He's my son, not my brother
Not wanting to return
"I just want to take responsibility for my son without marrying his mother, Queen. I just want to pay my four years of wasted time for my son. I want to give you the affection that my daughter never got from her real father all this time." Daniel then continued.
"You must be lying! You must want the mother of your son, too, Niel." Queen nodded in disbelief.
"I've never joked about anything like this, Queen. After all the mother of my son already has a man who will be her husband." Daniel didn't want Queen to make any more guesses.
Queen's speechless. Head bowed. "If you don't want to go back to the mother of your son, then why did you leave me." Queen's tears kept flowing.
"I don't want you to live with a jerk like me, Queen. You deserve a good man and love you. I don't want you to live forever with a man who doesn't love you."
"real right. You never loved me, Niel." Queen's chest was getting claustrophobic hearing Daniel's statement.
"I'm sorry. Feelings can't be forced, Queen. I've always tried to love you. But my heart always refused." Although painful, Daniel still reveals it.
Queen raised her bowed head. "Is it because of the mother of your child? Is it because of her you can't love any woman including me your lover?"
Daniel's stunned. Silence began to cloud their conversation when Daniel did not reply to Queen. Daniel rested his body on the back of the chair and closed his eyes.
"Until this moment I can't understand my own heart, Queen." Daniel said after a long silence.
The queen smiled in her tears. "There's no way you wouldn't love her if I dared to touch her that far, Niel."
Daniel's breathing sounded harsh. "Don't think a no-no that could make you sicker, Queen." Press Daniel.
"I've been too sick all this time, Niel. But my pain always paid off because you chose to stay by my side. You are the source of my pain and happiness, Niel. I really love you." Queen is back down. "I realized all this time I was sick from your unrequited love, Niel. But I never wanted to lose you. You were the source of my spirit all this time, Niel.." Queen's body shook violently.
"Don't cry for a guy like me, Queen." Daniel holds both Queen shoulders.
Queen raised her head. "I beg you not to leave me, Niel. Four years together. It's not easy for me to get through a new day without you." Queen hugged Daniel tightly and shed her tears on the chest of Daniel's field.
Daniel returned Queen's embrace and planted a short kiss on Queen's forehead.
"I can't without you, Niel..." Queen said more and more.
"You can do it, Queen. You're a good woman. It'll be easy for you to get a better figure than me and love you." Daniel said as he stroked Queen's hair.
"But I don't want to, Niel. I just want you." Pungkas Queen's. The Queen tightened her arms around Daniel.
I'm sorry, Queen. Daniel can only speak in his heart.
Long enough Daniel let the Queen cry in his arms. Daniel could feel that his shirt was soaked by Queen's tears. But he let it. Daniel continues to rub on Queen's back to calm her down. Daniel really doesn't know how much Queen loves a jerk like him. But he could not force his heart to avenge the love of a woman who has now changed status to her former lover.
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