
It was seen there that Sonya and Kei were both lying unconscious in a hospital bed. For now both look calm, but what happens when the two women are awake, Alex can not imagine their sadness.
And when they were moved to the presidential suite, Alex looked back at the two women.
"Please leave us.." ask Alex to the general practitioner and the nurses who have finished dealing with Sonya and Kei, while staring softly at Kei who lost her husband, Kei, then it turns to Sonya who lost her fetus, their child.
After the doctor and nurse came out, with a sore throat holding back his tears, Alex rushed over to Kei, "I'm sorry Kei... Maybe I let you down." sighed Alex softly as he stroked Kei's head.
"But I promise... I will spend everything that has made us lose the figure we care about... Hardan..." Alex wiped away the tears that came out in the corner of his eyes,
"Kei Strong... Strengthen your heart... You have to be strong for your children... For Zou, Zie, Zaa and little Ken... They still need you so much right now... You have to be strong for them." Alex said, then let out a deep sigh, and strengthened himself before approaching Sonya.
Alex pulls the chair to the side of Sonya's hospital bed, then sits down and gently squeezes Sonya's hand. Tears that he had been trying to hold back, now again flowed heavily into his cheeks.
"Sonya... Sorry my queen... All's fault... I'm really a pesky carrier." sobbed Alex while kissing Sonya's back, then glued Sonya's palm to Alex's cheek, her eyes staring at Sonya's sleeping face like a baby.
"Sorry my queen... I'm late for you... I didn't have time to prevent that damn guy from pulling you down... I'm not a good husband... I'm not a good father Son... I failed to be both... Even I also failed to be a useful sister for Hardhan.." sobbed Alex with a bitter voice.
His tears kept flowing down Sonya's palm, Alex let out a long sigh to calm herself down, but instead of being calm Alex just sobbed again, "Sonya... I can no longer bear this sorrow alone... Help me get through this... Help me again Sonya... Please love my queen..."
Alex rests his head on Sonya's chest, "My queen... I lost again... I was separated by someone I loved... My heart felt that pain again... I think I really ruined Son... I'm really fragile right now." sobbed Alex in a choked voice and his back shook with his cries.
"If I do not love again... Maybe Hardan's still here... And you're already happy with the others Son... Ii'm sorry... I'm sorry for bringing this bad luck to you guys..."
Then suddenly the door opened, and the mama with the papah Upin entered while crying hysterically, Alex immediately rushed over and hugged the mama.
"Is that right, Lex? Hardhan's plane missing Lex? Is there still a chance that the plane was found intact and Hardan and his men survived Lex?" mama asked in between her cries while hugging Alex back, mama spilled all her sadness in Alex's arms.
"I don't know Mom... We still have to wait for the next news." replied Alex as he patted my mother on the back.
"Mama told you so many times!! Stop this revenge!! Stop looking for evidence of Anindira's true death!! Your revenge will not bring my Anindira back to life again!! But you're too stubborn to listen to Mama's advice... Mom's Request... And now, now.." mama could not continue her words, because her crying broke again.
Alex took Mama to the long sofa, and sat her there, then Alex knelt in front of her, and put both her hands on her lap, she still sobbed with her cries.
"Sorry mom... Ii'm sorry... It never occurred to me and maybe Hardan if it would be like this... Everything is beyond our control, Mom... I'm sorry I let you down again Mom... I'm back to make you lose your son again... I can't look after Hardhan.." sighed Alex then lay his head on mama's lap.
I brought my bad luck to your family...
Mama rubbed Alex's back, "You don't have to apologize to Mama Lex, you're my son... Not my children's guard... It's all the destiny of the almighty God Lex... I'm sorry Mama abused you... But you need to remember Lex, and make this a valuable lesson in your life... More bad than good in revenge." said the mother as she sobbed sadly, her right hand stroked Alex's head and her left hand patted Alex's back shaking from her cries.
"If you spend more time expecting someone to hurt you, you should feel the consequences of what they have done to you... You just let them hurt you a second time in your mind, Lex... Your mind is filled with revenge... While that person may not be thinking of you..."
"Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you, but you can’t use that as an excuse to hurt someone back... Bad things always happen in life. People will hurt you, but you shouldn't use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.." Mama continued.
Alex raised his head, and looked into my eyes, "I know Mom... But I have to keep looking for who's behind Hardan's disappearance... They all had to pay for the death of Hardan and his men... I.." Alex's words hang when he hears Sonya's choking voice.
With a swift Alex immediately stood up and approached Sonya and squeezed her hand, "You realize my queen too..."
Sonya pulls her hand off Alex, tears still streaming down her cheeks. Sonya awakens when the weight of Alex's head above her chest is lifted as Alex approaches her, and Sonya hears all of her complaints about Alex and Hardhan's revenge.
Mama's right, all because of their revenge for Anindira's death. They are too forced to seek the truth.
Alex loves Anindira so much that he will not let go of anyone who has made him lose his first love, the lover of his heart that makes Alex continue to linger in his sadness, and probably the only true love for Alex to date. How not as deep as Alex's feelings for Anindira, if true Alex also first let go of his virginity to Anindira.
Now this is your revenge, Lex... I lost my fetus that I didn't even know I was pregnant with... Containing my third child.... Which is now gone...