
#Yaasiin wal qur'aanil hakiim....
The cries of the mourners reciting the yaasiin surah echoed in every corner of Eggy and Almira's house. Not to forget relatives from various parties came to show their condolences for the calamity experienced by the two.
In the middle of the side right next to Eggy holding the body of their child, Almira was sitting limp with her hands still on the infusion, her legs scattered and leaning against the wall of her house. Both eyes look swollen and swollen face due to crying that never subsided.
Previously Almira had been forbidden to go home first because of his condition is still weak, but what can be done with the disaster in nature, he said, Doctor Ratna reluctantly let him go home and was assured by Eggy.
Almira leaned her head against Eggy's shoulder and rubbed the baby's body covered with a white sheet. The two did not say anything - what, there were only tears flowing down the cheeks of the two.
The mourners came in alternately. While in the dining room there are Bu Hanna and Bu Imah sitting limp while watching his helpless children. They are also no less sad than both. Moreover, it was Bu Hanna who almost fainted at the moment she got this sad news. Whynot? In a year he has lost people he loves.
"Ist just rest in the room huh. Ist has been limp that time". Eggy whispered it to Almira's ears when she saw that Almira was already getting weaker.
Almira shook her head.
"No want. Ist wants to be here just as good". He still caressed his son.
Eggy could not argue with him at all. Before long their boys approached the two and sat down beside Eggy.
"Mommy Daddy, so the adek will not be the same - the same we are? Means Abang Ghifari can't play the same game later? Who do you want to play with friends later?". He innocently asked questions that made Almira and Eggy feel more and more fluid. While others glanced - lyrics and they pretended not to hear it so as not to look pity on them.
Eggy immediately embraced Ghifari.
"Yes dear. Adek Janeeta is now playing in heaven there. Adek Janeeta must have a lot of friends there. So Abang Ghifari did not have to worry, Abang Ghifari just pray with ALLAH that later we will meet and gather again with Adek Janeeta in heaven". So soft Eggy said to the boy. Ghifari was only speechless listening to Eggy as he looked at her stiffened Adek.
While Almira, he was deeply moved to see the portrait of the two staring at the tiny baby they named Janeeta Kamilah Wijaya, which means Gift from the perfect GOD.
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In a sling, Eggy brought her son's body to the cemetery after performing the order of fardu kifayah aka handling mayit. This time Almira was forced to stay at home, he could not follow the funeral process because of his condition is not possible. Brothers and sisters turn to say goodbye and say condolences to Almira, do not forget Almira showed her gratitude to them.
Eggy and the others returned from the funeral after they delivered the body to its final resting place.
Eggy walked towards her room to approach Almira who was already lying weakly on top of her bed more precisely inside their room. He sat down beside Almira while gently rubbing his head.
"Are we going back to the hospital? Let Ist be treated intensively there". Push it gently.
Almira refused it again. He shook his head and wiped the tears that flowed down his cheeks.
Slowly Eggy shifted Almira's head and drowned it in her body. As Almira's cries grew more and more broken, he wrapped his hands around Eggy's body not even caring about the infusion attached to her left hand.
"Hu hu - hu... If only Ist would immediately obey what Suam said to go directly to the hospital maybe this will not happen hu hu hu. Ist has made the second mistake against our son and made us lose them hu hu hu". He's upset with himself.
"Honey, we have to be sincere. Ist don't blame yourself Ist, it's a trial for us. We cannot be sad - sad, Janeeta is already a child of heaven, In Shay ALLAH Janeeta and our first child who will take us to heaven later (Aamiin). GOD will surely love us trust again to have children again. We need to be patient, baby. Maybe ALLAH still wants us to reward Ghifari. Ist don't cry anymore dear, pity Ghifari if she sees Ist like this". He said gently as he hugged Almira tightly. He had to hold back his tears to look strong in front of Almira.
"Now, Ist rest huh? Let's get his body. Ist many - many dhikr and istighfar, let Ist's heart calm and sincere".
Almira nodded slowly, and he also nodded. With lips that were muttering, Almira slowly closed her eyes that already felt heavy.
Soundlessly Eggy slowly walked out of the room leaving Almira after she fell asleep.
Just in case, he asked Aira to accompany him in the room. He approached Aira who was busy raising dirty glasses.
"Sister... Eggy can you ask for help?".
Aira looked at him.
" What do you want, Gy?".
"Please keep Almira in the room about her Eggy want to meet guests - Eggy's guest bentar, not good if not found. It just so happened that Almira was sleeping again but Eggy was a little worried that she was in staying alone".
" Owalah.gapain anyway you use ask help all the Gy, just tell me not what - what really. Rara's sister's sister instead of someone else he he he he". Aira patted Eggy's arm.
"He he he yes brother. Thank you very much brother". Eggy smiled knotingly.
"Yes the same - the same. Yeah, brother to your room, huh?".
" Yes Brother. Big brother persuaded - persuaded also yes Almira his to want to eat him brother".
"Yes. If he doesn't want to eat, brother jejel just to his mouth he he he". Her chirps.
Eggy chuckled with her brother-in-law's wit.
After meeting his sister-in-law, he immediately met one by one the mourning guests. From relatives, colleagues, employees and friends and friends.
Eggy tried to smile and greet them. Not to forget they also said condolences to him.
"Patience to you bro". Omen embraced herself to encourage her.
" Yes, thank you so much for coming". His words to his community friends including Ari who participated among them.
"Yes bro". The community leader replied while patting his back.
" Yeah, I'm staying behind ya wei... I'll say hello to the others first. I'll be back later. Kelen if you want to drink, it's on the table is ready'in, there's the cake is also really it". Eggy pointed towards the table that was on the right side of them sitting.
"Yes bro. Don't you think this time we're he he he".
Finally Eggy could sit alone and rest her back for a moment. The guests were slowly taking solace in him and the only few people left were really close to him. He breathed his breath while staring at his mini zoo park.
"Beautiful to your mini zoo park. Ira ehh means Almira must have created this park". Suddenly Ari surprised him, Eggy turned her head.
" yes. Basically I made it special for him but after that Almira arranged it ". Eggy confirmed her words.
"He he he, did not expect to finally materialize also his small dream that wants to have a mini zoo in his own home he he he he".
Eggy glanced at herself who was staring around her garden. And it's no wonder he knows Almira's little dream.
"Oh yeah, I'm sorry for your son".
Eggy smiled at his smile.
" Yes, thank you Ri".
Ari stepped closer to the empty seat that was on Eggy's left side then he sat down casually.
"It's been a long time since we've been sitting together like this, sharing each other talking about anything even venting about the girl he he he he". Ari slightly melted the tension of the two.
Eggy glanced at him then looked forward.
" Yes a long time ago, maybe there was a yes time about ten years ago he he he he".
"Ha ha ha, almost. For some reason since you and Egga were close to Almira it feels like I am upset with you guys and do not accept that you are close he he he he. It turns out that I alone made us far, awkward when we met, even like having a vendetta he he he he, like children - children, right?. I'm sorry Gy because I was angry with you and Almira and I'm sorry for making you jealous in the hospital he he he".
Eggy turned to look at him while listening to him carefully.
"I knew I was wrong to keep Almira away and make you jealous. I don't know anymore at the time, I felt like I was in a mess, I felt like I needed someone beside me and I spontaneously held Almira away, you must have understood my position at the time. Indeed I still love Almira but that does not mean I will take him from you, just calm down he he he he. Seeing you guys happy together is enough for me".
"I also feel what you feel. I've also felt weird about you ever since I found out that Almira was the girl you used to tell me about, probably because I was jealous of her times. Honestly, back then in the hospital, I was really jealous even after that I was cuddled with Almira he he he, he, but somehow I have to keep believing in Almira and get rid of my jealousy towards her. I don't care if you still love Almira or not, because that's your right, there's no way I can ban it unless you cross the line, I just beat you ha ha ha ha". Eggy floated her hand against Ari's head without being awkward anymore.
"Ha ha ha, In Sha ALLAH. Take it easy, I'm not like that ha ha ha person. I'm not a lowly man, I've done enough wrong and made Almira hurt".
"Hm... I'm sorry about you for making us so tenuous and always suspicious of you he he he". Eggy patted Ari's arm quite hard while smiling.
" It's the same - the same. Anyway there's no more cold war names, we're old ha ha ha ha".
"Ha ha ha you're the old one, I'll - ha ha ha later". Eggy looked up as if she had forgotten her sadness.
" Ha ha fucking you".
"Oh yeah! I forgot, just wait". Eggy remembered something.
Ari nodded slowly and saw Eggy leave him.
Soon Eggy came back to him.
" this". Eggy offered her handkerchief that Almira had accidentally met in the hospital.
Ari's eye brows furrowed looking at her handkerchief turned out to be with Eggy.
"This is a handkerchief you did not accidentally meet at the hospital when your late Papa was treated. I want to turn it back to you but I didn't have time and forgot he he he". Eggy didn't say that it was Almira who found her.
" Oh... Thank you Gy. I don't think I'll ever see you again with this handkerchief. This handkerchief is my birthday gift from my late Papa, I always take her where - where, when I realize that I lost this handkerchief, I always take it, at the same time I also lost my Papa". Ari took the handkerchief and looked at him softly.
"Oh hmm". Eggy smiled her smile then patted Ari on the back warmly and thought that she had wrongly guessed that the handkerchief was a gift from her late Papa not a gift from Almira.
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Eggy was relieved and no longer thought about her suspicions to his wife as well as her fears regarding Lana's warning some time ago.
Eggy approached Almira who was lying limp on the bed, she kissed her forehead and spoke.
"Sorry, my dear?".
Alma opened her eyes slowly.
"Suam why are you sorry?".
Eggy was surprised and smiled at Almira's face and slowly stroked her hair.
" No matter what, Suam just apologized to Ist because sometimes more busy working together than busy keeping Ist".
Eggy deliberately did not tell him because she did not want to worsen Almira's condition. It is better that he keep it close and only he and GOD know it.
Slowly Almira raised her hand and wrapped it around Eggy's waist and Eggy then dipped back the sweet potato.
#Sometimes excessive worrying about the couple is not good for a relationship.
It will make us be afraid and always think negatively to him so that something happens that we do not want.
Just trust your partner, it will make you calm and will not lose it until death separates.