Forced Marriage Alea
PPA 58# Ravka Selfishness

Being stared at intensely by her husband made Alea misbehave. His heart was pounding uncontrollably, as if to scatter jumping from his contest.

Silence disturbs the two people who enjoy each other's perfect creation of the khalik in the form of physical beauty, to present awkwardness.

Immediately Ravka turned her eyes on the soul-stirring beautiful eyes. He looked at the cheeks that began to look dark blue highlighting the cheekbones of the owner, like the blush that is often used by the girl. His heart again felt squeezed when he saw the smooth white skin waving to be touched, now stained by the cruel behavior of an immoral human child. A man who would make his day unsettled before seeing the cruel young man begs his wife for forgiveness.

Back he compresses the cheek with the smoothest movement possible, minimizing the pain that can whack Alea. He could feel the girl trying to put on a flat face so as not to show the pain Alea felt from her touch.

"Mas, I can compress it myself. Just give me the compress" Alea said in a trembling voice. The sound of vibration that he was holding was not due to excruciating physical pain, but pain in an invisible soul. He was so washed away at the attention given by the handsome young man who was sitting almost attached to him.

"You have been quiet. How do you compress your own cheeks? can you see what part of it is hurt?" answer Ravka not disturbed in the slightest by the reluctance shown by the girl. Ravka could understand that Alea might not want to be around her, given her past attitude. However, he will prove to Alea that he can also be a good man who is liked by his wife. Even more than like. He wanted Alea to love him, just like his heart now holds so much love for his wife.

"Mas, stop. I beg you not to be like this" Alea said as she held back tears. Alea with all her might held back a feeling that could be so easily present in the expression on her face. He didn't want Ravka to realize what she was feeling right now.

"What do you mean don't be like this? Did I hurt you?" Ravka was surprised to hear Alea's words. His hand was hanging in the air right in front of the sweet girl who looked like she was harboring wounds.

"That's not it, it's just that we're not my husband. I should serve and take care of you, not the other way around. I can take care of myself" Alea replied.

"Is it only a wife who is obligated to serve her husband?" asked Ravka while throwing a sharp look at the girl in front of her.

Alea simply lowered her face as she looked at the look in Ravka's eyes that became sad. He thought Ravka would feel disappointed and angry at his attitude. However, the young man looked different. Makes Alea even more misbehaving.

"You know, husbands and wives are supposed to take care of each other" Ravka said when she did not find Alea opening her mouth. "Are you not the one who says, as long as I am your husband, so long as the responsibility of a husband is attached to me. And I've thought about it well. So from now on, I will also do my responsibilities as a husband as long as we are still tied up in marriage" Ravka said slowly. Trying to convince Alea that she has now changed. He is no longer a selfish husband who vents his anger over the path of destiny on his wife.

"I beg you, let us be like yesterday. I don't mind your attitude all along" Alea quivered. He could no longer bear all the feelings that filled every corner of his heart. It will be even harder for the girl to take on her role as a wife if Ravka continues to be nice to her. He didn't want to get hurt any more later. At this time his heart was already sore like a wound doused in vinegar. "It would be easier for me if you were cold to me. I prefer your cold attitude all along. Your gentle attitude just makes it harder for me to go through all this, Mas" said Alea finally. He breathed a coarse breath in order to get rid of all the feelings that stir the heart.

Ravka threw her gaze away from Alea's face which showed steel determination. The face that made his chest tight as if he had just been hit by a godam. Very painful and torturous. Put the compress back in his hand on the nightstand. Then turned around to find Alea who had been bowed back. However, Ravka was able to see the corner of the girl's eyes begin to get wet.

He came back to Alea, brought himself closer to the body of the girl who was still sitting on the bed while squeezing the sheets in his hand. Alea's chin fell until the girl turned her head to face him. The hazel bead could no longer dodge, forced to blindfold Ravka with a dim twinkle full of disappointment and injury.

"You know I've made up my mind to be kind to you. I even let you go. I'm willing to release you from your obligations as a wife that have burdened you all this time. So that you can fly freely to achieve your dreams, pursue your own happiness," said Ravka slowly. The young man sighed resignedly after saying a word that really left a pain.

Without Alea noticing the cries she was trying to endure, it was now out of control. The cry could no longer be contained when he heard Ravka's words. This is what has been bothering him since yesterday. The fact that he had to go from the man who had already scratched his name in the deepest heart.

"Do you hate me so much, Al?" ravka asked to see the tears of the girl fall down her face.

Alea shook her head quickly. She did not know how to tell her husband that not a single speck of hate flowed in his veins. On the contrary, he loved the young man before him.

"Why are you crying?" ravka said as she wiped away the tears on Alea's face. "I'm not gonna force you anymore Al. You can freely choose your own way of life," said Ravka while holding tightness in the chest.

Speech that makes his heart feel crushed to formless. Stared at her beautiful face that was increasingly flooded with loud tears on both of Alea's smooth white cheeks. The tiny body in his arms.

"Don't cry Al, please forgive my attitude all this time. I know I'm guilty of you" Ravka's voice shook in Alea's ear.

"I'd really like to be selfish with you Al. I really want to. But I don't want to hurt you for the umpteenth time,"

"No Mas. Your selfish attitude won't hurt me. It is precisely your kindness that hurts me" Alea groaned resignedly in Ravka's arms.

"I would gladly do it, Al. I really want to be selfish with you. Forcing you to accept our marriage for good, even if you don't want it. Forcing you to always be by my side, loving me with all your heart" Ravka said.

Ravka's chest rose and fell with hunting breath. The man had already let out his heart. He just wanted Alea to realize how much she wanted the girl to keep filling her day. Accompanying a long journey in his life. Ravka let go of her grip on the girl. He stared at it full of longing faces that were now flabbergasted unable to say. Sweet face that continues to disturb his sleep at night. Hoping to embrace it in the triumph of love that is tempestuous in the chest.

Following such a strong impulse, Ravka clasped Alea's face in her hand. Gently rubbing the corner of the eye that is in tears.

"I want you to continue to accompany my day. Knitting dreams together, in the shade of love that sows in the soul. I love you Alea," whispered Ravka softly.

Ravka's breathing roar sent out a tremor within Alea. Hypnotize the girl in the cradle that the lover of the heart makes. Making him silent permeate every word that dabbles in the ear. His heart warmed up instantly, presenting all the happy greetings.

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Sorry well this long ago.definitely will say hanging. yes but what can make, the situation is not possible to continue now the problem..

happy reading all...