Forgive Me My Wife
Unable to Stop

A girl wearing jeans, combined with a simple dusty pink hoodie with curled hair, walked out of the hospital clutching a large envelope in her hand. The swing of his two legs stopped under a shady tree near the exit gate of the skait house area. The weather is so bright, inversely proportional to the story that decorated nestapa also stain.

His back rubbed a clear liquid that pooled at the corner of his eye before it decayed soaked his face. His breathing was heavy, he flicked his hands at the fringe wall of the tree to get rid of the dry leaves before landing his buttocks there.

His thin hand moved to open the brown envelope he had been clutching and took out the white paper inside. His eyes went back down word by word that strung together into the sentences written there. He had read it while inside earlier, even the doctor had explained at length in detail. But the pale-faced girl with slightly dry lips wanted to be sure again, still hard to believe the description of the doctor who examined her.

The girl who was about 24 years old was Nia. After a visa examination a few days ago, he was surprised by another diagnosis he never thought he would have. It takes a hit and the world stops turning. The doctor stated if there was a tumor in her uterus also detected symptoms of cervical pre-cancer. Doctors suggested that Nia immediately do treatment as well as surgery for the tumor that was diagniosa was large enough because of fear of turning into a malignant tumor if allowed to linger.

Doctor explained. The tumor he suffered could be the effect of contraception that he wore carelessly while he had never conceived before.

The prevalence of contraception in the form of injections and pills and other types that are recommended for women, used in certain conditions and fixed in medical monitoring as well as previous consultations. Among them so that the distance of pregnancy between children with one another is not too close, or because there is a ban on pregnancy in a certain period of time such as in the condition of postpartum cesarean section, or because there is a ban on pregnancy in a certain period of time as in the condition of postpartum surgery, or also because following the government's recommended recommendations in the two-child program is enough.

Nia was also briefly lectured at length by doctors, for abusing contraception and using it prematurely so that now reaps the consequences. If the tumor is sticky to the uterus and large, it could be that the uterus must also be removed.

Nia used to use it because it was forced to Yoga, also the person who said the doctor who gave her a pregnancy-preventing injection every three months is a Yoga partner. Whether the doctor is reliable or not.

While the symptoms of cervical pre-cancer, derived from the Human Paviloma Virus that infects it. Nia does only do sexual activity with Yoga alone, but the striped nose Yoga often bergonta change bed partners and finally the virus that brought out of the bitch which is infected with Nia. If not treated immediately, the pre-cancer symptoms will be positive for cancer later. The doctor explained that Nia must immediately perform a series of examination and treatment procedures that are quite long and all that is not apart from the funds that must be provided, he said, considering in the treatment of the type of disease he suffered of course requires a lot of cost.

Less than a year ago Nia who just graduated as a bachelor from a university in her area decided to find a job in the city of Bandung in the hope of having a better job in a big city than where she came from. He used to be filled with dreams and wishful thinking, dreaming of having a brilliant career and being able to boast of his parents who were only odd jobs.

Capitalize GPA is quite good supported by the appearance of his father. Nia who is innocent but confident applying at several companies in Bandung City. When applying to Homeshopping he was immediately accepted and even offered to be a boss secretary. He was so happy, accepted in one of the online shop companies that were on the rise and immediately given a position that is quite important. Nia who was innocent and innocent did not realize if all that was just bait alone, the bait that pulled him mired into the cage of vile crocodiles, he said, trapped there for so long in the sea of nestapa without being able to escape.

He does have income every month while working with Yoga. However, there is not much money left. Every month Nia sends half her salary to her family in her native town, about five to seven hours drive from downtown Bandung. And the rest of his salary is used for his daily needs, because for residence, Yoga rents an apartment unit in the same building that Yoga lives in.

His mind is now split. From where he could get the money to be sent to his sickly parents, he was now unemployed and sick. Nia could not bear to say that she is now an unemployed unfortunate fate.

Without realizing it since then men with glasses observed it from cheese. Even Nia did not realize when the man was now sitting next to her. Who else if not Adrian who is approaching now. Just a moment ago he saw Nia's back drifting away coinciding with her also coming out of the hospital building after meeting Bima.

Nia's face looked even more sad. He thought he had been free from suffering when the bastard men who chain him had been snatched by the authorities and certainly would be languishing in prison for a long time. Unfortunately, all of that deviated from his estimate. Now another heavy burden was spilled on his weak shoulders after learning about his illness. Moreover, the doctor sentenced the possibility of her uterus removed from the tumor lodged there.

Undeniably, in the depths of her innermost heart Nia still had a glimmer of hope. In the future hope to meet someone who can accept himself for who he is, knit a sacred bond and wade through the ocean of life together. He who is full of stains can no longer be returned to pure white again, only if later the womb he did not have, then what can still be proud as a woman. Tears that had been urgent since now fell uncontrollably, his thin back shook accompanied by a sobbing.

“This, wear.”

Again A handkerchief thrust at her made Nia turn to the side. He quickly wiped his wet face with the back of his hand and tried to behave normally.

“Eh, Adrian P-Pak. It's not necessary, sir. The handkerchief I could not change yesterday. I threw it away because the blood stains left behind were difficult to clean. Sorry,” said Nia sungkan.

“Not to think about. I still have dozens of handkerchiefs. Take it,” pinta Adrian while commenting on a smile full of proclamation.

Nia stared at the handkerchief, then her hand outstretched about to receive. At first glance a smile rises on his own face, Adrian care enough to warm his cold heart like an ice cave.

“If you want to cry, I can lend you my shoulder,” bargain Adrian sincere. Somehow he couldn't stop caring about the fragile Nia.

Adrian's words successfully made Nia freeze and gasp, the movement of her hand that was about to take a handkerchief stopped and now her wet eyes looked at Adrian in silence.