
Along the way Arin continued to grumble asking where he would be taken by Me. I'm getting tighter to stamp my motor gas to get to the place I've prepared for Arin.
Seeing her behavior like a child who asked her mother for candy, made me more curious about Arin's personal self.
"Se special what the hell is a girl until Adit leave it to Ku" said Ku in his heart.
After a long journey, I finally arrived at the place I had prepared this.
"Down dong. Are you still going to hug ?" my God Ku to Arin who was still sticking his chin on my left shoulder.
"Sheel my shoulder" added Ku.
"Will it be ?" ask Arin flatly.
"Always far! Yes, let's go down" I ordered.
Seeing Arin who was only wearing a jacket with a very thin cloth, long hair and a little makeup made Ku silently sculpt and not wrinkle when looking at him.
Deg.
"Beautiful as well as a girl" flashed a dirty thought in my head while opening the helmet.
"Come on! " said Ku while pulling Arin's hand to get into a coffee place with a view of city light.
"Waaaaaaaaaaw .." she said subtly while looking at the night scene.
"Ziz.." call her softly.
"His power He really likes me" I said in my heart
When entering the cafe, I had already booked a place and drinks and snacks for Arin according to what Dara said about Arin's favorite, Arin, even I also brought Arin to this place in accordance with the story of Adit first that his girl most like to be taken to a place that presents a beautiful view at night.
And yes! It turned out to be true, step by step once Arin enjoyed it. He did not even realize that I still held gently his tiny hand while leading him to the place we were going to sit.
Arin's eyes at that time could not lie, sparkling and like saving a myriad of longing. I choose not to tell Arin who I really am, let time tell Arin. My job now is just to recover Arin and make herself feel loved again.
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"Dit, are you here too ?" ask Me inwardly holding back the cry.
Seeing this place made me feel again that I was in the phase of being loved by a sincere man who was not as demanding as Adit, I remembered with that happy laughing voice, I remembered that sweet smile even I remembered those warm hugs and handrails again.
"Is Aziz the second version of Adit ?" wonder Me.
Being friends with Ahmad is able to make me smile back, but with Aziz I feel that I am living again like the time with Adit first.
"Ziz ?" call me soft.
"Udah do not have to say much, briefly again we until the spell that I have ordered" he said while continuing to hold my hand.
"Ziz, my hand hurts" I shouted a little and stopped my steps.
"sickness ? Why pain ah ?"
"Don't be better" he added, still holding my hand.
"Azizzzz !" I retracted my steps and pulled my hand from the handle to escape.
"Liat ! My hand hurts tau !" I put my hand right in front of his face.
"Where to try here I see !" pull my hand a little rough.
When Aziz pulled up and saw my slightly sore and flushed hand apparently He immediately kissed the hand, made a little surprised by his behavior and I could only be silent as Aziz did that.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, does it ?"
"Let's go again"
I was still silent, even when Aziz pulled my hand, my body was still in that place.
"Now especially Arina Beyza"
"You want to be carried?" asked her while turning over and standing in front of my tiny little body while staring with a sharp gaze.
"Why does his behavior remind me of Adit, why should that hand kiss he did ?" gunamku in my heart.
I remember the first time Adit did that to me, making me feel like I'm the only woman Adit lives in. I'm scarred, I've risen from the trauma I've had, coming out of the house like this just to make me laugh. Why is everything so different today ? It's as if what I've been through with Adit is repeating itself.
Suddenly my tears just fell.
"Hey. Rin ? Lu why ?" asked Aziz while bringing his body closer to me.
"Gue is wrong ? Or do you not like the same place ?"
"well, okay We're back" Aziz said in confusion as he wiped my tears.
"fr.. Engga .. Engga Ziz, its okay I'm fine"
"Sorry .. Sorry yes" I assured Aziz.
Aziz again led me to walk to the table he had ordered, all the way I could not lie to myself that today I really miss the figure that always makes me laugh every day.
I have to make sure that I am okay, because I promised Adit that I would accept the path of destiny like this. Even I promised Adit that I would continue what I like even though He is no longer with me.
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"it turns out that Ms. Arin already has a boyfriend anyway" I said silently pensively in the room.
Seeing Ms. Arin being picked up by a man I didn't know before made me a little angry at the situation and myself, apparently all this time Ms. Arin did not open her heart to anyone but it turns out there is a heart that she guards. All this time it turned out that I misjudged and opened Ms. Arin to me, it was not because Ms. Arin received all my chatter but because she only considered me as an ordinary office friend like everyone else.
It turns out that the more we pursue, the more he turns away.
"aaaaaarghhhhhh shit !" I was upset to throw the pen I was holding at the time.
"But who is that guy ?" my curiosity started to appear
"Do I have to be normal for tomorrow ? So that I could find out who that man really was" My sneaky thoughts began to appear.
I will never be willing to even let Bu Arin fall into the hands of a man who will only hurt Bu Arin, I really like and love Ms. Arin sincerely without her knowing the truth.
"Why haven't I been chasing him, he's been more serious"
"Bas stupid .. Stupid Lu Mad !" pissed back.
If only I knew that today Ms. Arin would be picked up by the man, maybe I would speed up all my work so that I could get ahead of taking Ms. Arin home, maybe if I also knew it would happen like this from yesterday - yesterday I will pursue seriously Ms. Arin to her family.