Heartiness
Chapter 31 - Bonuses
Almira saw the figure of Ari was walking while holding hands with the figure of Lana who came out of the parking lot and headed in the direction that was in line with her and Egga, who was in the same direction, as fast as lightning Almira threw away his face as if he did not know the figure.
But . . . .
"Oop bro". Ari greeted Egga.
In Almira's heart "Astaghfirullah they know each other ?". Almira immediately lowered her head.
Egga/ "weei how are you?, haven't seen you in a long time".
Ari/ "Alhamdulillah healthy bro, you're the one who has been nongol for a long time".
Egga/ "yes if I hope to understand bro".
Ari/ "Yes is the boss sir ha ha ha. Oh yeah, is this you just coming in or are you coming home?".
Egga/ "Mau ngantar friend abis back here again we have kopdar".
Ari/ "what friends ha ha ha friends". Ari mocked Egga while glancing at Almira who did not see her face clearly, aka bowed.
"Friends bro, Ra knew this was brother's friend". Egga introduced him to Almira.
Damn . . . The thing that was afraid of Almira also happened, would not want Almira to raise her head and look towards Ari and Lana.
"Yra". Sentak Ari was surprised and mentioned the name Almira in his heart.
Egga/ "this bro my friend her name is Rara and Ra's brother's friend her name is Ari and her boyfriend Lana".
Almira was sculpting and her sense of wanting to leave the place. But what else is your fate.
Almira/" Rara". Almira smiled and extended her hand towards Lana.
Lana/ "Place". Welcomed him kindly.
Ari/ "Perri". While reaching out her hand but Almira just smiled rejecting Ari's hand not because she hated it but because it was not her makhram. Ari had to keep the hand he held back in front of Almira.
Egga/ "Yes already our bro luan yes, we can not long about his bertar again want azan magrib".
Ari/ "Okay bro, yeah don't come ntar".
Egga/ "Okay sip".
Ari and Lana see the departure of Egga and Almira.
Ari #Now you've really changed, you're not what I used to know. Is it so painful that the wound that I've cut in your heart?, that you don't want to see this yourself?. I'm sorry Ra had to obey you pretending we don't know each other". She's in her heart.
"Why it's his future wife Bang Egga deh Yank, about his type of girl kayak kak Rara's not going to want a girlfriend - dating, really not yank?.". Lana gives Ari silence.
Ari just nodded slowly and smiled at Lana.
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And in the car along the road Almira only silent a thousand languages. Her thoughts went nowhere when Egga asked her.
Almira# "Why do I have to be reunited with her, when I am in the final stages?, I do not want this heart to arrive - suddenly waver and make that mistake again, I do not want to be, I have to stay strong through this final stage, until I am able to step onto the new page I want to reach".
Egga/ "next week you want to nemeni brother to the reception aunt brother?".
Almira just looked forward.
Egga/" Ro...". Wake up his reverie.
Almira/ "ehh What's the bang?".
Egga/ "hmm you're not why - why right?".
Almira/ "aah no what - what bang, yes Rara agreed".
Do not agree whether maen agrees - agree with the child even though he does not know what he agrees.
Hmm . . . The influence of meeting the ex, it turns out that the former is horror yaa hu hu hu.
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In the midst of the laughter of Almira, Eggy, Omen and Widya, Almira looked towards her 3 o'clock, which was, in his view a new lover pair get off his motorcycle which is none other than Ari and Lana. Almira suddenly fell silent.
"Eh . . That's Ari, bring her girl". Omen said when he saw Ari and Lana walking up to them.
"He often brings his girl, we ha ha ha ha". Connect Eggy.
"Well on collecting all ?". Ari who had just come approached them and shook hands with them. When he wanted to experience Almira, Ari was surprised.
"Rel . . . Rara's sister coming too ?". Said Lana who was shocked to see Almira.
"Yes . . ". Almira smiled with a forced smile.
"Lho knows ?". Eggy was astonished.
"He had met when there was a kopdar at MW, if not wrong as bang Egga". Lana answered Eggy's astonishment. Almira nodded slowly while Ari only looked at Almira who was smiling at Eggy.
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At 17:00, all comunitas children have gathered and immediately move towards the destination.
Along the road Almira just silent while looking at the streets and the scenery that passed and occasionally look towards Ari and Lana who are blissful.
Eggy invited Almira to chat to disappear and feel bored during the trip, and occasionally Eggy threw a curse - her apelukan that made Almira laugh.
Ari who was riding her motorcycle that was not far from them, occasionally noticed the cool Almira and Eggy chatting while laughing.
In his mind remembered the memories of the two of them in the past while walking together, on his motorcycle while chatting and joking with laughter.
Lana hugged Ari's waist tightly and twitched her from her daydream. Ari refocused on her streets and glanced towards Almira and Eggy.
Half an hour also they go to the place to eat told Omen via Chat WA and stop again to another mosque to pray Isya. Eggy parked her big motorbike among the motorcycles that bear the words in the parking lot of the place to eat.
"You guys deliberately look like it is looking for the same we so we can be alone ha ha ha ha ". The chairman of the Comunitas mocked Eggy and the newly joined Almira. Ari turned to look at the two of them who had just arrived.
"Aduuuuh the chairman said what the hell chairman ha ha ha ha , we pray first the chairman ". Eggy clarified their suspicions while Almira only smiled.
"The reason is kelen ha ha ha ". Omen snatched the exploding stove kayak.
"No need to nyamber aja you Men ". While he was suing Omen. And glanced at Almira who was already sitting quietly looking at the star-like light of lights strewn across the sky and ignored the people around.
Eggy sat down next to Almira and did not forget to order food and drinks for the two of them. They chatted from serious things to joking because to the isengan Almira put her portion of rice to Eggy's plate. Want not want Eggy must finish her for Almira.
"ha ha ha Eggy's spirit ". Almira gave a big grin to Eggy who was struggling to finish her food.
And again, from the other dining table, Ari's eyes are not free to see the laughter of the two of them and full of question marks with their relationship.
Ari# "What is the relationship between the two of them, so close as that?, I never saw her smile and laugh that happy while with me first".
Lana/ "Honey . . . What are you worried about, seriously?, your food is cold". She asked while flirting in the direction Ari looked at, but Lana did not realize what Ari was looking at.
"C . . . Nothing, I just saw the sights of the city lights aja he he he". Ari did not speak the truth and refocused on her food.
Tue/ "Hmm . . . Yes already, you cepat selahin, it's not good if the food is cold.
Ari smiled as she nodded slowly and occasionally glanced at Eggy and Almira who were still joking with laughter.
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At about 24:00 they arrived at their first destination.
Those guys put up tents around the area not far from Lake Toba. Girls are gathered in girls' tents, and so are the guys.
Almira one tent with Lana and Widya. They put their luggage together inside the tent.
"I've seen Rara before, but I don't know where". Lana opened the conversation while sitting facing Almira.
"Ah he he he may be similar - just like the times, the usual market face he he he ". Almira denies her and hides that she is the woman who once filled Ari's days in the past.
"Hm . . Maybe kakk ". He said and is still curious.
"Udah sleep - sleep, tomorrow there is still much more time to chat, now his time to sleep ". Cetus Widya who had been lying down closed her eyes.
"Yes yes, have a good sleep Widya he he he he he. Sleep yok sister Rara" . Lana followed Widya lying next to her.
"Yes . . Hold on, luan aja ". Almira smiles.
Unable to sleep and afraid to disturb Widya and Lana who were already sleeping, he came out of the tent.
With the air so cold Almira sat on a branch of a large tree that had fallen while enjoying the view of Lake Toba which stretches at night.
"Not sleeping Ra . . ?". Ari's voice surprised Almira.
"Eh . . . I . . Yes " . Almira was surprised Ari approached and sat down beside her.
"Old time haven't we met ?" . Ari said awkwardly.
"Yes". Almira is clumsy.
Ari/ "You how are you? ".
Almira/ "Alhamdulillah good".
Ari/ "Thank God that's it, hmm . . You've changed a lot now, have you ?". Ari smiled as she glanced at the entirety of Almira.
"Alhamdulillah over the course of time can be like this ".
Almira's smile never separated from her lips even though her heart felt like running away from that place, stay away from the person he wants to avoid is Ari the ex-boyfriend who has made Almira not believe anymore with love and even avoid love.
"I don't know if we met him at the time of kayak gini he he he, he, whereas in the past every time I made sure you were touring always not so and now we are even touring in a different situation he he he he". Ari laughed a little. Almira only heard it carefully while looking at the view of the lake Toba is pitch black and decorated with street lights.
They were silent for a moment and didn't know what else to say. Sometimes Ari glanced at Almira and accidentally glanced at the right wrist of Almira who wore her gift bracelet when she was touring in Palembang, where the bitter period was starting.
"That's the bracelet I'm packing". His mind said and was surprised.
"City . . . ". Ari called Almira by the nickname Iea the nickname they dated first and Aie the name for Ari. Almira was surprised and turned towards Ari.
"Aie apologizes for the mistake Aie made against Iea first". Ari put on a face full of regret staring at Almira.
When Ari tries to hold Almira's hand, Almira spontaneously saves her hand into her jacket and goes inside the tent leaving Ari.
Almira lay speechless inside the tent for thinking about Ari and her apology. While Ari who did not move from the branch of the tree, he was increasingly guilty.
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Eggy sat speechless in front of her tent in shock to learn that Almira and Ari had been dating once.
"So that girl who's been Ari's story 'in the Almira?, hufft god . . . Why is this happening the same me . .??, one side of Almira the woman who is in love with Bang Egga, the other side of Almira the woman of her past the Ari. How am I supposed to go?". Eggy muttered in her heart while looking at the sky that was scattered with stars and a slightly sompel moon.
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"Honey, where are you going at dawn - dawn gini?". Lana held back Ari's footsteps who wanted to walk on foot enjoying the fresh air at dawn.
"I want to walk, all jogging, others still sleeping". Answer her.
"I'm coming ... ?". Pinta pulls Ari's hand.
Ari/ "You don't have to come, the weather is cold, you catch a cold, mending you in the tent until the others have woken up, this is still very early, you go back to sleep again, yes I have stayed behind". Ari died, Lana who was standing in front of the tent.
"Come you are ngeselin". Lana grumbled and pouted seeing Ari pass by.
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Ari accidentally saw the figure of Almira sitting on a stone located under a tree that is not far from the mushola. Ari decides to approach Almira.
"Why are you sitting here Iea ?". Rebuke her while smiling at Almira and startle her.
"Again wait for Eggy". Almira tried to calm down and turned her gaze towards the end of the road waiting for Eggy to appear.
"Oh . . Hmm . . . You actually have a relationship with Eggy or Egga anyway ?". Ari started to kepo and immediately sat down next to Almira.
"both". Almira lightly answered while shifting away from Ari.
"Both of it?, haaah ?". Ari was surprised to hear.
"Why?, is there a problem?". Almira glanced towards Ari.
"ha ha ha ya how ya, funny aja, you have a relationship with 2 guys, keep them both brothers again he he he he". Ari's words made Almira frown her forehead.
Ari/ "Continue both know? ".
"Yes tau". Almira knew what Ari meant.
"What??. Ha ha ha you're kidding, right ? ". Ari laughed amusedly.
"There is a relationship, it does not mean just a relationship between men and women who are dating, the relationship can be for brotherhood, friendship, friendship and others, right ? ". Almira clarifies the relationship in question.
"Yes, I hope you don't have the same special relationship between the two of them" . Ari lowered her head.
Almira was surprised and immediately looked towards Ari.
"Belc . . Honestly, I still love and love you ". Ari looked at Almira.
#Jedeeeeer
It is like being struck by lightning when you hear Ari's expression. Almira swallowed her saliva and her breathing felt stuffy.
"I know it's impossible for us, but this is how I feel about you, I'm sorry I hurt you, I've already visited you for reasons that don't make sense, I said rudely to you once, I always think negatively about you, I'm sorry ". His face was filled with regret while looking at Almira who was only silent reluctant to look at Ari with glassy eyes.
"In fact, I've been looking for a long time and want to see you but there are obstacles, I know you still love me, I want us to be able to like first again, Ia, I'll leave Lana for you, to make amends for all my past mistakes ".
Hearing her, Almira spontaneously gave a small laugh and was hard to believe.
"huuuh?, ffffpppt ha ha ha ha".
"Why are you laughing?, I would seriously admit that to you" . Ari convinced him.
Almira smiles.
"City . . Even if I love you dead, I'll never ask you to leave Lana, because I know how she feels, I'm sick at home and I don't want any other woman to be upset about the same thing I used to be, either, you also do not need to apologize anymore because I have forgiven you for a long time, I avoid you does not mean I hate or do not forgive you, I avoid you because I am afraid, I'm afraid of being a weak and stupid woman. And again it's not the time for me to think about a relationship or something. I ask you enough help me not another woman, Assalamualaikum ".
Almira wisely said and left Ari.
"Girishama". Answer me softly and disappointed.
Shortly Ari returns to the campsite after Almira and Eggy return to Medan.
"Hi . . . Where are you from ? ". Lana approached him.
Ari/ "So abis nyarik warung, but not bored".
Anna/ "Ouhmm . . . Oh yes Bang Eggy with Kak Rara already back you know, even though he just wanted to know Rara hmm . . . ".
"What because of the incident yes then Iea back first ?". Inner Ari said in her silence.
"Bank . . . Let's have breakfast, I was the same other already preparing breakfast for all of us". Lana pulls Ari's hand.
Ari nodded slowly and obeyed Lana walking together towards the special tent of the food section.
#There's nothing left for me, other than memories - good memories with you.
Beautiful eyes with which I can see the beauty of love.
Now all her distant dead me, life feels empty and empty without you.
My heart, love and longing are only yours.
How can I love another because your love will stay with me.
The figure of light in the darkness that was able to turn on the light of my frozen heart, now can no longer shine and warm my feelings.
I really cannot replace your love. And you will never be replaced by anyone.
As the metal shards maintained silence, sorrow and remorse, I have now lost you.
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Flash . . .
Lana follows Ari from behind without Ari's knowledge.
Her forehead shriveled when she saw Ari approaching Almira. Lana walked back and forth to get close to them. The jolt of him was shocked as well as his knees were limp when he heard . . .
"Belc . . I honestly still love and love you. I know this is impossible for us, but this is how I feel about you I am sorry I hurt you, I have already hurt you, I have already visited you for reasons that do not make sense, I said rudely to you once, I always think negatively about you, I apologize ". His face was filled with regret while looking at Almira who was only silent reluctant to look at Ari with glassy eyes.
"In fact, I've been looking for a long time and want to see you but there are obstacles, I know you still love me, I want us to be able to like first again, Ia, I'll leave Lana for you, to make amends for all my past mistakes ".
Although Lana was sick and tears had broken down to her cheeks, but she was still strong enough to listen or eavesdrop on their chatter carefully.
"huuuh?, ha ha ha". Almira laughs.
"Why are you laughing?, I would seriously admit that to you" . Ari convinced him.
Almira smiles.
"City . . Even if I love you dead, I will never ask you to leave Lana, because I know what the pain is in the living and I also don't want any women - other women know the same thing as me first, you also do not need to apologize anymore because I have forgiven you for a long time, I avoid you does not mean I hate or do not forgive you, I avoid you because I am afraid, I'm afraid of being a weak and stupid woman and again it's not the time for me to think about dating or anything like that. I ask you enough help me not another woman, Assalamualaikum ".
Almira wisely said and left Ari.
"Girishama". Answer her.
It turned out that it was not only Eggy who was around Almira and Ari. But Lana was also in a place not far from the shady tree and finally Lana knew the relationship between Almira and Ari in the past.
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Flash on . . .
Lana was silent staring at her engagement invitation with Ari who had been a month ago in the plan right while remembering the incident when she found out who the figure she had been attracted to. It turns out that Almira is the figure that Ari has been calling in his delusions and wrongly calling his name. "Lie".
"Vaaaaaaaaaaarggght". Her screams and rips off the invitation letter. Lana felt angry and upset.
Lana was crying so much - so her.
"Just the first time I saw Rara, I felt familiar, it turned out she was the woman in the photo and Almira was Iea who was meant by Ari. Haaaah . . . I can't care about that. I have to pretend I don't know. Almira also no longer wants Ari. Even though it hurts but I must remain strong and patient, a little more Ari will be mine for as long, sooner or later I will definitely be able to have Ari with all her. Well little Lan, you have to be patient Lan, don't make your happy plans fall apart".
Lana stood in front of her room mirror, looking at her chaotic self and trying to encourage herself.
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All members of the touring community X are in an uproar over the happy news of Almira and Egga getting married in a week. Egga invited all the members, including Ari and Lana, who had received the invitation letter from Almira and Egga.
Other than Eggy, Ari was a second person who was very shocked and very hurtful with this news. But not with Lana, she was so happy to get the news.
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Inside the room, Ari was silent staring at the wedding invitation of Almira and Egga, and occasionally stared at her engagement invitation with Lana on the same day.
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On the same day Ari and Lana also carry out their engagement in the future - later since a long time except Ari who did not expect that day to happen.
Ari resignedly accepted the reality that he had to live.
He always spread his smile to everyone who is happy, even though in his heart he feels unhappy. Only Ari is the one - the one person who is unhappy on the day of his engagement.
"Nil . . .". Lana surprised Ari who was sitting daydreaming alone in a chair located in the backyard of Lana's house.
Ari looked over and smiled.
"Why are you sitting here alone?". Lana was sitting next to him while her hands rubbed the shoulders of Ari's field
"Yes I'm loud of the wind, in the stuffy of times, sultry". He answered while opening his black coat.
"Hemm . ., oh yes, I saw on Bang Omen's social media account, he uploaded their photos at Kak Rara and Bang Egga's wedding. Just a wonder is it the marriage of Kak Rara and Bang Egga, but why in the photo, Kak Rara same marriage Bang Eggy yes . .?". Lana poked her phone to point to Omen's post.
Ari's forehead shrinks and picks up Lana's phone. Ari's eyes widened to see Omen's posts from photos to videos from the beginning of the wedding of Almira and Eggy to the end of the event, not to miss the video of Ijab qabul Eggy.
Ari doesn't care who has been troubling Almira because he believes it might be the best for Almira.
His heart felt tight, he returned Lana's phone and took a slow breath and then sighed.
Lana/ "Reran yank . .?, why did it arrive so Bang Eggy who married Kak Rara. .?, not the same Bang Egga. But yes indeed, Rara is more suitable with Bang Eggy than Bang Egga. Yes, even though Bang Egga and Bang Eggy are the same - just as cute, but Bang Eggy is more suitable as Kak Rara, when they first saw them fitting touring, but Bang Eggy was more suitable for them, I saw them as though fate was already in it together so he he he he he. Just try their wedding day not together with our engagement day, we can come to their event and we also know what happened to them, hufftt". Still curious.
Ari who had heard Lana, spoke up/ "Udah . ., you do not have to think about it and do not need to be in the affairs of others. No matter what happens to them, we pray that they are happy and that's what's best for them".
"Yes the hell. . . Means the same as us, whatever happens to us, may we be happy together for as long, although I have to be patient waiting for you he he he he". Connect her and immediately hug Ari spoiledly.
Ari/ "Waiting for me?".
Lana/ "Yes . . . It is more appropriate to wait for your heart to be mine whole. I'll try as hard as I can for us he he he".
Ari felt stunned, she smiled and occasionally rubbed Lana's head gently.
"Yes true . . . Whatever happens, I must sincerely accept it and try to be happy for the person who is now beside me, sorry I Lan for making you like this". His inner.
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Ari took her slightly tight breath in the chest. He collected all the gifts from Almira and her memories in a big box, and then took them to the back of his house. Slowly but surely, Ari doused them with gasoline and burned them all to ashes.
Memories used to come together in his mind . . .
#For those of you who have accompanied my days in the past.
Thank you for carving out my days with your beautiful smile.
Thank you for making colors in my life.
Thank you for giving me memories that I can never forget.
I'm sorry for the pain I've had in your heart.
Sorry to make your days dark.
I'm sorry it was my fault that you and I will never be us, either in the past, in the present or in the future.
I hope you will be happy with the man who has been destined for you.
I also hope he is the best for you.
Although I will not be able to, but I must accept the punishment that is appropriate for me and make yourself happy with him.
Now all are just memories. Such beautiful memories in memory.
To you who have accompanied my days in the past.
I am sorry, I love you.