Heartiness
Chapter 12 #S2

"You why?, from the first come I noticed you are like many more thoughts that". Lana sits close to Ari who since she came to Lana's house with an uninspired look.

"I'm not okay, just a lack of sleep last night". She tries to smile.

Lana/ "Ouhmm, you don't have a problem with your boyfriend anymore?".

Ari/ "I think I'm going home, about her body I'm a bit not good".

Lana/ "Ouh yeah".

Ari/ "Yes greetings to your Mama's Papa if they have come home".

"Yes . . ". Lana escorts her until at the door of her house following Ari who is walking in front of her, a few steps Ari stop her steps and turn her body, her body, I don't know which demon managed to get into Ari's body so he was desperate to kiss Lana, although surprised but responded by Lana without rejection.

"Bans . . . ". Ari left dead, Lana who was still silent standing with a heart that flowered flowers staring at Ari's departure.

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Ari was still thinking and remembering what he did to Lana and it must have hurt Almira.

"What exactly is going on with me?, why am I so convinced, why is my heart wobbly?, what am I doing?". His mind screams and only he feels and hears.

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Almira who is still locked herself in the room is still ringing with Ari's words. "not you alone that I have to deal with, Your girlfriend is not yours as whole ".

#I never thought you could hurt my heart with your words.

Not one bit I thought you would be like this.

I don't understand any of this, I don't understand what really happened.

Why are you changing so fast that I see you like a stranger.

You are no longer what I used to know. You may change, but please tell me what made you change. Please don't make me fall under the question mark and blame myself. Please don't make me misunderstand you.

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As a result of his error towards Lana at that time has made Lana assume that her self also has the same feeling. Lana happily tells her parents that her relationship with Ari turns into a special one.

It's not just Lana who is happy but to their two happiest parents without having to force their end together. Even they plan if they graduate college they will be fiancee.

Ari just kept quiet and forgot the principles he had made and his dream of getting married at the age of 35.

Ari is aware of his actions, she knows that it is wrong and she knows that Almira must be injured, but Ari still obeys her shaky heart and chooses to be with Lana. Almira died without cause or explanation.

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Although his heart is in turmoil, but Almira must keep a positive mind on Ari and cover up the sadness in his heart in front of his family (Western words, brought relaxed Aee he he).

Almira walked alone through the 5-storey building which is no other than the largest mall in the city of medan. Although his condition is slightly less fit due to his lack of appetite, Almira must remain professional with his duties that usher in orders from his customers.

After delivering the order to one store, Almira did not want to go straight home, she still wanted to be in that place just wash her eyes and refresh her mind.

Like a fool walking alone in a mall crowded with visitors.

Almira's footsteps came to a halt when her eyes found a scene that was only about 3 meters away from her standing and that would have left her heart completely shattered. He saw the figure of Ari was walking while holding hands with a friendly woman who is not known by her who is none other than Lana.

Almira was fixated on her knees feeling weak, her breath as if stuck in her chest, her heart like hit by a thousand lightning strikes, her tears wanted to spill and her sense of wanting to curse and beat the man she loved.

Unknowingly her tears trickled down staring at Ari who was also similarly shocked she had to meet Almira in this way. Because she could not stand it anymore, Almira turned around and died from the sight and walked with quick steps while wiping her tears. Truly crushed and agonizing must withstand the tears that want to spill as hard as possible.

Ari was staring at Almira's departure.

"I went to the toilet right now". Take a break on Lana.

Ari ran after Almira but his efforts did not find results, he looked for Almira to get out of the building but did not meet the figure.

Ari ruffled her hair because she really felt guilty for Almira.

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Almira who has arrived at her house in a hurry to get into her room because she can not bear to spill what is dammed.

"Kok fast time to go home?, but he said he wanted to go home in the afternoon". Aira's sister reprimanded her.

Almira/ "Yes arrived - suddenly dizzy his head then quickly go home, yes already brother, Ra enter the room first want to rest".

Aira/ "Hmm . . . Take the medicine to let her get sick".

Almira did not ignore her sister, she locked her room and went straight into her bathroom did not forget she also locked the bathroom door. He didn't want the others to hear him when he cried as hard as he could.

Almira spilled all the tears that she had endured since, she cried so much that she slumped to the floor. Almira remembers what she saw just now and remembers Ari's changing attitude towards her. His question mark was answered already, the answer that so hurt his heart.

Like a frustrated person, Almira shut herself in the room, pensive while looking at the balloons - balloons that are still solid in the sky and also fresh memories when Ari gave her a surprise. her tears never stopped flowing into her cheeks, her face looks shabby and swollen eyes. He did not flirt when Father, Mamak or Kak Aira called him from outside the room.

The worry and fear has spread to his family even more so the Mamak.

Mamak/ "Bang, try to see that Rara 2 days he did not leave the room, he also did not eat - eat".

Aira/ "Yes Well . . Yesterday pas phlang from the mall he said his head hurt trus abis was not out of the room".

Mamak/ "Baaaang . . Break down her door, afraid of why did Rara pulak inside, did not faint him in the baaang fast lah". My mom started crying.

The father was also worried and even very worried but he did not point because he had to look relaxed so that others did not panic.

Dad/ "Ra . . Ra . . . You're not what are you?, Ra?, you heard Dad right?".

He began to feel fear because there was no authority from Almira and he was forced to break down the door of Almira's room.

"GODSHU AKBAR". Shouted the Mamak while crying to see the figure of his youngest child unconscious itself lying on the floor.

"Yes ALLAH Ra . . ". Aira ran over to Almira.

All her panic, with the swift father carrying Almira to be taken to the hospital, her body feels hot when the father holds her. Arriving at Almira hospital directly handled at IGD.

They were waiting for Almira who was being treated by the doctor. Aira tranquilized the Mamak who from the beginning cry continues.

"Alhamdulillah nothing bad happened to the father, the father was just tired, his lack of sleep and his lack of eating, his father's father's father's father's only tiredness, fortunately, it was immediately taken to the hospital if it was even longer that it might be fatal, but the father was nothing - what, he needed extra rest for recovery ". A doctor who is elderly but still fresh fit like a gallant young man, he explained the condition of Almira.

Dad/ "Look up a lot Doc".

Doctor/ "Yes the same - the same, soon the nurse will move the father to the hospital room, father do not worry, the father will be healed, I'm sorry".

Dad/ "Yes Doc, thank you".

No wait long Almira in moved to the hospital room class 2 which contents her room of three patients but luckily her only Almira alone in the room was no other patients her.

Almira is not yet conscious because of the weak condition of her body.

"Call Ari if she knows that Rara is in the hospital". Buk Imah aka mamak they told Aira to tell Ari.

"Yes Mak". Aira said it, and pulled out her phone from the bag she was holding. Almira's hand grabbed Aira's hand. Sentak Aira was surprised to see the end of his sister was already conscious. Almira shakes her head limply forbidding Aira to contact Ari.

"Alhamdulillah". Excite them both. And soon the father went into the room after he finished taking care of the hospital administration.

Mamak/ "You why not shout call us if you are sick again, thankfully Dad broke down the door of your room, if not, already do not know what form you are".

Aira/ "Yes, yesterday I told you to take medicine if the headache, recalcitrant times".

Almira looked at the concern of the face of his family's face, especially the father who looked shabby staring at him. "I'm sorry Rara ya". Her tears flowed down her cheeks.

"Udah, do not use a cry, now you eat this porridge first, already from the porridge came, already want to cool". The Mamak took the hospital's special feeding place from the table and placed it on his thigh to feed Almira.

In fact, Almira was not at all eager to eat, but seeing and feeling the anxiety of his family made him have to force himself to eat the porridge in the bribe of the Mamak. Only 3 spoons were able to be received by Almira the rest he refused.

Mamak/ "Abisin Ra, still 3 bribes". Pouring a spoonful of porridge into Almira's mouth.

"No, no, I'll have to vomit". Almira flung her head.

Dad/ "Udah deck, do not be forced, has entered 3 bribes already good it rather than not enter at all".

"Hm . . Next time you get sick, even if you have a little pain you have to say, don't believe it anymore". He rubbed Almira's head, Almira nodded her head feeling guilty because it had made her family worried.

Mamak/ "Oh yeah you don't want Ari if you go to the hospital?".

"Not to Mak". Almira smiled as she shook her head.

Mamak/ "Well, why don't you, he's your girlfriend, so you have to be told, not in the news he's angry with you".

"Mom, Rara's head is a little sore, Ra wants to sleep". Almira closed her eyes.

"Udah, ngapain ngabari him, rang Rara also do not want, do not force". The father looked at Almira's face, which closed his eyes trying to fall asleep.

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Flash . . .

Before Almira was moved to the room, Mr. Syarif was asked to meet the Doctor in his room. The doctor explained what caused Almira like that.

Doctor/ "Sir, in fact his father's son experienced mild symptoms of depression, but it will not be at risk of bad for the father, this is like a young man's depression that has a lot of thoughts, but it will not be at risk, is your son in trouble?".

Dad/ "After I don't exist".

Doctor/ "hmm . . Maybe the father hides his own problems because he is afraid that others are worried about him, because it is too much so it can cause depression. But the rest is no problem sir, don't worry. I tell my father so that the father can make the father more open and not hold his own. For now do not make him think of things that are not important, let him rest completely, In Sya ALLAH the symptoms will disappear".

"Yes Doc, thank you Doc".

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Flash On . .

Since hearing what the doctor said and seeing Almira's response when Ari's name was mentioned, Mr. Syarif understood the root of the problem in pendam by his youngest child.

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2 Days 1 night Almira has been staying at the hospital. During that time also Almira did not hear the name that makes it like that. Boredness was incarnated in Almira, slowly but surely without the knowledge of his mother who was sleeping because tired of keeping her, Almira walked out of the room while hanging her hand holding the infusion.

Almira walked through the corridor of the hospital whose right and left sides there are other inpatient rooms with different names. Mata Almira found 1 scene that according to him must be approached. Almira saw a small garden in the middle of a sick runah building, which has a goldfish pond and seating made of stone.

Almira approached the park and sat down while looking at a large enough goldfish swimming here and there. The boredom disappeared instantly.

From a distance the doctor who handled her saw Almira and approached her.

"Is it healed buk?". The doctor surprised Almira.

Almira looked over and smiled.

"Alhamdulillah Doc, it's been a bit quiet".

Doctor/ "Hmm then you can go home quickly".

Almira/ "Right Doc?, the matter is already bored here also do not do - why he he he he".

Doctor/ "Yes, but the promise will not be like this again, I will quickly go home".

Almira smiled bitterly.

Doctor/ "Broken heart, having problems is natural for young people, No matter how big our problems, we must be able to rise and continue our lives. Remember our lives only once do not ever run out of our time just for things that are in vain. And it is necessary to remember that GOD is greater than our problems. GOD gives us the trials and trials of GOD too which will help us solve the problem. I'm sure you can get through this. Yes, I'm sorry, yes, you are healing quickly and always happy in the world and in the hereafter, Aamiin". The doctor rubbed Almira's head as if advising his own granddaughter.

Almira was speechless and stunned by the Doctor's advice which was like her understanding of herself. Almira saw the Doctor approaching a young man who was invisible to her face.

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"Why are you tumben here?". The doctor asked a proportional young man who was sitting in front of him in his room.

"Yes Kek, Eggy misses grandpa he he ". He is the grandson of the doctor. It turned out that what Almira saw from a distance was Eggy.

"Elleh, you must have wanted this". The Grandfather aka the Doctor was suspicious.

Eggy/ "grandfather is suspicious mulu, Eggy really misses the same grandfather what else this hospital, hmm long time Eggy did not come here".

Doctor grandpa/ "Then you don't play a lot, so never again will waste your time here, grandfather is old and broke again grandfather wants to retire, so never again will you, so there must be someone to replace grandfather here, if not Egga yes you, but because Egga has stood up to take care of his company, so you are the hope of his one grandfather".

Eggy/ "Udah deh Kek, do not need to discuss it first, Eggy does not want to discuss it again, after all grandfather is still young because he wants to retire quickly he he he he he".

Doctor Grandpa/ "Emank you yes, can not be in the tau kasi".

Eggy/ "He he he, oh yes, who were you talking to in the park?, I didn't look at his people for turning my back".

Doctor Grandpa/ "Ouh that's a patient grandpa who just entered 2 days ago, the grandfather was a little advice for his".

"Advice?, emank him why's he advising his grandfather". Eggy shriveled her forehead growing curious.

Doctor Grandpa/ "He had a mild depression because he harbored his own feelings, inexplicably grandfather felt to understand what he felt how Grandpa Slalu understood you, so his grandfather consulted him and easily let him rise from his slump".

Eggy/ "Hmm . . . That is, but it will not be a bad risk right kekat for him?, about his kasian also because of his looks he is still very young".

Doctor grandfather/ "Yes he is young, still 19 years old, In Sya ALLAH is not at risk of bad for his future".

Eggy/ "Alhamdulillah be the cake if that is so, why do I follow the worry ya kek ha ha ha".

Doctor grandpa/ "That's the name of humanity, you also never hurt anyone else, especially the women what else your own mama".

Eggy/ "Hufft is starting again Grandpa is going to be there again".

Doctor grandpa/ "Yes it's about her you're wayward times when in the tau kasi". Eggy's ears.

Eggy/"Douh to fight Ampons' kek ampon ". His groaning while holding the hand of the grandfather who perched in his ear.

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Almira spent 4 days in the hospital and is now home. Almira was still limp and walked into her room.

Mamak/ "Don't in his room key".

Almira nodded her head, and sat leaning on the bed. Almira saw the balloon balloon in the sky was not solid anymore as yesterday there were even some balloons that had fallen.

Almira saw the red roses she placed inside the flower fitting on her study table had dried and the petals had fallen.

He took the flower and picked up the fallen petals. Unknowingly his tears fell dripping on one of the petals in the flower fitting. Almira wiped her tears.

And he also grabbed the balloon rope hanging in the sky. Without further ado he came out of the room carrying the gifts from Ari, not only balloons and flowers but all the gifts from Ari except one that was forgotten by him, that is a bracelet that is slalu hit every day since Ari gave her and the rabbit Ari gift that is impossible to disappear too (Sinful). The father saw him passing by carrying the balloon and his other goods to the back of the house without saying a word, because the father understood the child.

Almira collected them all on one pile. Although not willing Almira to water them with gasoline and burn them all.

Feel relieved?, Yes . . Relieved. But just for a moment.

Almira went back into the house without knowing if it was all burned out or not.

"What are you doing from behind?". The Mamak was surprised to see the new Almira from behind the house.

Almira/ "Burning trash". He walked towards his room.

Mamak/ "Burn garbage?, you just came home to burn - burn garbage, any more tumben - your burning garbage". Almira does not ignore the Mamak.

"Related . . . ". Mr. Sharif holds his wife's shoulder to stop asking Almira.

Almira sat back on the bed. It felt so tight on her chest that she was unable to hold back her tears. Almira cried while covering her mouth to hold her voice so that it was not heard by her family. How awful it is to cry like that.

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1 Year has passed. Ari is lost as if swallowed by the earth. And Almira must be able to withstand the wounds that have been touched by the Ex-Lover. Recalling the advice of the Doctor aka Grandpa of Eggy, he realized that He had to reorganize his heart, not to be able to open his heart again but to heal the wounds in his heart.

And her family also already knew that their relationship was over but Almira did not tell them what the cause was. Without asking her family did not take a headache, not because it did not care, no. Other than that pass let it pass and let it be a lesson for Almira so that she can mature to respond to it.

Almira returns to her routine even she takes up her other activities.

She attended modeling classes for hijab women, even she often attended fashion show hijab fashion show as well as various beauty pageants Muslim women.

In to the crowd He always smiled and laughed cheerfully never once did he point to his true heart that still holds the wound and still gnarled bitter memories.

He's alive but he's not, he's eating without taste, swallowing it but not enjoying it. He never again chose what he wanted to go to, he just walked like water flowing with the flow.

#Lebay?, Yes . . That's what people who are heartbroken experience. When we feel happy to be loved and loved, when we believe what love is, at that time love is not easy to believe. Everyone must feel that his name is "Break of Heart". Even the trauma to approach that name is Love.