
"Sir, what about my fate? What about the good ethic of the father for the child I currently bear. He's the son of the Father, the father of the biological father of the fetus in my womb. I actually followed the statement of Father. But you don't seem to care about the fate of this child."
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Immediately, Prasetya raised a sharp gaze towards Kinanti.
"You promised not to tell my wife. I'm currently thinking of finding a way out of Kinan. But I don't want to risk the integrity of my household."
"But Father there was no effort. He's Dad's son too. How you deny and cover this up. Miss Hanin will know sooner or later. Any kind of lie will never be forever perfect to cover sir." Kinanti threatened Prasetya.
"I've never seen you this brave before against me." Stare at Prasetya with a sharp look towards Kinanti.
Initially, Kinanti stared back at Prasetya's face which looked a little carried away by emotions. A moment later, Kinanti lowered her head.
"Sorry, if the attitude alone has been presumptuous towards the Father. But my statement, I think it's appropriate. Because after all I cannot bear this disgrace alone Sir. Because this is what we both did. Even if we did it by accident." Kinanti's Papar.
Prasetya seemed to snort, he sighed deeply and exhaled slowly.
So much worry lingered in his mind.
There is a sense of fear and also various other thoughts are raging in Prasetya's mind at this time.
"Listen Kinanti! I've been silent all along, which doesn't mean I don't care what happens to you. I also thought about how to get everything arranged properly. I know, there's no way we're gonna abort the kid or hurt him. I'm not that happy, because I have a child myself. And I want her to keep growing in your womb. We better not talk about this here. Because here is my home. These are important documents you should bring to the office. I'll find time to talk to you about this. And I promise you, I'll take responsibility for everything I've done for you. And that's when, you have to accept my decision." Prasetya said, who gave a floating explanation to Kinanti. Because they do not want to argue anymore Prasetya said. Kinti chose silence.
"All right then, I'm sorry. I'll go back to the office." Then Kinan cleaned up the files Prasetya gave. After that he decided to resign and go to the office.
After Kinanti left her study. Prasetya sat back in his chair while massaging his temple.
Now his head feels dizzy again. Various kinds of thoughts became one he was thinking about right now.
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"Listen Kinanti! I've been silent all along, which doesn't mean I don't care what happens to you. I also thought about how to get everything arranged properly. I know, there's no way we're gonna abort the kid or hurt him. I'm not that happy, because I have a child myself. And I want her to keep growing in your womb. We better not talk about this here. Because here is my home. These are important documents you should bring to the office. I'll find time to talk to you about this. And I promise you, I'll take responsibility for everything I've done for you. And that's when, you have to accept my decision."
The words Prasetya spoke to Kinanti in the study this morning. Makes Kinanti think.
Kinanti who was about to go to sleep became awake again.
He got up from his sleep, sat down cross-legged and then he stroked his flat stomach elus with his hands.
The more his mind thought about his fate. An unclear fate. It was as if only he himself had to bear all the consequences of the act.
Kinanti imagined, how would she be if she had given birth to the child. How he should raise her. How the child will be able to get various kinds of important documents. How quiet his future is and more.
Kinanti herself has also learned a lot from friends at her job. Who has a family. And even some of them are divorced.
He knows raising a child is not easy. He is currently not tied to marriage. What about the fate of his son.
What Kinanti demanded from Prasetya was only clarity. He didn't want the problem to be a time boom. If it continues to be kept secret. Because according to her, Hanin sooner or later will also know her husband's actions.
Kinanti meant that he wanted Prasetya to be honest with him about the disgrace they had done together with Hanin's wife.
If honestly from the start, maybe Hanin will understand. Not until they split up.
That is what Kinanti considers. Which may actually be the thing that is feared by Prasetya.
Kinan just wanted the honesty of this matter to be opened openly by Prasetya. Because later if the child he is carrying has been born. The boy definitely needs a father figure.
If only Prasetya from the beginning took a firm attitude about the clarity of his attitude. Maybe Kinanti will feel a little calm.
But in fact Prasetya did not take a firm and clear attitude to the fate of himself and also the fetus he was born with.
Then Kinanti's mind again remembered the words of the Mother.
keep thinking about the words of his parents who want him to come home and therefore be deceived thinking he will maybe he will go home.
"Not to be sad, Nduk. It's all been happening. Take good care of your content. Mother used to be the same Father. If your father has made a decision. I'll call you later."
"I'd better go home tomorrow. Fuck the job." Saying Kinanti steady. Then he laid back his body and tried to sleep.