Forgive Me My Wife
Contrition

"Despite all of that. What about your decision about the child I bear." Kinanti to Prasetya.

Prasetya then turned his head towards Kinanti who was sitting right next to him.

Without wanting to linger looking at the woman who became the secretary. Prasetya looked back to the front.

"Because I've done that, expect you. Until it gets you pregnant. Then I have to take responsibility. I admit the fetus that was conceived was my son. I confess that he who is in the womb is my seed. I'll be in charge of Kinanti. But my way of being responsible for that kid doesn't have to be me marrying you." Prasetya.

In Kinanti's heart was already able to expect it. If Prasetya would not marry himself as a form of accountability.

Hearing that, Kinanti neither replied nor protested.

He still wants to hear more about how Prasetya will be responsible for the child he is carrying today.

"I will be responsible for the child in this way. I will pay for his life and bear all his needs. I admit he's my son and I'm his biological father. But I can't marry you as a form of accountability. Because you know Kinanti yourself. I have married. And I love my wife very much. I don't want to lose my family. I could have married you. But it is only in series, it cannot be legally a state. Because that's impossible for me to do. And, I also don't want to marry someone just for a reason, even if it's a serial marriage. I go back again, Kinanti. What we did that night was a mistake, a mistake we were both unaware of. Because you are already pregnant. I have to take responsibility and admit that the boy is my son. I'll help raise him. And will watch him. For the matter of important documents concerning the identity of the child. I will take care of it too. We can communicate together to pay attention to the child. His full custody I give you. Because you are his mother. About life financing for children who are still in your womb until he grows up. I will bear it. So if there's anything about the kid you're carrying tell me. I'll be there to help."

"I could've expected it, if you wouldn't have married me. I can what, I can only accept."

"Married is not to be played with Kinanti. Even though it was just a serial wedding. Like if you forced me to marry you. It will only be a burden to both of us. Because we are not equally in love with each other. Moreover, we marry only because of the child you bear. Perhaps in a way, it can save you from embarrassment. But what if religiously. It would seem like a pointless thing. Because we cannot carry out the intent function of marriage itself. Even if it's a serial wedding."

"Yes, everything is clear sir, and I understand. In the end, as a woman. I'm the one who bears the most shame for all this." Kinanti. And a moment later, he lowered his head. Drops upon drops of tears fell from both of Kinanti's eyes.

All I can feel right now is regret.

Prasetya could only silently watch the sobs of his secretary cries. Pras understands what Kinanti feels.

As a woman, if you get pregnant outside of marriage. It must be a woman who is more affected.

It is not only shame that he has to hide from his actions. But also his inner and psychic pressure.

It wasn't easy. Therefore, Prasetya is very familiar with the situation of Kinanti.

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Prasetya just arrived at his house when it was night. Time has shown at 22:00. The atmosphere of the house looks lonely.

When Prasetya came home, the one who opened the door was his house assistant.

The housekeeper said that Hanin was sleeping with Ali.

Walk with tired steps. Prasetya climbed the stairs with a feeling of heart still full of anxiety.

Today he has indeed talked about the responsibility of the child in the birth of Kinanti.

And that made him a little relieved. But, there was one other thing that still made him anxious and afraid.

It was about her dishonesty with Hanin about having a child with another woman. Even though that act was an accident.

Now Prasetya has arrived in his room.

When he entered the room, he saw that his wife had fallen asleep still wearing her hijab.

Prasetya then walked over to the sleeping Hanin with slow steps. He did not want to wake his wife.

Carefully, Prasetya looked at the beautiful face of Haningrum with a gaze full of astonishment.

He felt so lucky to have Hanin married. Hanin was a righteous woman who was always obedient and devoted to her.

When he currently has a big secret with Kinanti. Making Prasetya can not live his days calmly. Now he is always haunted by guilt and fear of losing the wife he loves so much.