Heartiness
Chapter 19 #S2

Aira was lying on top of Almira's bed where Almira was sitting next to her while looking at the notes scattered on the bed.

Aira/ "Udah is Ra . . . You accept that Hafiz, he fits you, less what else his radish, already good, handsome, mature, well established, pious, educated tree is ideal times".

"Religion . . . Rara does not want her name boyfriend anymore - dating, hertik?". Almira is still focused on the note.

Aira/ "Why?, still traumatized? Or still haven't moved on?, same time lost ex who already has a girlfriend ha ha ha".

"Huh . . . Not two - two, anyways it's his business". Almira pulls her sister's hair/picks her slowly.

"I . . . Sick (he punched Almira's leg), and if that's not what's the reason?".

Almira/ "Udah has no time to date anymore - dating".

Aira/ "Yes have just said to Hafiz like that, let him immediately bedazzle you".

"Want to be stepped on?". Almira raises both eyebrows while looking at the expression of her sister's face.

Aira/ "Umm . . . Yes . . . Whatever, if your soul mate is like that, no problem".

"Nor . . . Seemed like I didn't accept her ha ha ha". Almira knows right.

Aira/ "No way, if you luan, please".

Almira smiled as she shook her head.

"Udah is a brother, the core of Ra has not been able to understand anyone before Ra wants to focus on himself first.Maybe Ra can not nerima Bang Hafiz, okay".

Aira/ "Yes, if you say it directly to him, do not hang it and do not in PHP' in kayak gini".

Almira/ "Who who is struggling, rang him aja not even ngasi chance Rara ngasi answer at that moment, he even told Ra try to think again, think again, even though you want to think - think again the answer remains the same Kagak can nerima".

Aira/ "Hmm . . . It is up to you to know which is best for you. The important thing is not to be sorry for you, and do not choose - choose sugar cane".

Almira/ "Yes, In Shay'A ALLAH if it dies what is in haram is bad ALLAH will not happen".

Aira/ "Emank here what is in haram right ALLAH?, the feeling is not there deh".

Almira patted her jidad. "Astaghfirullah my dear brother, the courtship is in the religion of Islam in haram is the same as ALLAH, kayak time does not know, do not know, yes, even though Ra had experienced at least his Ra had been aware of ALLAH to die and was grateful when ALLAH made Ra kayak gini he he he he".

Aira/ "Hmm yes heartbroken to thank you. Ehhh wait this is not the effect of a broken heart, right?".

Almira/ "idih khanan, this is purely because of ALLAH, not because of anything other than ALLAH".

Aira/ "Okay is Buk Ustadzah".

Almira/ "Hmm . . . Brother again bang bang Ryan fast in halalin do not date aja kelen".

"Not to be smart, we know". Aira is the head of Almira.

Almir/ "Iiish . . Yes already if you already know what else, straight away Ha ha ha". grimaced while stroking his head which was snatched by his brother.

Aira/ "Bissiiiin".

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Flash Back . . .

After Hafiz came home from Umroh, he always paid more attention to Almira, he often came to the house of Almira. Although Almira was indifferent and did not respond to her but she still kekeh on her efforts to approach Almira. Until the end he dared to express his feelings to Almira.

Hafiz/ "Ra . . (sometimes gulp his spit), brother knows this is too fast for us, but brother also does not want to take too long harboring the feeling of brother to Rara, but also does not want to take too long, since the first time you met Rara, the brother already likes Rara, and the love turned into love and love for Rara. Rara doesn't want to be brother's girlfriend?".

Even though Almira already knew that this would happen but still this statement surprised her. Almira looked at Hafiz's slightly nervous and pale face.

"Um . . . Bang Hafiz . . . Rara . . .". He wants to answer but . . .

"Rara does not need to answer it now, Rara thought - think first, brother also does not want Rara buru - hast mengjawabnya". Sambar.

"But bang . . .".

"Yes has Ra . . . Brother pamit go home first yes, about the question brother does not need to rush, brother excuse me, Assalamualaikum". Without saying goodbye to the Almira family, he immediately went home. Maybe the effect of the gerogi is still not ready to hear the answer from Almira.

"Girishama". Almira was dumbest to see Hafiz's departure and headache about something she was afraid of like this.

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Flash On . . .

"Assalamualaikum Bang, can we meet?, anyone want Rara to talk' in to brother". Send. Almira nge chat Hafiz for ngajak meeting.

"cn . . One hour to go home". Her reply.

Short time. Hafiz arrived at Almira's house and sat down together in the living room.

Almira/ "Mmm actually, Rara sent brother here because Rara wanted to answer the question brother at that time".

Hafiz/ "Kan brother said, you don't have to rush".

Almira/ "No bang, In Sya ALLAH Rara is not in a hurry. Actually, the answer is already there from the first time brother asked' in to Rara but because his brother did not ngasi chance Rara menjawab then his Ra must be fast - quickly ngasi his answer to brother he he he he he. Trus Rara also did not want the impression of his kayak ngegantungi brother then his Rara broke up today ngasi tau answer Rara. Um . . . Answer Rara, though, sorry Rara could not nerima brother because Rara had no more thoughts about it and Rara also wanted to focus on herself and Rara's family so Rara could not think of anyone else again what's dating and again Rara is trying to fix herself Rara for GOD. So Rara's sorry to brother".

Although disappointed and weak with Rara's answer, Hafiz had to face his chest and smile in response to Almira's decision.

"You don't need to apologize, because this is your right, brother is not anything else we may not be his soul mate here, he said, it could be later or someone else's soul mate is much better he he he he, brother prayer' in hope Rara can Istiqomah improve Rara for ALLAH and in meeting with Rara's soul mate who can bring Rara to heaven later Aamiin".

Almira/ "Aamiin, makasi a lot ya bang for his prayer, and easy - hopefully brother is also so, met with the figure of a sholeh woman who will hold the hand of brother to heaven later, Aamiin".

Hafiz/ "Aamiin Ya ALLAH".

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Since then, Hafiz has never contacted her again as usual. He chose to stay away from Almira so as not to make Almira feel uncomfortable for herself.

And Almira was convinced very well with her decision this was the best for her.

#Sorry this self who has not been able to accept anyone in my heart and life again.

This weak me is still arranging this heart that is still broken to pieces.

Not because I still love him, no.

But I just want to be careful to accept anyone who enters my life.

So that I don't repeat my mistakes like before. So that I don't repeat the stupidity I once made.