
Kei brought his face closer to Hardan's face
"Honey.... Aren't you hungry?" whispered in a seductive voice.
Like having as many hands as an octopus, he quickly undressed Kei.
"Yes Lord Kei, I want you so badly." he said, flipping Kei's position under him, causing Kei to scream in shock, then taking off his pants.
Kei grinned widely, "You've always been impatient, dear...."
"If it's about you... I can't help myself, honey." Hardhan replied as he entered Kei.
Their hands clasped each other, channeling the warm, flowing sighs of love throughout their veins, pumping their hearts beating faster and faster, in each of their motions and exhalations. Until they reach the peak of world enjoyment.
"I love you Kei... I really love you...." Hardhan said softly with a breath that was still hunting.
Kei yawned widely, then docked into Hardhan's arms, then docked in,
"Can't you be more polite, honey? Is my declaration of love too boring to make you yawn that wide?" grouse Hardhan.
Kei giggled amusedly, "I'm drowsy dear, today is really tiring, and our activities just now, have really drained my energy...."
Next to Hardan's eyebrows, "I worked more just now, why are you running out of steam?"
"But I started it first, and it took a lot of effort and courage.." elak Kei.
"Will you promise me?"
"Promise what?"
Hardan kissed Kei's head, "To always have that great courage...."
"Oh... Hmmm it depends...."
"Depends what?"
"Depends how good you are to me."
"How about you do me good by preparing my dinner?" hardhan asked as he pinched Kei's nose.
Kei immediately sat down, "You haven't eaten yet?" his quilt dropped to his waist, and displayed a beautiful view of his twin mountains. Hardhan's naughty hand instantly played him.
"I feel like I've changed my mind, I'm still not full with you... I can hold the worms in my stomach that are protesting right now, I don't want to get out of this bed...."
Kei went straight down to the bedside, though,
"Oh can't... You have to eat, you'll get sick."
Hardhan shook his head "I won't be sick... Come here, dear.." her god patted the empty place next to her.
"Hardhaann...." Kei glared ferociously at Hardhan.
"Ah... Destroyer pleasure...."
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Finishing a super late dinner, Hardhan brings Kei to the garden, to the bench under the rose arch, Hardhan asks the gardener to make it for Kei. The weather is quite sunny until the flickering stars are clearly visible tonight.
"Why do we go to the park at night? Lots of mosquitoes, dear...." Kei complained.
"There's something I want to tell you, but I hope you don't interrupt it before I'm done...."
"About what?" kei asked puzzledly, seeing the seriousness on Hardhan's face.
"Our future?" Kei.
"I've told you about my papa's intentions to match us. What I have not told you is the attitude of the father who constantly asked me to keep marrying you when it was time for me to get married later. Frankly my papa's attitude at first irritated me, but over time I felt something strange when papa did not bring up your problem again."
"And I felt papa's disappointment when I found out the reason, because your father still insisted on not wanting to match us. Your father said that if we were both partners, we would naturally meet and love each other."
"I was fifteen, when my father was hospitalized and dying, and he felt sorry for leaving such a big responsibility to me, my immature son, to look after my mother and sister, and also take over the company."
"But it was the last words before papa died that always haunted me and made me uneasy. Papa still wants me to marry you, he really wants his best friend's son-in-law. So I tried so hard to make it happen after papa died."
"But you two are like disappearing into the earth. Your father really doesn't want to be found, even Alex is looking for him. And when I felt like I really didn't have the chance to see you back, that's where I realized, that my heart had been taken captive by that five-year-old, that's where I was, so I feel my heart ache when I think I won't be able to see you again."
"You knew... I've fallen in love with you until there's no room for another woman in my heart. It may sound silly, falling in love with a newly met child once. But that's the truth."
"Your mother told me that you've been looking for me for years, but she didn't want to tell me why, she wanted you to tell me yourself. So that's why you've been looking for me all this time?"
Hardan nodded, "But in our second meeting I accidentally hurt you Kei instead... I'm sorry for that... If I could turn back time, I would do it for you...."
Hardhan raised his head to the sky, let out a long sigh, his heart racing quickly, he knew it was likely that he would lose Kei when admitting it, but it was better that Hardhan slapped him with reality, rather than tasting it with falsehood.
Hardan again let out a long sigh, bracing himself before continuing,
"I'm the guy Kei...."
Hardhan ventured into Kei's eyes, Kei's forehead shriveled in confusion, his eyes looking for answers from Hardhan's eyes.
"I raped you.." I'm Hardhan.
Kei's eyes widened, "Kkkkaauuu what?" tanyanya.
"I raped you on island X, I thought you were the woman who would accompany me." I Hardhan again in a raucous voice.
Kei cupped his mouth with both hands, his eyes still wide in shock, then his head shook loudly, "No... It was impossible." whispered from between his fingers, Kei shifted his seat away from Hardhan.
Kei's tears were dripping, wetting his cheeks and fingers, while his body trembled violently "That's impossible... It's too cruel... L'm... I'm...."
Hardhan holding onto Kei's shoulder made Kei grimace, then brushed Hardhan's hand off his shoulder. With his entire body trembling Kei stood in a daze, shaking off the hand of Hardhan who wanted to help him.
Just a step away Kei path, his steps were already shaky, Kei's hand reflexes clinging to the arches that the roses were grappling with to prevent them from falling, making his palm impaled by the roses' thorns. But the pain in his palm, was not as painful as his heart right now.
"Let's...."
"Don't go near." prevent Kei, still holding on to the rose arch, he felt his head suddenly dizzy, his breathing became tight and his eyes were twitching.
Lord... I fell in love with the man who raped me, who ruined my life.
"Who... Who was the woman who was supposed to be with you that night?" kei asked quietly, more like a whisper.
"Sina...."
Unknowingly Kei's palm squeezed the rose arch, making Kei squeal in pain.
Hardhan rushed over to Kei, holding onto Kei's wounded and bloody palm, Kei brushed aside Hardhan's hand again, then retreated away from him while looking at Hardan hatefully.
"You've been in contact with him for a long time? You said you loved me from the first time we met... But you were able to relate to other women during that time?!! You must love him so much, huh?!"
"For God's sake I don't love him Kei... You are my only love."
Kei coughed, his breathing tightened again, he felt annoyed, angry and disappointed, but far above all, inexplicably Kei wanted a hug Hardhan could always win him over, right now he desperately needs that hug.
I must be crazy, Inner Kei.