Give Me the Freedom of Choice
I just want to live more peacefully

I returned home with a variety of thoughts and wishful wishful thinking, I want to release all his saturation slama the last few years,,,,, I want to release all his saturation,,,

I was in the village

wake up I adk you want school Mak dad want to go to the rice field you shower nyuci d x mumpung still morning klw tar uda noon, d time no one you dare, emang you dare,,, yes, I answered I

after 9 am I just my own house in the house,, tok,, tok,,, tok,, tok, someone knocked on the door I open the door ya want to find out who there needs to what? I asked someone who came,,, not the deck just want acquaintance,,, want to chat2 same name who the guest started the chat ,,,,, 2 ,,,his turns out to have a mouth the guest intends to marry I ,, the guest suda much know about I from kluaragnya d kampung,,,,, the,,,but how I do not know the person I am also not interested in the Person,,,

at the end of his I began bosen d kampung he planned to want to find a job in a small town , which is about 3 hours from his village,,, go I to find a job ,,,but after some BLN work never can d can be , and I more restless same someone who slalu invite her to get married , and finally I return to Jakarta, Jakarta,,

after D Jakarta I never got a job and I decided to marry his choice of leleki I tried to convince his heart in the hope of a happy life must be married to party I I feel happy I understand the condition of her future husband I never asked for any kind of for I married the same person she knew much better than I had to marry the same person I do not know but parents I approve of his marriage ,, more or less like the matchmaking that is,, yes parents I is an old man who always wants to match his children ,,,that's what I was afraid of a long time ago, I memeberi know parents I klw I will marry the same man of his own choice,,,,,, I,,,and I just ask her parents to approve whatever her choice .short story I married only D KUA,, grateful all went well,,, I am carrying out her duties as a wife and mother of her three sons, daughter,,, and,,, many things I went through he always patiently lived his life even though there were sometimes many storms befalling his family,, 8 years of household life I still look happy and harmonious ,,,stepping into the 9th storm storm began to come alternately, alternately, after breaking up to move house they cut off the house of hope for the future of old age with children ,,here is the beginning of the spark of problems began to emerge

bang we take KPR yes ,, the contract goes up every year is not dear what do not give that much money to the rented mother,, here are we rame good, strategic place, strategic place, where is good easy close , but want to until when the brother will enter SD more and more big , we are also getting older,,,klw now we take KPR right despite years of pay but there will be an end at the end of it will be ours,,, not from now on when else, so you are still working,,that's how I explained my wish to my husband,,,,, that's,,,,

yes, patience was not that easy for the house,, what money already exists? emang you want to live in a quiet housing blom again later klw I often go home malem/not go home Karana there is still a job how you are the same children who dare to be ready,,,that's how my husband said I immediately replied ready😁

feeling the husband respond I started looking for info about KPR, I already really wanted to have a home ,liar ugly little house myself I thought, so did the way I said it to my husband,,,bang let a patch of origin own labor itself will not be anything that interferes with the lawsuit and then the day I explain it to the husband,, it is not Tampa reason,,,,, the,,,Because my parents had a land dispute with kluaraga , and caused a lot of injuries,😭

I am sad to remember again too many bitter experiences in myself.In my heart I plan x aja tar Mak same father want to come here if we already have a home,,,,, I want to go here if we already have a home,,,yes, my father blom once came here only me a few x come with my son to meet them if there is a windfall,, sometimes a feast ,, ever because there is a business ,,once too Karana dad was sick so we went home

one day watching tv while drinking sweet esteh, a little snack and light complete our chat at that time, I remember the KPR brochure that brought my neighbor's right friend,,,, I remember,,,I also had a chance to talk that to my husband, my husband said he was not interested in Bekasi,,,the reason tar you are the same black children hehehehe is enough I am the black said of course it's just a reason,, he was just kidding,, I want to have a house in the southern suburbs,,,,,,, I want to have a house in the southern suburbs, I want to have a house in the south of the outskirts,,,even if you could even want to have a house d Bandung added her, why ? I asked,,, klw d Bandung that let us talk about it like a gentle bandung people, , that's the word, that's the word,I'm glad to hear at least I know that he wants a house too ,, yes, my husband did not want to have a house here he just wanted to have a house in his village, aja,,,

slowly no matter how often I have talked about wanting to find KPR but my husband blom also seriously responded to me, I am not desperate to continue and continue to give understanding,,,,, and,,,,

bang we do uda have savings in bits, twit,, the young can we make DP home denger-denger Dp is cheap affordable,,, in my heart I know my man uda chercing d goegel about KPR 😂🙏 with hope he responds to my wishes

a few days later

cring, cring, cring, my phone ringing

hello,,,,hello,, hello,, yes of course from my husband yes he often calls me just news even though every day met but I'm happy because he always gives news a day can until 3 Bahakan more he calls klw again there's a ya🤭 pulse

td I chatted with a friend of the office he said de near his house a lot of subsidized KPR,, Bekasi, trus, d,,trus replied I can't wait💪💪 Yes plan tomorrow Saturday will go home from work half day ,, I want to maen his house while looking, oh yes good answer me,,tar klw I da know where to tar when we see the same time ,ouh yes,,iya👌🥳🥳

after my husband from work dong continued to discuss about the house,,

bang,,, take a smile as sweet as possible lose the sweet esteh made by mama alin hehehe

bang,, tomorrow you bring the same DP money as well as tar if you think it's a nice house where you feel fit, you directly Dp aja ,,,, you feel ,,,what do you want to do directly Dp if you do not want to see first, I do not want to ya tar after I dp you see you said no longer fit his answer,,,,, I do not want to ya tar after I dp you said,,, if you think it's appropriate, I'd like to answer you, then,,

you're the one in the house don't put your money, don't feel at home if I do, rarely have d houses, more often at work,, and,,

yes, you are working if you think you can , you think it is not far for you to go back and forth to work , I want anywhere ,

keesok day , exactly on Saturday her husband left after work he went to his friend's house with the intention of surveying the house after heading to the place of the house by which they mean Uda clay,,, in Poto there are two units of houses complete with blocks, no, houses along with Poto and enslavement, the house looks from the outside of the complete room of his tree ,, he sent to me,,,,, the,,,I'm glad to see her, too,,,, you,,,

I had a chat with a friend while chatting, coffee,, the new house I told was not good if I went straight home ,, that's how he gave news,,,,,, that's how he gave me,,,yes, answer me