Give Me the Freedom of Choice
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one day I, I mean by initial I was walking into a supermaket not far from where I worked,,,, that is, that is,,,,after coming home from the supermaket I called a person I thought I knew.

yes indeed a few weeks ago I knew someone who initials S,,, hai sapa I to A, with the name S with a smile sksd si A answered hi,,,, hi,,,,, S, with,,,

from a distance,, the,,,

it turns out that the S is not the s that I know,🙈🙈🤭 but his name A we use this shit ya😁 with a reddened face because of embarrassment ,, forced to shake hands because it's already approaching,,,yes my friend named D met with S he's a cooperation A while the D and S meet the A began to talk I want to know the same that this is aja said A glance in the direction of I yes I it was I🤭 after chatting us me and D went to die S, A, and his friend2

within a week the A began to search for the whereabouts of I with his knowledge,,,from the top of the 2nd floor the I let the A pass through in his heart he must be looking for me🙈 ⁇ ️ with his PD,,,, he must be looking for me,,it turns out that the A really wants to know where I live some BLN me and A began to get familiar, mutual communication,,, a,,as often as possible the passing A just honked the car horn d usenya work as a driver d one of the distributor PT, and I know the sound of the horn I know klw it from him

klw I don't know if he passed through what I don't have any need to supermaket sure I went through the alley where we first met,,, some BLN acquaintances began to get familiar,,,,, some,,,there's a friend of mine named T who turns out he likes me, to I never know him,, it turns out T know I know someone named A,,,,, I know,,,

that afternoon the T called ,hai I hai T,,,cie, cie now uda sombang ya because uda has a girlfriend,,,,ha ..🤔 girlfriend, who said I have a boyfriend,,,I have a boyfriend and blom ever dating (honestly, honestly)apparently wrong there are 2 friends of T's work know the A,(,,, ),,maybe guess I just ya) T the I who often chat with you is his girlfriend my friend ,,,tribe mates he worked there that meant a place in A bekarja,, more or less so x ya ,,

me and A often meet a chat tp usual2 a chat about a lot of things tp no leads like there is a relationship that shows people dating,,,,,, the,,,

one time I met again with A Karana I bought a lot of bottled mineral water 1.5 l for drinking stock no other purpose,, A asked hi ,,What is water so much for? I replied spontaneously , but I don't mean to lie cm kidding, yes this is water to prepare we want to go on vacation to the top , yes you want the top , yes ,,yes answer me with a smile and hahaha laugh,, karna emang his real friend next door D was his origin from the peak of his right people cianjur,,

still with the chat about the peak holiday, the A asked when to go how long, how long,I realize that A was impressed to believe the end I answered yes we want to go later tonight will go 3 days answered me with a smile (though lying)tp A believe

yes for the next 3 days not usa search2 I definitely no one I want to go my jawb with the intention of joking

turns out A believe for a few days it's true A did not stop by not trying to find out because he believes klw I talk real nya🤔🙉

kring,, kring, the phone says hello,, it turns out T who called,, I will be a few days away from fasting , he answered me ,,, how klw before fasting we hang out ,,,eat2 is later klw uda fasting month uda can not eat2, hang out afternoon2 after work

yes may,, may I answer in a happy tone, after 3 days after this exact day of Sunday we hang out in one of the shophouses,,,,,, after,,,near tempa T work there are many se x who sell a variety of food and drinks,,,,,, and,,,,

I went by myself not d friend nin D Karana D again pay a visit to his uncle's house d kutu gede, about 4 am I went to see T to the shop front by myself

just this time I walk alone always his usual D, D,

want to eat what I asked T to me, I answered eat somay same ice cendol delicious answer me,,,,, I answered,,,even though d beside me there are those who sell meatballs to me more interested in siomay and drink ice cendol for me that I want again this afternoon,,,

after eating somay ,, we still sit 2 while chatting about many things,, one of them about a few more days want to fast,,, want to go home and so on.

while from a distance saw A through riding a motorbike, while looking at us, he found us again chatting just the two

basic boycott you say want to the top 3 days , turns out you want cheating so🤔🤔 I was confused cheating indeed who is cheating,,, we have a relationship what my answer is,,,anyway I don't mean to lie cm because you believe me jd I said to vacation to the top even though the truth is not,,, what part of the relationship I hang out / chat with T ,,there is no relationship with you , and I also do not have permission because we do not have anything2 answered me ,,not funny klw arrived2 I told him the truth I lied at that time ,, the color of us between me the same A no relation what2 cm know,,,, the,,and I'm the same T also cm know and friend jd no one need d clear kan👌

klw cm gini I can also buy in you, want what else try you talk tar I buy all of it, take a pull me towards the motor that td he parked,,,because of the shame I follow from the embarrassment because it looks SE x d there klw si A emotion, the end of A drove me home and he said a lot of it, about he said , telpon2,,, he said,,meet chat2 with me he says he's watching me, what cb is klw not because he likes ,, it's in my heart (i'm a girl needs 2 ,,,for example, I like you, I like you what kind of thing, it's the least said you want what we're going to date that,,,,, it's, at least,,,there's no bro to status it's a camun in my heart just,, I don't dare to say,,,really not brave because I was also used to not think there is also no need for courtship status like him,, do what? anyway I also do not like him in the sense of not like klw jd girlfriend, klw cm know/friend ya ordinary it is

after today it turns out that A Bener2 actually considers me as his girlfriend se x even I do not agree with his status of this relationship,, tp as with T he is right2 does not want to meet me,,,at most he cm call to give me the print photos of his phone,, it turns out he printed my own photo the same photo he same me that he printed his own right print prin, print his own, last time I saw him, he said it was your picture and my picture, I'm lucky I never knew when we were taking pictures and when he was taking pictures of me using his cell phone,,,(this was in 2005 is not kayak now yes many good hp Poto selfi where live send via wa, klw where there was a camera hp uda sophisticated phone still use tlpn house,,call the office,, koin wartel because the author ngalamin himself🤭 feel old uda

arriving when the BLN entered the BLN fasting,, will not be long a holiday,, everyone plans to go home to the village of page ,,

including me, A knows I'm going back to the island sebrang right on the island of Sumatra,,,by thisitip himself A offers bwhwa he will take me home by bus because this is my first home , I just wander after school

I siap2 lah I will take you shopping for homecoming needs/more precisely buy lebaran clothes,, the actual color of it I have also thought of it ,,,I also want him to take me SE x an jln2 thought me,, after I choose 2 sheets of tops and 1 pair of fine mobile lower jeans you know the price is 199,900,,,pretty expensive pants now taun 2020 I uda not buy pants so much😭😭

I ngantri d kasir arrived my turn d kasir A also came with his own groceries I do not know what he bought,,,, I do not know what he bought,, he stood next to me knowing my total groceries, he also gave me a little money by giving it to the cashier, no, no bang, no, no, no,,I also have money, I want to buy this ko , he said you like pants like that I do not like the price is good,,,,,, he said you like pants,,, he said gua seneng klw lu seneng , you can buy another one using your money this let the cave pay,😁🙈🤔😇😚 jumbled ,,,I want to know what else I should do

si A introduced me to his brother right here sodara, understand that we are the same2 regional children,,,,,,, that is,,,

Call aja brother Y and his wife, they tell A uda many stories about you I he likes you,, he blom ever memwrknalan anyone to us,,,,, he,,,that means his A serious same you he does not want to find a girlfriend tp he find wife🤯😚🙈 I'm surprised dong what really ,,,,here are some really big differences, from the , tribes, islands, ages that are far apart, and these differences that make the most sense that we're going to have a serious relationship,,,, and,,, I can't say yes, and you'll know, too, later,,,

I was speechless, too, I, I said his wife brother Y,,, yes, I was just a smile, afraid of macem2 d mind,,, I ,, trus they say go first and then new also know, A smile2 ,,,

the time came when today I was going to go home to the village, and he took me back to the other side of the bus from the terminal to the terminal, to the terminal, to,,,to him cm nganter until the last terminal to my hometown, Oya distance from the last terminal to my village 1 malem yes exactly berangakat at 11 noon nyampe village dawn2 that klw naek executive klw naek economy can2 nyampe his afternoon again 😁

almost 1 BLN I d kampung ,, indeed I decided to find a new job after HBS Lebaran,, jd d kampung can be quite a long time,,, many things I passed d kampung with kluaraga , and people2 I know including relatives d kampung , suddenly d when d where I will go back to the capital city of JKT,,,with the intention of looking for a job ,, but I have no LG relatives, my cousin who did not go with me the first time to jkt uda no longer know where because ,,no contact after moving 2 jobs,,,

likewise between me and A as long as I d kampung there is no communication se x,, I blom have hp yes A give me no tlpn kos same no tlpn office,,,do not forget the call code no his office,, I save to 2 no it, who knows one day I return to jkt think me,,,,, I save to 2 no,,,honestly, I never thought of anything like this

the time came when I said goodbye to my parents and all my kluaraga d'house,,,I expressed my intention to return to jkt hoping to get a job immediately what sje is important halal, and good , from d kampung want to do ,,tar ujung2 his marriage young that I fear , despite the fact that I also married young🤭. I went naek afternoon bus from my village until the restaurant eating malem there wartel,, I called kos2 , where A kos cm two no it's what I have,,,, I call kos2,,,because uda malem yes I broke up kos phone,,, hello,, yes, I I help I want to talk to A from a distance answer A no,, youh okay thank you, love,,, I help you,,,until my message I'm on my way tomorrow morning until jkt

okay thank you,, after morning2 about 06.30 jkt blom so jammed yes,, my grandmother said last jkt swamp locket Mangun,,,because my ticket jkt jd kenek said neng nyampe yes this last d this counter out passengers get off this bus going to Bandung,,,, I'm confused ,,,where do I want to go here? I'm confused but I'm relaxed not panicking now , now I'm the one panicking

once her d pendant me to the bathroom clean2 wash my face let seger,, rapih2 tau itself klw naek bis as well as her pegel not maen😭

finished neat2 I bring my bag to the front , and there are many who sell breakfast , but I do not think of breakfast ,, I prefer wartel in front of the counter,,,, I prefer,,,🤭 I call no 1 again no office A because morning2 I think he must be working,, I call ,,, hello,, can talk A,, someone call A,, can call A,, can,,there's a call for you, , from your sodara x,,,, halo saut A from a distance,, halo bang,,, A uda know me,, youh yes. uda nyampe maybe someone d kos uda told me first, where? d swamp Mangun ouh ya uda wait,, Tampa base stale, tampa long phone ended,,, I just sat,,, in front of the counter,,, there are many SE x clothes,,,, I just sit, I just sit, I just sit down, in front of the counter, and there are many SE x clothes,,taxi cabs who offer their services ,,MBK,, why would they want to go? I just smiled out of my seat, though,,

about 10-15 minutes as I remember that time,, not stuck,,, A came to meet me at the counter,, using the motor,, A drove me to the boarding place,,,,,,, A,,, not far from the cost of his place kos sodara which dintai kak Y and wife, you can maen to the house brother Y d there his wife,,,,,, you can maen to the house brother Y d there his wife,,,I want to go back to the office because uda at 7 o'clock passing he must immediately enter work, yes A is so responsible as his work hapir never absent from his workplace,,,,, is,,,work is the most important thing in his life until now, SE x was in pain there must be A go to work tampa ever tired, A so loving his job is,, A, so much,,Because the main goal is to migrate to get a job , so many people who are unemployed for years because they do not get the job they want

hari2 is going so slowly I think because I blom work,, I am starting to get nervous,, A may be thinking for what you work mending jd wife take care of the household,,

but I made it clear to A I needed a job as fast as I had to work, because I needed money from work for my own needs,,, and,,,surnama2 can SE xx send for my parents in the village because they hope it is😭😭😭Oya ,,I have a lot of adk2 who are still small and my parents who can't afford😭😭 remember me at that time

day2 passed A helped me find a job for me A contacted some people he knew, Please, come on when A

invite me to meet MBK R until now I'm still friends d medsos yes,,,

I also worked to replace MBK R who got a new job he prefers to be a teacher,,,

Oya where I work is far from the cost and from where A works

bang I want to hang out there, , , 'near where I work,,,I also ask 2 to my friend 2 even though only a few days of work I have asked the cost to my new work friend 2 I know,, S A not so responding he said this is it,,,many are

at the end of the day I have a kos nyari and I am happy because uda got the cost

A her real good she helped me a lot of things, but I can't possibly depend on her, I still hope that A will consider me SE like, sister/friend/ acquaintance Ter hand over is what his name is,, and I'm very hopeful that A can find a good soul mate who draws in a gala, the core thing that suits him is his real A is looking for a wife not looking for a companion/ girlfriend, but I know I like her even though she never states our status,, jd we don't have any status, yes,,, no,,,just know and near 🤔 yes he knows everything about me no brother about anything,,,,, yes he knows everything about me,,,including the first salary I worked because the first salary I worked his entry into account A I who gave the account number nye SE permission to my office before I opened the account

but I don't know much about him,, he never told me, and I never asked2 about his personal life , about his family about whatever his job was,,,,, and I never asked 2 about his personal life,,,because I'm not interested and he never told me,, since I work, and chose the cost near where I work, we rarely met ,,rarely communication because it does not have hp also 😁 blom have money to buy

where I'm back there is kankoh2 that is so rada2 every new ank must have you say his girlfriend,, and I'm also the new kid you say his girlfriend,,, almost every new ank slalu you give her something prabotan ank2 kos is either cup, plate, what to eat nan ,,, doll etc .you also want to give me a small cotton mattress folding mattress/palembang mattress name, I refused it because I was afraid and I did not need the mattress ,,because d where I cost uda complete just go in bring clothes,,, yes my cost is quite expensive , for ank the cost can be a nice cheap cost complete comfortable difficult,,,I choose kos both so light, I cost the same friend he d bren e shirt brand I d brend J brand jeans and casual pants men, men,

me and my 1 room friend different sif jd rarely met his d kos or d tree counter is rare, besides malem /morning2 jd we also rarely chat

Oya temen 1 room my college children also jd he is busy rarely there d kos even though holidays, I always have holidays in ordinary days other than de where I work can not be off on Friday, I am always on holiday,at,Saturday,Sunday, holiday tgl red gek may be off ,, a week SE x must be off a regular day a week SE x must be overtime klw his friend off

my 1st counter friend college kids also jd he more often do not go to work klw me again sif morning,,,klw sif early in the morning I often very impromptu overtime because my friends are not present😭 but I like my job so much because I realize that I am not young to get a job ,,,,at the end of the day I remember A helping me get a job

being A work D PT Monday until Friday morning until late afternoon even what day else SE xx A must go out of town when it is A 2 Weeks/ even SE Sunday SE x to Bandung PP si but back home malem blom again there is additional work that is exhibition,, it is often very exhibition,, where change place every Saturday Sunday,,,that's what we rarely see x, but it's normal,,

Week A holiday,, I work ,,,klw I sif morning A come to see me in the afternoon SE x an pick up back from work he must have d parking gate direction to where I go back to the boarding,, he said,,if I go in the afternoon he rarely meet me maybe he's busy nyuci x kan holiday,,, Tia uda tau sif2 pan I work a week morning a week at noon,, Tampa hp you know that time ,,,I tried to remember her yes I do 2 remember all of her

yes I started to bosen I want to buy hp klw uda no money I think, I, I bosen klw only sleep after tired of washing ,,,, I think ,,, SE xx I will follow my friend2 street2 most se xx klw uda HBS payday we must walk2 either to the friend's house, kos friend,,, I'm sure,,another time to go to the shopping center is Cililitan that we visit most often,, just jln2, eat 2 d another time we go to ancol,, Dufan, another time to the mini park,,, another time to the park,, a,,to another d time ragunan,,,anyway every holiday is always no d kos from the morning until the mallem sepe kos ya slow2nya 10 because the rules d kos as late as 2 klambu home at 10 it klw sif our afternoon return at 10 uda nyampe kos ,karna kos near jln feet from kos to work, so is kira2

yes, that's my hari2 hp Tampa but we can make an agreement jln2 my friend2 far away2 there are those who have a husband no have his main girlfriend slalu klw jln there must be a pair2 Ngan,,,Oya I was the youngest d among my friend2 at that time both d and d work, I was so young , according to them I was a child,,''they always advised me to always guide me I was lucky Once I met the good 'person2,,, almost everyone I met was good all to me,,, no exception my boarding mother,,,,,, almost everyone I met was good all to me,,,mom boarding good but there can be no friends who nginap except anak2 who costs,,, jd ever no friend of mine who intends to stay because he again there is a problem with both parents ,,,call her name Susi she d here the same both her parents and her own adk2 Susi from the school born d Cirebon live with her grandmother,,,after graduating from school Susi to work and live with her parents,,,

Susi has a boyfriend from Cirebon from school,,, and,,,but here I don't know what happened at that time I'm also not so clear considering that surely Susi wants to nginap d kos barsama I want to calm down her said,,,but after the same permission mom boarding,, mom kos ask for a little money to pay for water said that,,,,, mother kos ask for a little money yes to pay for water,,,

Oya tarip kos ku that can not bring ya klw bring megikom must add more etc., anyway that's the rule