He's my son, not my brother
I've been stained
Aga rested his body on the chair next to Naina. They choose silence. Waiting for Naina who was inhaling as much oxygen before speaking.
"I'm sorry Brother Aga. If what I'm going to say later will make Big Brother very disappointed in me." Naina said very slowly. But the very keen sense of Aga's hearing can listen to him.
"Say." Say Aga in a soft tone.
Naina stared at the face of Aga who was currently staring at her. Really he is not very strong to see the beautiful face that will look disappointed in a few moments will be his statement.
"I'm sorry if I'm not the woman you've been thinking about." Naina stutters. Gathering all his courage to speak again.
The expression on Aga's face did not change. The man was still waiting for Naina to continue her words.
"I'm not a good woman like Big Brother and everyone else out there thinks. I'm just a dirty woman." Naina's hands were firmly clenched. With all his strength, he continued his words. "I'm not a woman who can keep my honor well."
"What do you mean, Naina?" The expression on Aga's face began to change. Between confusion and doubt became one in his mind.
"I'm sorry, brother... Sorry because I'm honestly stained. I am no longer the holy woman that Big Brother had hoped for. I'm really dirty." Naina's tears fell along with her two eyelids that began to close. Saying the harsh reality that has been experienced makes Naina's chest always tight.
"I'm sorry..." Naina could only say that apology over and over again.
"I have committed a great sin. I have given my honor to a man who is not my husband. I'm not just a dirty woman. But I am also the mother of a little girl who was born from my womb because of the great sin I committed." Naina started sobbing. Seeing that Aga was just silent and did not make Naina think that Aga must be very surprised by what he said.
"I'm sorry again, brother..." Naina looked at Aga's face with a guilty look.
"Naina.." Aga's head shook his head. Hoping that what Naina said was not true and just fabricated. "This is all impossible. Don't you joke!" Aga held onto both of Naina's shoulders while shaking her. The glint of disappointment was clearly visible there.
Naina's tears were flowing more and more. The look on Aga's disappointed face really made his chest tight. "I'm not kidding, brother. I'm a really dirty woman. Hicks..." Naina was downcast as Aga's hands slumped just like that from her shoulders.
Aga straightened his body. Staring at the black clouds that seemed to describe his current mood. What's the matter? Was it true that the innocent and innocent woman he had seen all this time had actually been stained like that woman had said? Is it true that the woman he loved so much already had a child? But is that possible?
Aga's heart rate is beating so fast. To be honest, the truth he had just learned really surprised him. That feeling of disbelief still rejected the truth Naina said. Aga again tilted his body. Staring at the beautiful face that now looks wet with tears. Her lover's body was shaking. Resist tightness and sobbing his cries so as not to get out more.
Not only Aga, Naina was also hurt by the reality of her life at this time.
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