
"Sorry baby... I can't keep my promise to you... To never leave you... To always be by your side... I'm sorry Kei... I've let you down." sighed Hardan softly.
"No Hardhan... Don'tgo... What about our children? What about me and Mama? You should think of us Hardan, before you leave us for good." isak Kei.
"It's my time Kei... We cannot resist any destiny that God has outlined for us, a lifeline that has been etched since the beginning of our lives... We are only willing to give in to His will... In the message of our fate... You have to be sincere, baby... You have to let me go, huh." persuaded Hardhan and Kei to shake loudly while whimpering because of the bill.
"I don't want to... I'm not willing... How can I go on with my life without you baby... I can't, and I can never... You are the heart of my heart... Your breath... How can I live without it all Hardan... I can't!!" peekkik sad Kei.
Hardhan let go of his embrace, while slowly stepping back and forth, and Kei instantly pulled Hardhan's hand and hooked his fingers onto Hardhan's fingers, which he did,
"Don't go Hardhan... Pleases... Don't leave me... Stay here with me... With our children." pinta Kei in between her cries.
"We can't fight destiny, baby... I gotta go... Take good care of yourself... Take care and take care of our children as well as possible... Make them face this reality... Say my apologies to them and to Mama... Please take care of my mother Kei... Please happy Mama in her old age..."
After saying that, Hardhan immediately released his hand from Kei's hand, and immediately turned back the body leaving Kei.
Kei wanted to chase after Hardhan, but his legs felt like they were glued to the earth. Kei could not move his legs at all, so he could only see Hardan getting away from him, making Kei scream and shout hysterically calling Hardhan.
"Hardhaann.... Don't go Hardhaaaann!!" kei shouted and he immediately sat down, waking up from his nightmare.
Kei's breath was wheezing, tears were rushing down his cheeks, he was staring dazedly around him, at Sam who was asleep on the sofa, and at Sonya who was also sleeping next to him.
And Kei just remembered, he was now in the hospital because of the shock of the news of the disappearance of the plane, and the dream confirmed that Hardhan had indeed left him for eternity. Those were the last words and messages from Hardhan.
Kei bent his legs and hugged his knees, then buried his face into his knees.
Tega you Hardhan.... Tega you left me this way...
her groaning in heart.
I don't know how long Kei cried like that, until finally Sam's voice was heard beside him,
"So sad for Hardan?" ask Sam.
Feeling the need for someone to vent his sadness, Kei immediately hugged Sam's waist while crying as he pleased
For a moment Sam's body looks stiff, sabelum finally starts to relax, then clumsily Sam pats Kei's back to calm him down, so that,
"Propay for Kei... Patience." said Sam encouraging Kei.
Kei still continues to sob with his cries, he wants to vent all his sadness, Hardan's shadows during his life continue to engage in his thoughts, his messengers, to Hardhan's words when he was angry.
"You want to die!!!"
"I must be crazy Sam huhuhu... I can even hear his voice right now." sobbed Kei as he tightened his embrace to Sam's waist.
And his cries broke again, he missed Hardhan so much, but Kei knew... He would never be able to meet and see Hardan again for good, and it made his heart crumble to pieces, his world felt empty.
Kei felt Sam keep his hand away from Kei while saying, "Kei... That was indeed Hardhan Kei... Your husband is back." said Sam gently and Kei immediately shook his head.
His deep sadness makes Kei reject any persuasion from Sam to assuage his grief. Kei knew Sam was doing that so Kei could be calmer.
But how can Kei calm down, if he will not be able to meet again with his lover, his beloved husband.
Sam looked impatient as he took off Kei's hand that was coiled around his waist, before sliding away.
Kei just lowered his head, feeling disappointed that Sam was not willing to lend him his waist for where Kei was shedding his tears.
But not for long Sam stood next to her again, and Kei immediately raised his head, but instead of looking at Sam's face, Kei just saw the face of her husband who was smiling gently at her, and Kei's cry broke out instantly again,
"Yes Lord Hardhan.... You're even haunting me now." he said, "Keep haunting me like this... I'm willing... I'm really willing to." she continued, hugging Hardhan's waist.
"You'd rather see my ghost than see me live, baby?!" hiss Hardhan from between his teeth.
"Lord... It's so real... This hug... Hardhan's heavy voice... It's really like real... I really miss him." muttered Kei sobbing.
Hardan removed Kei's arm from his waist, then immediately lowered his head and wiped Kei's tears on his cheek. Kei's sad eyes looked at him with sadness clearly visible there, and occasionally his chest trembled with his sobbing.
"Ah sweetheart... How fragile you are right now... I'll get you excited again... And believe that I am real." Hardan said before cupping Kei's face and kissing his lips, forcing Kei's lips to open for him.
And when Kei's lips began to open, Hardhan immediately cursed him, softly vouching his lips, his tongue crept into Kei's mouth, making Kei groan softly and hooking his fingers behind Hardhan's neck, and draw him closer.
Kei started to move restlessly because of his passion, Hardhan already memorized with Kei's body language, he asked Hardhan to do more than just lip kiss, he wanted to achieve satisfaction along with Hardhan in it.
Without thinking any longer, and not wanting to immediately remove his fondling, and while continuing to kiss Kei, Hardhan immediately carried Kei in his arms and took him to the bathroom.
"Are you crazy, Dhan?!" sam protests but Hardhan ignores him, he no longer cares about his surroundings. If only there was no Sonya who was still asleep, and Sam who would soon be Hardan to settle later, because he had dared to let Kei hug him, Hardhan would have satisfied Kei in this room, he said, in Kei's bed.
Hardan pushed the bathroom door with his legs shut. Then sit Kei on the sink, then take off Kei's patient's shirt with the kimono model, and lower his underwear.
Hardan took down her trousers and panties at once before putting their bodies together.
"Ah... This was just his name back home.." sighed Hardan then back mel*mat Kei lips.