Friend's Choice Lover
28. Feel something different.

...If you are stuck in love between two people to the same person you better avoid before you face a bigger problem....

...~Safiya Khanza Ayunindya~...

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Just as Fiya was closed for a few minutes, there was already an uproar that made Fiya and Feni wake up from their slumber.

"Yes, you're not papa." asked Aldi in a panic.

The uncomfortable Fiya also threw Aldi's hand that touched his head. Fiya bent down to tie his shoelaces. Aldi and Dimas are both bent over to tie Fiya's shoelaces. Aldi ties on the right and Dimas ties on the left.

Feni simply shook her head and then tied her own shoelaces. Dimas who finished tying Fiya's shoelaces, now alternately tied Feni's shoelaces. Feni smiled due to the kindness and sensitivity of Dimas' heart.

"Thank you."

Fiya who saw it a little dislike, or in other words more often called jealousy. Aldi who had tied the shoelaces Fiya stood up and gave his one hand in front of him. Fiya looked at him and averted his gaze by holding Feni's hand.

"Come on Fen, we're going to the cafeteria."

"Wait for Za.."

Fiya pulled her forcefully and made Feni's path stumble around.

"Zaa.. Zaa.. Khanzas.. Leasin."

Feni let go of Fiya's hand violently. Fiya looked at him.

"Why do you avoid, instead of seneng ya treated two princes?"

"No, I don't like it at all."

"Don't lie."

"I didn't lie to Fen. Was ahh.. Males.. You don't know what happened to me with them."

Fiya resentfully left her alone. The two of them did not realize that Dimas was watching him. Feni was about to chase after Fiya, but her hand was held by Dimas.

"Satya" said Feni shocked when he saw the person who saw him.

"Leave him alone first." Dimas let go of his hand.

"But he's angry.."

"I know him better. So, don't worry. Emm.. To the cafeteria, I paid. We haven't talked much before."

"Hm.. Alright."

Dimas and Feni went to the cafeteria. Meanwhile, Aldi himself washed his hands in the bathroom and returned to class. Aldi saw Fiya sitting on his stool reading a novel while listening to a song using his earphones. Aldi rushed to sit next to him and took one of the earphones and put it in his ear. Fiya was shocked when he saw a burly hand passing in front of him and took one of his earphones which were on the left. Fiya just glanced warily.

"Hey.. What are you doing"

Aldi put it on his left ear. He ignored Fiya's words and chose to close his eyes.

...Deep in your love I dive into...

...The most beautiful color on earth...

...Beloved in the soul t'lah stroking the heart...

...As deep as your love is made for me...

...(.(.Indra Lesmana feat Nania - As Deep as your Love)...

Fiya shook Aldi's body and Aldi looked at him.

"Don't look at me like that."

"Why? Does your heart beat faster?"

"Stop your bullshit Aldi. Oiya, Dimas and Feni where is he? You seen her?"

Fiya deliberately switched the conversation. Fiya looked towards the exit and Aldi also looked towards the exit. Simultaneously Dimas and Feni came. Dimas who saw Fiya was looking at him immediately held Feni's hand. All his friends were astonished and confused by Dimas' different attitude towards Fiya.

"Heh why is he?"

"I don't know, maybe marahan."

"You are ah.."

They huddled on their own, whereas Fiya was only confused as Dimas passed his seat next to Fiya.

"Fi, I'm sitting with Feni, you're the same Aldi."

Dimas swapped his bag for Aldi. Aldi just smiled with satisfaction while looking down.

Dimas did not care about it and preferred to talk to Feni. Fiya was only confused by Dimas's attitude which suddenly changed.

"The gu-gue? Why did he become like this?" inmost.

He went back to reading the novel and soon the teacher came to their class to teach the next lesson.

...*****...

After school arrived. Fiya was putting all his books in his bag. Dimas patted Aldi's shoulder. Aldi looked directly at him.

"Lo between Fiya, I'm going to take Feni. No need to Fi."

There was actually a bad taste in his mind, yet he had to cover it up.

"Yes Dim, no papa."

"Yes, we're first."

Dimas pulled Feni's hand to make Feni walk a little fast. Aldi faithfully waited for Fiya who was still cleaning up her book.

"Udah?"

"It's yuk."

Aldi nodded and Fiya walked out of the classroom with Aldi.

"If this continues, I will have many opportunities to approach Khanza." - Inner Aldi.

When he arrived at the parking lot, Fiya did not find Dimas's motorbike. He was sad, but he always covered up because there was Aldi.

"Come on Za, what are you waiting for?"

With a heavy heart, Fiya rode Aldi's motorbike and left the school parking lot. The thought of Fiya in the fog thought of Dimas, so it did not feel he had reached home.

"Thank you Al."

"Yes, equally. I'm home ya."

"Emmm.. Careful."

Aldi leaves the house of Fiya. Fiya saw him until he disappeared from the yard of his new house he entered his house.

Meanwhile, Dimas is still on the road with Feni. He intentionally slowed his path. There were no words spoken by the two of them, only awkwardness between them.

"Freak, I'm the same Aldi can directly clop. This is why it's so awkward, but it's not so cold" Feni's inner.

Dimas who felt the awkwardness also broke it.

"Where is your house?"

"The Orchid Street no 9."

Dimas was no longer slow, he also accelerated the speed of his motorbike to his home.

"Thank you Sat."

"Yes, you're welcome."

"You wanna stop by first?"

"Other times. I'm saying yes."

"Yes. Careful."

Dimas immediately blamed the bike back and drove the bike not to go home. But to a park until night. He lay on the ground with his right hand. Look at the sky with the moon and stars.

"The stars shine only at night, and so does the moon. The sun only shines in the morning until the evening. There are no moons, no stars. There's no me, there's no him. I don't know when I can express this feeling. My concern is too scared to lose you and I'm not ready for it. I never thought who would make you happy between me and him. Like you're the sky, I'm the moon and he's the sun. Suppose I could ask you, who would you make planet earth among us? About who you're gonna answer. Me or him?."

Unaware, her tears were still. He saw the tears on his index finger and aligned with the moon. Sighing deeply with eyes still saw the darkening of the night sky.

...*****...

Fiya was on the balcony of his room. Looking at the moon while thinking about Dimas. Dimas was out of his mind. His mind was always on Dimas.

"I feel like there's something strange now. I don't know where you are or what you are doing. I don't think I know how you are currently. My conscience says you need calm. But is that true? I can feel, you're different from your usual day. Usually you're the most passionate when you're with me, usually you're the one who's excited to save me if I'm in trouble. Then, what's wrong with you today? Did I make a mistake?"

He paused his sentence and wiped his dripping tears as he stared at the brightly shining moon.

"Moon, I'm telling you. Please tell him, I miss him so much all the time. As in the present moment. Please tell him to meet me. And please tell him not to leave me. I miss him, very much.. So very... Missed her. The Moon's.. And if you can please tell me I love her too."

He looked down and cried. Then, he immediately removed it and headed to his bed. Take a small picture frame containing childhood photos of Fiya and Dimas that he always kept until now. Staring at him while lying down, until he was unconscious.

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