Family Burden
devotional 3
"What if we keep going on with our old business, dear?". Opinion bang gala
" But if you can, even here we do not know where to buy tools and materials if needed". I answered a little doubt
"Yes, let's try it first, baby, we also don't know how it turned out before we tried it". Answer bang gala
" Alright bang". Answer me
Actually in this heart wants to bang gala looking for work outside, because the business in a new place will take a long time, while we need money as soon as possible, he said, but again disappointed to come because it is also impossible even though forced, in addition to the health conditions bang gala who can not work outside of us here is also a new place, has not prepared a new identity as well.
In the morning we prepare work equipment such as computers, and our business logo banner, I also follow this city forum to quickly find customers and relationships. Some days are still fruitless and for the needs of the day I keep silent using my mother's gift money for the needs of children, not much little by little so as not to be too flashy attention bang gala ,we also hitchhiked to both in-laws. Until the money given by Mama almost depleted our efforts have not also produced results. When I was daydreaming I remembered with my sister because of her daily trading snacks for children, I was interested also wanted to try because our residence now seemed to fit, it seems suitable, because the front of our house coincides with primary school, which is certainly a lot of children.
" Bang, how about we try to sell like my sister bang, this place of ours does not seem suitable because in front of the house there is a school place right bang?". I asked the opinion of bang gala
" It seems like a good idea baby, but it will require capital first baby". Answer bang gala
" Oh yeah, I didn't think about it". My answer is disappointed because we are in a position of no capital, while to borrow to friends or relatives is also impossible. We both kept silent to think of a solution.
" Is it okay, it's your mom's gift to our old business dear?". Answer bang gala
" In fact, it is also babg, but our condition now has no other choice". Answer me
" Whatever your decision I'll go with you, baby". Answer bang gala
Always like that, bang gala has always been unprincipled for the future of how we survive and every time I want to complain about our economic life, he said, bang gala always took refuge with the guidelines that this marriage desire originated from my family, and the limitations of his health, he said, all of that makes me always imagine the shadow of a huge guilt and in the end it is always me who relented and understood this situation
" Thank you bang" although a little disappointed with the answer bang gala, I try to thank him because he still follows my advice, not because of what because this in the future also concerns my life and children as well, he said, if I can't rely on others, I have to be able to rely on myself and I guess it's impossible to continue to stand by my parents.
" but first permission to your mama, baby if you want to sell the storefront, I don't want your mama to think like that". The advice of bang gala to me
" Good bang".