Family Burden
my thoughts 2

I deeply contemplate my present fate which is true beyond the expectations of my parents. But I destroyed all their hopes, because my selfishness was lulled with the social world, and required me to marry young even though I was not ready. Not because I was pregnant first but the social world that affected social contact and violated the rules in my family, should not be dating before success, yes I know it is my fault so I live my every process sincerely, but the biggest regret in my life is why when I have followed the path of my destiny like this, why am I still burdening my parents.

I wept in the dark, for it had destroyed all their hopes, but they understood and even helped me and my family in distress, I could do nothing, in addition to regrets and regrets, I can only pray that one day I can make them happy.

"Darling?" Suddenly my husband surprised me while daydreaming

"Huh, is it bang? My answer was half shocked

"You why? Ask my husband bang gala

"It's okay bang, just thinking about our plan ahead". My answer is doubt

"You calm down, for the matter of moving house later all the fathers who will take care of it". Bang gala said

That means no effort from my husband's bang gala, but I remain calm, as long as things go well. I must remain calm so as not to affect the growth of my son

"Yes bang". My answer is to agree

We packed, one by one transported to a rented truck, the journey to our destination city covered a distance of 3-4 hours. After everything was ready, we were ready to depart the previous truck that transported our goods, had departed first the night, and we departed the next morning using another vehicle, another vehicle, because it is not possible to join the truck with the condition of carrying 3 toddlers at once. And we will use another transportation that my father-in-law has provided

4h we went through the journey with silence, because in mind this wants to quickly reach the destination because of fatigue dealing with packing goods.

"Finally up there". I said after arriving at our new home

All the goods have been arranged by my two in-laws so that when we get to rest first, there is no plan for the future for us after arriving in this city, but I can not stay still, he said, in addition to personal needs, my children also have needs that must be met such as milk and diapers.

After feeling quite tired from the trip, we slowly arrange all the equipment such as clothes and other items.

" Bang please slide the cupboard over here only, and bring a cardboard box containing children's clothes". I said to ask my husband for help

" Yes dear". Answer bang gala

We arranged the goods together while the children were still sleeping in my in-laws' room because the room itself was still in order. After finishing arranging clothes and other items, I immediately helped clean the entire house to be comfortable doing activities after this. Not long after resting all the children began to wake up, I finally wanted to prepare the children first, bathe and everything. Until it didn't feel like the day changed the night, I was still thinking about how we planned going forward.