
Although the sky outside was clear, the day felt gray to him. Anna pensively stared at the scene outside the window, her eyes cheering.
Hearts mourning. Even if you want to cry, tears can't come out anymore. She knew that crying could not bring back the tiny baby she had dreamed of being born into the world to complete the happiness of her marriage to Logan.
And at any time, this marriage will not be complete because the doctor sentenced Anna who will have difficult to have children again.
Logan had laid out his fragile heart ever since Anna fainted. He left Anna alone to calm down. However, he could not torture himself seeing his wife like this. So he decided to meet her.
Logan was stunned as he opened Anna's nursing room door. He snorted, his heart again shrouded in sadness. He could not stare at her because she was the one who made them lose their baby in Anna's womb. Logan stopped to enter, but Anna's voice called out to him softly and softly.
"Logan, why are you standing there?"
Logan glanced for a moment, finding Anna's beautiful eyes staring at him.
"Come in, there's something I want to talk to you about" Anna said.
Although Anna was willing to meet him, her guts still shrank. Logan approached Anna with hesitant and slow steps. Anna turned her body fully in front of Logan, who was about to reach to her right side.
Anna watched him, while Logan tried not to look him in the eye. Anna understood what had happened, and she smiled gently.
"It's not your fault" Anna said, stunned Logan.
Slowly, Logan lifted his head, finding a bitter smile from Anna's pale face. Logan does not expect, Anna is not as prejudiced as he thought since knowing that their baby died in Anna's womb.
Her tears came out again, but she still felt guilty despite hearing Anna's wise words. "I'm sorry" he murmured.
"There's nothing wrong with this. It's all fate." Anna gently clasped Logan's hand, her bitter smile stretched wide. "Maybe, God has not entrusted us to keep the greatest gift."
Logan's heart grew increasingly mired, and his cries grew louder until Logan slowly rested and stuck his head on the back of Anna's hand.
"Stay, you're suffering. You can't have any more children" he sobbed, sometimes his voice choked.
That is a harsh reality that must be accepted. Anna's chest felt tight when she heard that. But, he had promised himself to stay strong and no longer cry. He endured all the pain.
"Therefore, I apologize," he said, a faint sobbing sounding. "I can't give you a descendant for your family."
Logan moved, his crying stopped. His hands slid quickly to Anna's cheeks, stroking her gently and lovingly. "I don't care if we can't have children. Mama and papa don't mind either."
Anna shook her head, her promise not to cry was broken. Tears just spilled. "No, Logan. After all, Jonathan's family needed to have a successor. And I .. I can't give it."
Anna's head bowed in a mouthful. Jemari Logan gently sighed Anna's chin, so her gaze returned to her. Logan tried to calm his cries, staring at the goal and lovingly.
"Anna, don't despair. I'm not my mom and dad's son either. We'll adopt a child if you want" Logan said, comforting Anna with a forced smile.
Anna's cry stopped, but her heart was still sad. He calmed himself and wiped his tears. Before he said again, Anna took a deep breath. "Logan .. let's get divorced...."
Logan froze, the fingers holding Anna's hand loosened. He was shocked and could not believe that it could be said from Anna's lips. It was painful, exceeding the pain of the wound on his throbbing forehead.
"Anna, don't ever say that" he said grumpily.
Anna knew Logan had a hard time accepting, and she insisted on saying, "Logan, we're married because of the boy...."
"DON'T SAY THAT, ANNA!" logan, stand up. "Don't say that! You think my declaration of love was a joke? And you ... You love me too, don't you?" Logan.
Anna loves Logan very much. But....
However, Logan insists on not believing him. He wanted Anna to pull his lie. Logan's two hands ambushed Anna's arms, looking at her with carelessness and wrath.
"Gear me, Anna. Lookatme! Tell me you're lying! I can't believe all that you say!"
Anna remained unmoved and further tightened her eyes. Logan could not take it anymore, he did rough because of burning anger. Pushing Anna on the bed, Logan knelt on her body. Anna gasped with glaring eyes.
And Logan kissed her lips savagely, holding Anna's hand, who was trying to push the man's body. Anna tries to speak, but Logan gives her no chance, and continues to smash her out of breath.
What Logan did made Anna's heart ache even more. The man didn't want to lose her, he did this to prove that he loved her very much.
Anna also loves him, only he feels unworthy beside Logan. She cannot be the wife who gives her children.
The kiss stopped, Logan moved his face slightly away from Anna's face. The two of them both catch their breath while staring at each other. Gradually, their breathing regained order, and their eyes lit up in silence.
"Anna, please, stay by my side. Don't even think about leaving me. It's only death that separates us, Anna," said Logan, the restraints on Anna's wrists loosening, leaving a scarlet mark from her firm grasp.
"Logan .. I..." Anna replied, her voice shaking from the sobbing.
Logan interrupted his words with a kiss on the forehead, nose, then down to the lips with a little soft lum*tan that felt heart-wrenching. Then, Logan got out of bed, and afterwards covered Anna's body with a blanket.
Logan looked at Anna, smiled faintly, and stroked her head fondly. He sat down on the chair beside the bed, wrapping Anna's fingers in a warm, soothing grip.
"I consulted a doctor, and he said we could still have children .. Even if it takes time," said Logan, who he said was not a consolation or a mere hope. He actually asked the doctor, because his hope of having a child was very large.
"Come, Logan," said Anna, after a sad silence. "I'm not sure."
"I won't force you." Logan tightened his grip to ward off Anna's unrest. "okay! We're not gonna talk about this first, are we? Em. .. I was thinking of taking you on a honeymoon abroad."
Anna grimacing. "We've had two honeymoon days" he said, disagreeing less.
"Why indeed? The honeymoon is unlimited to do several times. If you can, we honeymoon up to 100 times, our whole life!" Logan's words were spirited and innocent, but managed to make Anna's little smile expand.
Logan chuckled, stroked Anna's hair again, talked about something else, and forgot about the sadness.
Don't be sad anymore, Anna, muttered Logan inwardly.
...♡♡♡...
Rather than shut herself up, Tita pulls Nina out of the room, sitting her in front of Nina's favorite piano. "The piano is the same. Playin' a song! You have to practice again so that your beautiful fingers are not stiff," Tita's cerocos, her style is like mothers who are nagging their children.
Nina pulled down her fingers from the piano keys. "At no mood," he murmured.
Tita grunts, gets angry again. But, the voice of someone made the two young women turn to that figure.
"Do you want something to get in the mood again?"
Tita was surprised, immediately greeted. While Nina greeted him with a cry and a carefree smile. "Mama? How is Mama here?"
The woman continued to approach her son, smiling widely as she said this:
"There's good news for you, Nina."[]