Heartiness
Chapter 25 #S2

Almira who has now hijrah wearing a suit Syar 'i with his long khimar. She stood leaning her body on the wall of a room that is equipped with the interior of the room, namely the room of her modeling class management building.

"Are you sure Ra's out of class?". One of her model friends who was busy bemoaning her hijab in front of the mirror asked Almira.

"In Shay ALLAH be assured La". He glanced at his friend.

"It's a pity if you come out, even though if there are more events - your event is always chosen by the management, it's also quite the money. What was the reason you left class?".

Almira chuckles/ "Hmm . . There are still many obligations I have not finished La, I am afraid not to be able to divide his time, continue the most powerful reason why I came out, La, because I am the process of repairing myself with ALLAH, I do not want to move only half - half, the rest you must understand what I mean".

Ola/ "Hmp . . Yes, I know what you mean, actually we as Muslim women should not show ourselves to many people what else here we position her to show off our beauty, our beauty, not only women who see but men as well, not to mention if we again have an event couple, automatically we must interact with the guy".

Almira/ "That is La, For most people, it is a proud thing to be able to inspire other Muslim women and they assume that we have become truly Muslim women, indeed, it is not at all in the eyes of GOD. I do not offend others at all and feel that I am the most righteous, not at all, because that is the right of each. The other thing only GOD knows. Emang hijrah it needs a process and there is a stage can not directly go to the final stage, but at least little by little I step towards goodness, I don't keep going on the road in place".

Ola/ "Iya Ra, I also think that, like just a fake hijrah, people think I have migrated just because I am now hijab, people think I have hijrah, even though I am also still into the open and close hijab, not to mention the same nature - my bad nature that is still attached to me, they know about it, and they know about it, all they know is that I am a Muslim woman who can inspire them".

Almira/ "It is better than none at all La, if you really do this simply because of ALLAH Taala and Istiqomah in the way of ALLAH, In Shay'A ALLAH sooner or later you can certainly step towards the next stage".

Ola/ "Aamiin, may we always be Istiqomah in the way of ALLAH. Pantsan aja late - I saw your appearance changed drastically, continue to always refuse if invited event couple, what else if there is a get-together - get together guys - guys, his, you're away. I think because you're upset with one of them, it turns out my friend is away because you've really salihah really ".

Almira/ "He he he I am still far from the word salihah La, I still want to show off myself and I also still want to chat - chat with the opposite sex and walk with them. I don't feel like pantes are called salihah".

Ola/ "Elleh you are always low".

Almira/ "Not humble but right, the pious woman is like the Mother of Siti Khadijah, Fatimah Az - Zahra, Aisyah, Asiyah and her other pious women in the days of the prophet who did not want to point their identity to the crowded hallayak, especially in front of men. I am far from him - he he he he he".

Ola/ "hmm yes, easy - hopefully we can be like them yes".

Almira/ "Aamiin Allahhumma Aamiin".

#Which you see is perfect, there are still many flaws.

What you consider holy, there are still many khilaf and his sins.

Many people get caught up in the term hijrah, but few of them just change their appearance but forget to improve their faith.

The real nature of hijrah is to change the appearance and increase faith, then practice it in everyday life.

Do not look noble in the eyes of men but look bad in the eyes of ALLAH Subhanahuu Wataala.

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After chatting and saying goodbye to the management for his exit from the class. Almira walked towards the roadside of the angkot stop. Almira stood under the hot weather, occasionally she glanced to the end of the road waiting for the angkot majors towards her house that never came.

Ordinary . . . That is exactly if in Medan, in the wait is not nongol - nongol tuh angkot, the turn is not waiting to be kayaked in the terminal, lined up on the edge of the market waiting for passengers.

Almira's eyes accidentally found a man who turned his back was playing with some children - children who were squeezing at the restaurant located behind her. Almira smiled and felt cold looking at the sight. The children laughed happily because the man did funny things for them. Although Almira did not know who she was and did not hear their laughter but Almira was happy to see the look of happiness etched on their faces.

"Excuse me son . . . ". Grandpa - Grandpa surprised Almira.

"Goddessa Akbar". Almira was surprised and turned to look at the shabby grandfather and anyone who saw the grandfather would cry from pity and kasian to see his condition.

"I . . Yes Kek . . ?".

"Grandpa can ask for help?".

"Please what cake?". Speak softly.

"This grandfather needs money to eat but grandfather does not ask for alms, grandfather wants to sell this". The old man pointed at the small box in his hand. Although he was scared yet he felt sorry to see the grandfather.

"What is a cake?". His eyebrows pucker up looking at the box.

"This is my grandfather's favorite hamster, because my grandfather again needs money to continue without anything else to sell, so I have to sell hamsters - this hamster".

"Oh . . . Yes it's cake, gini aja, hamster grandpa bring home again, this I give a little rezeky for grandfather". Almira reached into his wallet which was in the bag and gave out some money a hundred thousand.

"Not son, grandfather is not asking for alms". Refuse her.

Almira/ "Yes cake, I know, but I'm sincere".

"Grandpa doesn't want to accept it if you just ngasi money but you don't want his hamster, after all grandfather also can't afford to keep them, grandfather is old not to mention the cost of his meal".

Almira grew compassionate and grabbed the small box/"Hmm . . . Yes, the cake, I bought a hamster - hamster grandpa, how much does the cake cost?".

"Seikhlas nya aja nak".

Almira took out her wallet again and added a hundred thousand bills and then thrust it to the grandfather.

"This is cake . . I bought it at this price, cake".

"It's a lot of times kid". The grandfather was surprised to see the money in Sodor's Almira which is estimated - about five hundred thousands.

"What a cake, easy - end of blessings yes cake". Almira smiled seeing the grandfather looking happy but a little surprised. Almira glanced at the road that happened to be angkot that she was waiting for her end nongol as well. Almira had to stop the angkot and say goodbye to the grandfather because the day was getting late.

Almira/ "Grandfather, sorry yes I live first, about the angkot that I'm waiting for already there ".

"Yes, no matter what son, make a lot of yes son, may his rezeky abundant blessings and happy in the world and in the hereafter.

"Aamiin, make a lot of cake, I say cake". Almira boarded the angkot and did not forget to bring a small box containing a pair of hamsters that he bought from the grandfather.

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"Assalamulaikum ". Say it at home.

"Girishama". Aira answered her greeting.

Almira walks past Aira who is sitting in the tv room while playing hp.

"What's the fuck?". Aira glanced at Innate Almira.

"Oh this, hamster". Almira is showing them off.

"Yes ALLAH . . You're angry dad bought it - buy it this way".

"Buy what?". The father also emerged from his room.

Aira and Almira looked over.

Aira/ "It's Well, Rara bought a hamster".

The father rubbed his face/ "Take another job you Ra?, that rabbit you just still there, this added another hamster, where do you want to put arent?".

"He he he, it's okay Well, let's get rame". Almira nodded without telling her the reason she bought them.

Dad/ "Huh . . Just make a mini zoo in this house".

Almira/ "Ooop . . . Well, that's cool, ha ha ha ha".

Mr. Syarif shook his head with his child hobby since childhood who likes to keep animals - animals that pack right.

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"What did you bring, son ?". Mr. Syarif aka the father of Almira and Aira asked his youngest son alias Almira little who just came home from school was carrying a plastic package.

"It's Well . . Back home from school Rara bought a goldfish chef at Rara school, beautiful - beautiful fish Well". Little Rara showed it to her father. Seen a pair of goldfish chef a white orange pattern on his tail.

Dad/ "Geez baby, where are the fish?, the fish must pack oxygen".

"Yes, I bought the same place for oxygen for the fish hi hi hi hi hi". 👧

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"Whose cat are you taking home?". Mr. Syarif saw Almira feeding the cute kitten after he played with his friends.

"Not have anyone - who was well, Rara had met on the road, kasian she was hungry well then Rara brought he he he he he". Almira turned to her father while stroking - rubbing the head of the cat. "Meaw 😸 ".

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"Ciiit". There was the sound of chickens coming from behind the house. Because curious sir Syarif rushed to the backyard of his house.

Pak Syarif's eyes were wide-eyed when he saw many of his colorful chicks commonly called chicken teletubies. And in the middle of it was Almira feeding them.

Dad/ "Belg . . . You bought chicken ?".

Rara turned towards the center of the voice.

"he he he Yes Well ".

Dad/ "Astaghfirullah . . You are yes, there is no end to it. There are only those that you buy to keep, usually the little children buy the same snacks toys, this you digabisi pajan money to buy pets".

Almira/ "His name Rara likes Well". Almira.

Dad/ "Hmm . . . Like it can but not much - a lot of love, fish until 2 aquariums in addition to turtles, a trus of cats that have had a baby, this is again chicken teletubies, this is another chicken teletubies, in this house you have made a mini zoo baby".

Almira/ "Can not what - what well, cool to have a mini zoo at home rarely in the house of people who have mini zoo. Continue again if the chicken - this chicken is already big we can cut continue to eat Well he he he he".

The father can only pat the eel and shake his head with his youngest child's favorite.

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Almira was busy arranging the hamster cage she had just bought at a nearby pet shop.

He put the wood powder and the food and toys into the cage.

"You are, from the past never changed, ngabisi money always to start, you know who the hell likes animals kayak gini". Buk Imah aka her mamak was surprised to notice her.

Almira/ "Where does Rara know who. Maybe dad kali, about his Rara clay dad also likes to eat animals outside".

"Yes, but I'm not taking it home either". Mr. Syarif arrived - suddenly connect their conversation and rubbed the head of Almira. Almira turned her head and hummed her lips.

Mamak/ "Old time to come home from his mosque bang?".

Dad/ "Yes, that abis prayer did not accidentally meet the school friend brother used to be a story - the story is the same him". He also sat next to his wife.

Mamak/ "Ouh . . Which brother's friend?".

Father/ "Imah does not know. His name Anto used to live near here but after school he migrated to Malaysia, continue now he has returned to live here again because his children who have just opened a business here have not been hard working again in the country of people".

Mamak/ "hmm . . . In Malaysia, what does he do?".

Father/ "Open his business too, business breakfast stalls, so his children want him here follow his efforts, his business, continue to be his children have been successful all here so no longer want to squirm his parents tired - tired of sonorous money".

Mamak/ "good is that, right also his children. It's free that we already nyekolahi our children but our children still let their parents' distress".

Dad/ "Yes, this is his first child's word to be loud mate".

Mamak/ "His son - boy what woman bang?".

Father/ "Male, his age is 28, he's PNS in the occupation service. The people look good if it looks good. He also prayed in the mosque, if not the wrong name Khairil".

Spontaneous Almira turned her head towards her parents. That was him in cueki and still busy with hamster - his hamster spontaneously his eyes wide.

Almira/ "Consider what this mamak is".

Mamak/ "Yes right, a soul mate with you, what else, he is an adult, well established the tree is already right for you, is right for you, did you say that you do not want a girlfriend - dating again, want her to marry directly".

Almira/ "Religion . . No . . No . . Emang Rara wants her to marry directly not pack boyfriend - dating but not kayak gini too".

Mamak/ "Why is that why?".

Almira/ "Rara is not ready for marriage, after all, Rara wants to step over Aira's sister".

Mamak/ "His name is also his soul mate is how again. It's wrong he also why long - long time dating her, not directly married".

Almira/ "No need to know, anyway Rara will marry if sister Aira is married. Rara does not want to step - step".

Dad/ "Yeah, you guys are talking what the hell, anyway not necessarily his people want to be the same Rara, have a story step - step over it".

Almira/ "Failure is Well, not necessarily she wants to be with Rara, what else is she his person like that surely she wants the same as him, PNS too. Not the future wife of an unemployed Rara kayak".

Mamak/ "hmm . . . Yes yes . . .".

"Acollins . . ". There was the sound of Aira who had just returned home from Ryan to her friend's place.

"Girishama". Answer them simultaneously.

With manners Ryan kissed the hands of both parents of his girlfriend.

"Om . . Buk . . ".

Dad/ "Where are you from?".

Ryan/ "From Ryan's friend's house, he just moved so he made a big thanks".

"Hm . .".

"Just bought another pet, Ra?". Ryan notices Almira is still busy with her hamster.

Almira/ "Yes bang, he he he".

"Hm . . Ordinary, if it's from the outside, there must be someone who brought it home". Aira.

Almira/ "Biarin, her name is also hobby weekly".

"Cn . . . Elementary".

"Ha ha ha". Ryan laughed at the sight of the brothers.

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Before long they chat together while looking at Almira who is busy with her beloved animals. Ryan also said goodbye to go home, not forgetting he kissed the hands of his girlfriend's parents aka Mr. Sharif and Buk Imah.

Aira escorted her to the front door of the house and went back inside after seeing Ryan pass by on his motorcycle.

"Arr". A soft but firm voice called out to her.

"Yes Well . . ?". Aira approached Mr. Syarif who was sitting in the guest chair.

Dad/ "Dad wants to talk to you".

Aira sat in a chair facing her father.

"What do you want to say, Dad?".

"Your relationship with Ryan will be until when like this continues?". Without further ado, Pak Syarif argued things that make Aira difficult to answer and bowed.

Dad/ "When do you guys think you're gonna keep going?. You do not want to perform the Sunnah of the Apostle (married)?, feel the beautiful relationship halal. Your age is increasing, whether you are 27 years old, you are a woman, it is not good if you are late in marriage. I counsel you like this for your good not to corner you. I know, the soul mate is in the hands of GOD, we plan the God who determines, but all his efforts are there, he said, we cannot be silent - just be silent about receiving raw - raw what is in front of us. Your mother has been hunting - in order to get married Rara even want to match Rara with someone, but Rara refused her because she was waiting for you, she did not want to step over you. If you love Daddy, Mamak and Rara, especially if you love yourself, try asking your heart, are you happy with your relationship?. Try to ask and talk well - both Ryan, where you want to take your relationship. If you are still gini - gini continue and do not want to commit until the arrival of his soul mate Rara, Dad will force you to leave Ryan who never want to commit to you. Not that I don't care about you, I didn't force you because of Rara, but it's all for your good, for your future".

Aira just bowed to listen carefully to the advice of the father who made her think hard.

Aira pondered the advice of her father, he was pensive in his room and still did not know what to do.

"Sister, borrow the flash". Almira arrives - suddenly enters into Aira's room and surprises her.

Aira flinched and turned towards Almira.

"That's on top of the laptop". Aira pointed towards her dressing table.

Almira heads to her sister's dresser to pick up the flash lying on top of Aira's laptop. "Borrow a little".

Almira stepped out of the room.

"Nr . .". Call her, hold Almira out of her room.

Almira. "Hem?".

Aira/ "Emang you want to get married fast?".

Dahi Almira frowned upon hearing Aira's question.

"Rff . . . This must be a story to the brother yes, about wanting to fool Rara with the son of a friend of Dad's, right?".

Aira/ "No, I don't have a story about that to my sister".

Almira/ "So, why is nanya'in?".

Aira/ "Nothing, sister just wants to know. If you want to get married quickly and have to step over brother, it's no problem, brother sincere, you don't have to wait for brother".

Almira approached Aira sitting beside her.

"My dear sister, Rara is 21 years old, very young. Kan Rara has told her sister, even though Rara does not want a boyfriend anymore - dating and want her to marry directly, does not mean Rara wants her to marry quickly - quickly. Rara needs a really mature readiness. We do not want to know that the soul mate came when but at least Rara will get married when Rara is really ready and really - really deserved to get married".

Aira/ "This must be because you don't want to and are afraid to step over big brother?".

"That feeling of time, who is afraid of ha ha ha". Almira teased Aira and hugged her.

Almira/ "Udah brother, do not think of times, In Sya ALLAH Rara will not step over sister, Rara still want to enjoy the process of self-improvement first thought about it. Most briefly - soon enough Ryan will be nglamar brother, just relax brother, he he he he".

Aira/ "Sok knows".

"Yes you know, Rara has Herlambang Senses ehh means her 6th Senses, so Rara can laugh at her from her nails - Rara's nails. Ha ha ha hah". Her chirps to ease the burden of Aira's mind.

"Ha ha ha . . . Stressful people say gini, talking ngacok".

"Enak told Rara stress". Almira was singing her lips as her eyes squinted cynically.

"Ha ha ha, but if you arrive - there is a cwowok that makes you fall in love and immediately treat you, how hayo?, do you want to refuse?".

Almira/ "Mmm . . . Yes Rara try to ask her, want to wait or not. If he wants to wait Alhamdulillah please, if he does not want, yes bye bye, it means he is not the one ALLAH chose for Rara. Most of the men on the face of this earth are many, yes time there is not a whole lot of wisdom for Rara ha ha ha".

Aira/ "Sebijik . ., you think she's a seed - a grain in the say sebijik, ha ha ha".

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After thinking hard, her end Aira is determined to ask for reassurance from Ryan. Whatever the answer from Ryan, Aira already had a decision that she had determined unanimously.

Aira invites Ryan to dinner together at one of their caffe subscriptions.

They enjoyed a dinner served by a caffe waiter.

Jazz music makes the caffe feel more romantic.

"Why do you tumben just order cake doank, not order heavy food?". Ryan was astonished at Aira.

"Yes . . . My stomach is not good anymore". He smiled at Ryan.

Ryan/ "Don't tell me you're dieting again?".

Aira/ "No Yank, no more bad stomach".

Ryan/ "Hmm . . . Kira'in you're on a diet. Be aware that you are dieting - diet yes".

Aira/ "Yes . . .".

Ryan/ "Yes, ready to eat, we just go home, no where else, so you can quickly rest, let's wake up tomorrow already eat your stomach".

Aira nodded her head. He was still confused where to start.

As time went on, Aira still couldn't talk to Ryan about it. They're done eating that food. Ryan takes Aira home.

"Yok . . . We're home". Ryan got up from his seat, while Aira was still glued to her seat.

"Let's go ahead, someone wants me to talk to you". Aira held Ryan and sat back down, staring at him.

"Well you say what Yank?".

Aira breathed quietly. Aira looked at Ryan's ready face - ready to listen.

"Our relationship has been going on for quite a while, unknowingly it's been going on for almost 7 years".

Ryan was still silent listening to Aira carefully.

Aira/ "I think our relationship will be enough for us to be happy together, but I was wrong. It is precisely this relationship that we consider very beautiful has a bad impact on the people around us. I don't want to force you. If you love me and love me, please give me a good bond in the eyes of ALLAH. If not . . ". Aira's heart felt tight and her eyes were a little hot to let out tears, until her sentence was cut off.

Aira took her breath in relax.

"If not, I'm willing to let you go".

Ryan was surprised to hear his girlfriend's words, even more so the last sentence for himself. Ryan's heart became confused and confused what to do.

Ryan rubbed his face and glanced at Aira already dripping tears into her cheeks.

Many times Ryan pulled and breathed his breath in order to relax.

Gegana (Active, Chaotic, Merana).

Ryan held Aira's hand. "Give me some time". Aira nodded slowly while wiping her tears.

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The atmosphere of silence, on the way to the residence of Mr. Sharif, they dissolved in silence, not saying a word. They arrived in front of Aira's house. Ryan went home to his girlfriend's parents.

"I'm home . .".

Aira just nodded slowly looking at the look on Ryan's face which was clearly thinking hard. Aira turned around and entered her room. He looked back.

#Tonight, I was determined to step onto the path I had to go on long ago.

So heavy.

Whatever the decision is, I have to accept it.