Forgive Me My Wife
Prasetya attitude statement

"Mother, why we go to the house Eyang is not the same Dad. What if Dad looks for us? Mother usually goes with Dad. How come we're alone now." Ali asked innocently to Hanin.

Because at that time they had reached Hanin's parents' house which was not far from his home.

Hanin's father was an ambassador. Practically, both Hanin's parents were not in the house. The mother also accompanied his papa duties.

So that practically Hanin was now in her home alone. Just accompanied by his art.

"Al, the Mother's dengerin. For a while we'll stay here. And in the meantime Ali might not be able to meet Dad."

"Why Mother?" tanya Ali looks bigung.

"There's nothing. Mother only misses to stay at Eyang's house. So we're gonna be staying here for a while."

"But Ali's been missing Dad?" ali whinek.

"Later Ali will also meet Dad. Let's have lunch first yuk. Bibik has cooked well for Ali." said Hanin, trying to distract his son.

Hanin then invited Ali to the dining room.

"Bik for a while. Please don't tell Mama I'm in this house. Because I don't want Mama to know that I'm coming home. So if Mama calls, just say the same Mama as usual. Don't tell me I'm with Ali here. I don't want Mama to know that I'm calming down here. I don't want Mama to worry." Hanin told the art that had been working at the house for a long time.

"Good Non Hanin. I won't tell Madam that Non Hanin is here."

"Good, thank you, Bik."

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And that night, when Ali was sleeping. Hanin seems to struggle to put Ali to sleep.

Usually the task of putting Ali to sleep is done by Prasetya.

Ali was always put to bed by Pras. Because that night there was no Pras. Ali had to cry and whine to be put to sleep by his father.

Even Ali asked to be called by his father. But Hanin made a thousand excuses for not contacting her husband.

After going through various dramas. Ali fell asleep too.

There was a sense of guilt seeping from within Haningrum's heart. Ali doesn't know what's going on about her parents. Now it seems like a victim of a cold war between himself and Prasetya.

"I'm sorry, dear Mother. If you have to part with Dad." said Liirih Hanin, while giving a kiss to Ali's forehead.

After making sure Ali was sound asleep. Hanin then came out of his room and he walked towards the balcony of his house which was on the top floor.

There Hanin seemed to be silent. The cold air that night hit her pretty face.

Forgive me, Pras, if I have become a rebellious wife.

Forgive me if I am no longer a submissive wife who submits and always obeys you.

The act of going from home like this is actually very undesirable to Mas. But after you betrayed the trust I've given you. I don't think I'm strong for the house anymore, Mas Pras.

The truth is too bitter for me to remember. If you see the face of Mas Pras when Mas enjoys intimacy with the woman. It hurts Mas. And I can't roof with you with a broken heart.

But I can what. I'm not strong enough to see Mas Pras's face right now.

When Hanin was enjoying her moment of solitude. The phone he had in his hand rang.

Hanin checks who called him.

Because the one who called him was Prasetya. Hanin let the phone ring.

Five times his phone call went unanswered. A message came in on his phone. Hanin then opened the message.

Honey, once again I'm sorry. They admit wrong.

I know you're disappointed. And I'll give you time to calm down.

By Allah Han, you are the only woman who loves you. By Allah, you are the only woman in the heart.

There is no other woman besides you Haningrum. I don't want to defend myself because I was wrong. But believe it or not, that time in Mas's shadow is only you.

I have no feelings for Kinanti at all.

He will cut off communication with her. He will no longer be in contact with her. Either call him or whatever just sends a message. Because I never did that before either.

Please Hanin, give me another chance. They'll fix everything. I love you very much. Mas's life is empty without you Hanin.

After reading the message of Prasetya. Hanin then instantly turned off his phone.

"As far as you are." Hanin muttered.

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In his place at the moment. Prasetya who was very disappointed because his phone call was not also answered by Hanin. Feeling very frustrated.

But after he saw the message already read by Hanin. It became a relief in Pras' heart. Because at least if Hanin doesn't take her phone calls. He still wants to read his short message.

After sending a message to Hanin. Now Prasetya against writing a message that will be sent to Kinanti.

This is the last message I have written for you. After this I will no longer communicate with you. I hope the birth of the child is smooth. I fully surrender the child's responsibility to you and your family. I will not come when you give birth to that child. And maybe I won't see him either.

We've got our communications. About the responsibility of living. I'll keep my promise. Mama will take care of it. So after this, don't ever call me again or send me any messages.

Yesterday was enough to let me know who you are.

I love my wife and my family. I don't want my home life ruined because of you.

So I hope, our communication is enough to get here. Please take care of the boy and you don't have to tell him that I'm his father.

I'm not a good father. Marry and make your husband the father of the child.

I'm sorry, if I've been acting like this. Again, take care of the child, raise him well and give him affection.

That was the last message Prasetya wrote for Kinanti.