" I started asking out of curiosity.

"Often. If I'm exhausted, stress from the lessons and problems that have plagued me."

Anggita at first glance remembered Fatur who entered the hospital while he was in Batam. Fatur was admitted to the hospital because of his vertigo. What does it have to do with him.

"Both," replied Fatur briefly who was now beginning to look calm.

"Do you have to end up in the hospital?" ask Anggita who feels very worried about the current state of Fatur.

"Not always. For sure, I have found a cure for the disease that I am feeling."

"What?" The assumption is so curious.

"You." Fatur starts teasing Anggita.

Indeed Fatur has other skills that can make a woman become misbehaved, Anggita's face immediately reddened with shame. Nervousness is felt by Anggita when Fatur seduces him.

"Gombal deh." Anggita tried to turn her face red with embarrassment while Fatur only laughed lightly at Anggita's attitude.

"You want to know more about me?" fatur continued trying to melt the atmosphere a little stiff.

"Yes," answered Anggita who began to look at Fatur.

"I don't like to eat at home because I eat fast food more often. If I eat breakfast, I eat bread more often with milk. Eating rice can be counted because I rarely eat at home." Fatur again complains of his habit so that Anggita remembers the likes and habits of his lover.

Today Fatur tells a lot about his life to Anggita, he does not hesitate to tell all his personal life to the woman who has just become his lover. Starting from the story of his mother, father, and brother. For the current Fatur Anggita is the place to lean.

"Until when do you forgive your father?" ask Anggita who wants to know if Fatur will forgive his papa.

Hearing Anggita's question made Fatur's face slightly unfriendly. Fatur was silent for a while looking at Anggita, really he would never forgive his father if Anggita wanted to know.

"Never, Anggita. I will never forgive him. The pain he left me was too deep and imprinted for me." Fatur stares fixedly at Anggita.

"Even though he begged you? give all the facilities you want? Will you never forgive him?" Anggita kept asking hoping if Fatur would forgive his papa.

"Never!"

It seemed like the door of apology to his father was already tightly shut in Fatur's heart. Anggita also can not blame Fatur completely because Fatur is just a victim of the selfishness of his parents.

"Fatures. If I had left you and made a wound in your heart, would you have hated me as much as you hated your father?" ask Anggita who makes Fatur astonished.

Why does Angita talk like that? Does he intend to leave Fatur, as his father left him?

"Why are you talking like that Anggita? Are you going to leave me?" Fatur asked back to look at Anggita closely.

"I'm just asking."

"And I don't like you talking like that, because I'm sure you'll never leave me" Fatur said confidently while holding Anggita's fingers not far from his hands.

Anggita smiled briefly at Fatur with love, Anggita was only afraid if one day he would leave Fatur. At that time, Fatur will hate him. Anggita can not if Fatur hates it because Anggita has started to fall in love with Fatur, but he did not forget also if in his heart there is still Damar