Family Burden
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The queue is so long because patients who will ultrasound are also many, doctors also do not come because there is a sudden surgery action but it is common among obstetricians, doctors, so we waited patiently and so did the other patients, until finally the doctor came and it was my turn to come in, because the condition was crowded with companion virus was forbidden to enter, because the condition was not allowed to enter, I went inside alone and the husband waited outside the room, so he met the doctor it turns out the doctor still remembers me because the distance of giving birth to the first child and the pregnancy is not far away now, had also the doctor joked because the distance of pregnancy is too close but still can not be denied if it has sustenance is grateful not even in the banter because too often pregnant and also kasian first child still small, it all need not be said for the sanity of the pregnant woman itself, the examination is running but in the middle of 2 examination the attending doctor looks surprised because there are two heartbeats detected, which is not the case, the head and the gender that appeared were also two. After checking for a while it turned out that I was pregnant with twins, after hearing the news it somehow felt like fainting to hear it, " happy mother is pregnant with twins ". The doctor said. " Twin dock ". I replied a little surprised, I was silent because the thought was busy telling my husband that the baby I was carrying was now twins, she said, with the economic situation that could be said to be dropping even no saving a penny for the preparation of childbirth, after that I went out of the room with an ordinary facial expression to look calm, " I'll just say at home "my talk is in my heart. After arriving at the new house I say to the husband "bang?? Call my husband when he's in the room, "yes baby, what's wrong? My husband replied "there was an ultrasound... " My words stopped ', it felt unable to say because it was certain my husband would feel depressed, not depressed with the arrival of the baby but depressed because of the economic conditions that are dropping now. " Why, baby? Ask my husband again.

" the doctor said the baby twins ".

Husband is silent a thousand languages no matter what he thinks, for sure he is depressed now, wants to feel like crying, he said, but considering that I am pregnant and also breastfeeding I must stay sane and healthy should not be stressed, I am having this pregnancy looks ordinary, just plain, I give all to Allah SWT because their sustenance is certainly arranged by Him. Until the last 3rd trimester we have not said anything to my family or husband's family, routine examination of the last midwife is done but there are indications that I can not give birth normally and must be in a cesarean section, the problem came to bear in this second pregnancy, not a health problem but a financial problem, he said,

" o Allah for giving birth to normal I have no funds, let alone to give birth to a cesarean section". My inner

" Bang, how about for the preparation of this operation, we will blum no savings for labor ?".  With a sad face I said

"Relax baby, don't worry, we God willing can". My husband said affirming.

Finally the solution we get is to try to borrow from a brother named mas angga, and the next day my husband went straight to the house of the bugga.