HIS SOUL IS DEAD
10. Aziz's Revenge Started to Appear

This hug reminds me of the first time Adit treated me that special, even though behind Adit's warmth He destroyed me as badly as he destroyed me.

If only the prostitute hadn't come into my life with Adit, it might never have happened. But I must be able to accept any aspect of Adit because after all He has played an important role in my life.

That night Aziz hugged me softly and warmly, I could feel Aziz's sincerity from the hand rub and gaze that made me comfortable. So far Adit has been the winner in the main role and until now only Adit I want to be next to me.

Adit with everything about him, which always makes me fall in love and miss. And strangely even up to this second I never and could not find 2 flavors in any man except Adit.

It does sound a bit selfish, but one who can only feel myself is not someone else. My current destruction makes me feel like stepping meaningless, even the hope that I have neatly arranged since the beginning should I bury one by one.

"Ziz, why do you want to do all this ?" I asked, raising the head that rested on his shoulder and looking at Aziz.

"Why ?"

"Tell me why ?" aziz said softly, holding my long hair and holding both my hands.

"If in this world I'm given a choice between time and circumstances, maybe I'll choose about Rin's time to get to know Lu better and save Lu at that time"

"But apparently it's too late, which this time I'll be safe about anything of Lu's self"

"Do you understand ?" inexplicably.

Aziz's answer left me a little confused, as if he really knew what I was feeling and struggling with.

I could only stoop down as Aziz tried to explain it all, as anger, disappointment, pain, brokenness and emotions all gathered in my head into one.

I may also be given the choice to choose a time like Aziz, which I do not want to know and fall in love too deeply with Adit which ultimately makes me feel destroyed and useless.

This is unfair to me, who I try to accompany Adit from below until he has everything. But when He has finished his chosen voyage is not Me but his ridiculous death because of his own actions.

"Rin ?" asked Aziz gently.

"Tonight I can't ask for a request ?" he added, holding my face.

"What is Ziz ?"

"Udah dong do not cry continuously, I can at least if the business of seeing a girl cry rich gini" wiped my tears with both hands.

"I'm sorry Ziz, screw up everything you've prepared" I said limply with my head down.

"I'm sorry anyway"

"The tears are liquid and he has the right to flow as well whenever he wants, so its okay Rin"

"Izinin I to be able to continue to nemenin Lu ya Rin"

I was a little shocked when Aziz suddenly said that sentence.

Looking at the beautiful scenery tonight I have not been able to make these tears stop, trying to strengthen myself but I always fail. Tonight was too much to make me twist the thoughts and memories I had so painstakingly passed through.

"Yaudah, I'll give you time to enjoy all this first. I know this is too shallow and makes Lu a little surprised, but you know! I'm doing this because I just want mastiin if Lu is okay in the hands of Gue" said Aziz.

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I understand the current state of Arin's feelings, seeing Arin's sombre makes me a little tired because the tears he let out were so sincere.

Maybe Arin's love for Adit was too big, so Arin was broken to pieces like this. The look in his eyes that looked at me a few times also made me believe that there were so many disappointments that Arin pendam himself but he still kept it tight.

"Dit, honestly I heard the story of Dara aja so angry with Lu, let alone Arin who felt it directly" I gunam in the heart.

"I'm sure also that there will be no happiness at every step of the girl"

"Rin, tomorrow you go to the office at what time ?" I'm trying to melt the situation.

"Tomorrow I'll take Ziz off, why ?"

"Why take a holiday ?"

"Gue can't pick up Lu dong. Dad this"

"I really want to rest first Ziz's body and mind" he explained.

"Yaudah if that's okay, I'm not going to interrupt your break"

"Important that you can take a lot of time to me if Lu is really good"

"It's amazing that girl can destroy 2 humans at once at the same time"

"Wait for my presence in your life!" I laughed back with a slanted laugh.

"These cape-cape powder is all uh even eaten" I said as I took one of the chocolates on the table.

"Azizz! Don't eat it up, it's over ah!" replied Arin who was a little beginning to smile in annoyance.

"Well gini dong, don't cry anymore ya beautiful" god I hope to make Arin laugh again.

"Ziz, I want that chocolate dong" he pointed it at one of the chocolates on the corner of the table near me.

"May, I'll take a minute"

"You guys, I'm not bribing you ?" godaku's back.

"Yes dong bribe Ziz" peered with an anxious face.

While feeding Arin that night, I felt something different. A feeling I've never met anywhere.

*deg's. Deg*my heart beat a little bit fast.

"Damn! Richly I'm starting to like Arin nih" I'm upset in my heart.

"Hold Ziz, hold it! Inget Lu is only on duty to keep Arin no more" I said in my heart.

When I heard that Arin was going to take a day off tomorrow, I had to rush back to Dara to ask about Arin's other favorite things. I'll also make sure that with Arin at home he doesn't do anything weird.

"Indeed it turns out complicated about love" I said in my heart.

"Ziz ?" tanya Arin shifted my mind.

"Yes, Rin why ?"

"Where else do you want chocolate ? Let me bribe" I replied with a little nervousness.

"Engga .. Engga Ziz, I just wanted to say thank you for tonight. Of all that you have prepared I like" said Arin holding softly both of my hands.

"Rin, you don't have to say thank you to all the gini rich. I'm doing this all because of my own will not because I was forced or because of Deketin Lu"

"It should be me who says thank you Lu because tonight I want to take you to a place that is not how this"