Friend's Choice Lover
52. Unsettled (Dimas POV )

...Do not let your tears stop the passing of someone who is gone. Relax and be happy....

...~Satya Dimas Adrian ~...

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Do you know where I am? You must have thought I had left Fiya who was crying over me.

You're mistaken....

I'm still loyal to be next to Fiya. From that night until now. However, I hid from his sight and the area that was too close to him.

FLASHBACKS

"What should I do?"

I was confused to see Fiya lying in the middle of the road. While I am no longer human, I am just an unsettled spirit because I do not have to leave my own friend who constantly cries because of me.

Fiya fell right in front of someone's car, fortunately the man stopped and got out of his car. The driver of the car was Farhan.

I looked at her and thanked her for me, if Fiya was taken. I didn't stay silent, I also got into his car to make sure where Farhan was taking Fiya away.

"Dimaz... L'm.. L'm.. Hates... At you... I hope you're not calm... Because it's.. You left me..."

Fiya's words were delirious, like a curse to me even though she was asleep. I was not calm and focused on myself. However, what is my present day that has become a spirit now.

Farhan takes Fiya to a high luxury place. Farhan took her in his arms and took her to his room because there was no room left in the apartment.

Farhan immediately calls the receptionist and tells her to bring a shirt for Fiya and replace it. I automatically came out of the room after the person told Farhan to come.

"Farhan, is he the owner of this apartment? Why did he tell her and all her words were followed by him. I'll find out all this too." I said.

After the receptionist came out, I went back in and saw Fiya lying on the big bed of Farhan's, and Farhan himself sleeping on the long sofa.

I approached Fiya's bed and stroked her hair. Warm as usual. She moved a little cold when I stroked her hair.

FLASHBACK OFF

I couldn't give her the warmth I always gave her like before.

I finally sat down next to him and fell asleep in a slightly loose spot on the bed he was in.

Until the next day..

I woke up when I smelled good from the kitchen. I went through the door and saw Farhan cooking with his genius. I was amazed, because he cooked like a professional.

I watched from beside him, after he finished, he walked out the door and picked up the paper bag lying in front of the door. He took her to his room and I followed him back. She went into the bathroom after putting her food on the table.

Before long, he came out again using only a towel wrapped around his waist. My eyes bulged when I saw her protruding curves. I also looked at myself and felt my stomach and chest.

"Waaah... I lost it.."

I saw him pick up a shirt in the wardrobe and go back into the room. My gaze was turned to Fiya who woke up from her sleep, I immediately ran to hide behind the closet earlier.

I peeked out from the crack and saw Fiya eating the food Farhan was cooking. I smiled a little at him.

"Basan kiddo." I said in my heart

Then, Farhan came out of the bathroom and directly approached her with an angry facial expression.

Fiya was shocked and choked, I was a little furious. And I was worried that Farhan would be more cruel to Fiya.

"Loh, demon Farhan. Kok lo here. You in heaven ?also." said Fiya who got a flick in her head.

I don't know why I smiled to see him. I thought he'd snatch it like he used to, but.. Now the response is different.

"Ah ouhhh.." groaned Fiya.

"Heaven.. The paradise... I'm not dead yet, this is my apartment. I've been hitchhiking, eating everyone's food, there you masakin for me." said Farhan while yelling at Fiya.

I saw her suddenly looking down and crying, I wanted so badly to wipe her tears, but surely Fiya could see me.

"Eh.. Pake drama cry all. Sana cooks herself." said Farhan dislike.

"Lo why should I save it? Why don't you put me on the street and get cold so I die. Hix.. Whyaa... Hix.. Whyaaa.." said Fiya while crying.

"Gue is no longer strong in this world. Hix.. I´m... Hiks.to feel all wrong continue here.. Hicks... . You even saved me.. Hix... I don't want to live... Againiii.." he continued.

"Lo don't want me here... Hix... I'm a hassle.hiks... The right hiks in this world...No friends, no brothers.hikss. In hate my friends.hiks.. , keep me living for what.hikss... Mending me dead." said Fiya seriously because of despair.

Fiya went out to the balcony. Farhan did not stay still and gripped Fiya's hand firmly.

"Lo can't be reckless.. Crazy ass.." he said.

I who saw Fiya's response like that, made me very sick. I was worried that he was reckless, so Farhan was lucky to prevent it and managed to calm him down.

Farhan left it at the apartment. I was afraid he would be reckless, but all he did was clean himself and the room.

She's very diligent, like the woman I know. He can cook his skills too. Whoever has it will be very lucky. Unfortunately, I am dead and no longer alive. To what extent do I believe that I have become a spirit swaying.

And, I didn't realize Farhan was coming home from school and eating the food that Fiya was cooking. I'm really jealous to see it.

Farhan walked into his room and Fiya sat down while eating a snack. Suddenly, the news of my accident was back in the news. Simultaneously, Farhan came out of his room and instantly turned off the television

I looked towards Fiya and she immediately put down her food and came back crying while bending her legs over the sofa. I didn't stay silent, and took the opportunity when Farhan was confused and his mind was empty.

I entered her body and immediately hugged Fiya. A feeling that really made me not have the heart to leave him in a body that is not my body. I stroked her hair and cried because I couldn't stand it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I said.

"Why are you hugging me?.hiks.. You're like Dimas... Hix.. Let go.." said Fiya while patting the chest of the body I entered.

"You need to calm down, I'm here... You can't make Dimas sad... Emm... I mean Satya.." I said while wiping my tears.

"If you keep crying like this, you'll make Satya unsettled in nature" I said.

"So you need to calm down" I said again.

He nodded and I kept hugging. I realized, this is not my body and I came out of Farhan's body on the back side of Fiya.

I kept holding her hand so as not to let go of her embrace. Until after feeling Fiya calm I let go of Farhan's hand on his back.

I let the two of them and gave Farhan a chance to speak to Fiya. However, all of that made them awkward.

I was confused by what I was doing, so I quietly stood behind the two of them who were watching a cartoon.

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